Seeing this, Chu Yunsheng tried hard to lift his spirits, and then Su Yun fed him and drank half a bowl of millet porridge.

"Girl, you can rest for a while, and then drink some medicine. ”

Su Yun helped Chu Yunsheng wipe the corners of his mouth, and his tone was extremely gentle.

Chu Yunsheng tried hard to hold up a little smile and wanted to nod, but she was a little powerless, but she still bit the tip of her tongue and said: "I'm fine, I'm just worried about the two yuan, and the eunuch who slipped away, I'm afraid that something will happen." ”

As she spoke, she didn't hold back, coughed violently, and spit out a big mouthful of the millet porridge that she had just swallowed.

He Yueying, who had been supporting her all the time, hurriedly took out the silk silk she was carrying with her and carefully wiped the corners of her mouth for Chu Yunsheng.

"In that case, without further ado, I'll go and inquire about the news now, and I'll be back soon, don't worry, girl. ”

Saying that, Su Yun nodded to Chu Yunsheng, then packed up the dishes and spoons, and prepared to go out, when she walked to the door, she was still a little uneasy, and explained to He Yueying to remember to feed Chu Yunsheng medicine, and then left.

When Su Yun left, He Yueying helped Chu Yunsheng sit for a while, then let her lean on the pillow, and personally went to the small kitchen to get medicine to feed Chu Yunsheng.

The medicine was too bitter, and Chu Yunsheng couldn't help frowning after taking a small sip.

Seeing this, He Yueying said with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "I thought you weren't afraid of anything, but you were also afraid of drinking medicine." ”

Hearing this, Chu Yunsheng sighed a little helplessly, then took a deep breath and drank all the remaining medicine violently.

It's bitter, it's so bitter that it's hard to the heart.

"Come and take a bite of preserves!"

Although He Yueying joked with Chu Yunsheng, she still took the medicine bowl that Chu Yunsheng drank as quickly as possible, and then handed her a piece of candied fruit.

Chu Yunsheng held it in his mouth, and only then did he cover up the bitterness in his mouth just now.

She was still very sleepy, so she ate and drank medicine, and became even more sleepy.

He Yueying, who was on the side, saw it, and hurriedly shook her hand and said, "I can't sleep, no matter how bad my spirit is, I have to hold on for a while, I also asked people to boil some thick rice soup, and then wait for this medicine to enter the heart, you can drink a little more, okay?"

Chu Yunsheng naturally knew that she cared about her and was appropriate, so even if sleepiness and tiredness hit, she gritted her teeth and held on.

Seeing her difficulty, He Yueying held her hand and said, "Then let's talk for a while, you have a bad voice, then I'll tell you what you want to know." ”

Chu Yunsheng blinked, she didn't seem to have chatted with He Yueying so calmly and without any guilt.

Before, although she trusted her, in the end it was because of her identity as He Rong's sister, and because of her identity that she couldn't tell people casually.

Now, all identities have been clarified, and the two of them have become sisters who share life and death, so there are no more mustards and scruples.

She thought for a moment, and then said, "Then tell me, when you were a child, what were you most afraid of?"

Hearing this, He Yueying's moving eyes lit up, because she saw that Chu Yunsheng was in good spirits because of her proposal, but when she mentioned what she was afraid of when she was a child, a trace of gloom crossed her eyes.

When she was a child, she was most afraid of her father.

In her memory, her father was moody, he would suddenly come to the concubine's bedroom because he was happy, and then accompany the concubine, and he would also order the punishment of the concubine because the concubine said the wrong word or even did anything wrong, and once remembered that once, he ordered the confinement of the concubine.

This level is ten days.

In the past ten days, she didn't know how her mother had lived, she was only a few years old at that time, but her fear of imperial power and her father had been deeply rooted in her heart, because when she saw her mother concubine who had been locked up for ten days and put it back, her hair was scattered, people did not look like people, and ghosts did not look like ghosts.

The body, which was still a little plump, was also skinny after that time.

The palace eunuchs all said that confinement would not give anything and water.

Therefore, during those ten days, she did not know how her mother survived, she only knew that from then on, her mother, who was originally healthy and healthy, fell ill, and could not afford to be sick until she died.

When the mother concubine is there, her life can still be lived, although after the mother concubine was locked up, she has completely lost the favor of her father, so that many mothers in the palace have come to bully their mother and daughter, but because of the mother concubine, she never feels bitter, and in everything, there is a mother to protect her.

And when the concubine went, she really felt the coldness of the palace, because from then on, not only the ladies of the palaces would bully her, but even the eunuchs and palace maids who usually served the concubine would use her to be angry.

said that she was an unlucky girl who killed her mother, and said that it was because she wanted to stay here to serve her, so she let them stay in the bitter Ganquan Hall on an errand......

They abused her, and although she was a princess and would not beat her, they often denied her food, and made her hungry to go to the kitchen to find leftovers to eat.

Therefore, what she is most afraid of is her father.

Because, if he hadn't treated his mother like that at the beginning, then when she was a child, her life would not have been so bitter, she hated him, and she was afraid of him, afraid that he would treat herself like a mother concubine.

Now, hearing Chu Yunsheng mention her fear when she was a child, He Yueying almost didn't have to think about it, and the shadow of her father jumped out of her mind.

Memories flooded my mind all at once.

Under Chu Yunsheng's puzzled gaze, He Yueying spoke eloquently.

She told all the bits and pieces about her mother in those years that she can remember, and also expressed her hatred and fear for her father at that time, and finally said: "Once, I had countless hopes that I didn't grow up in such an imperial family, with such a moody father, although later, with the help of the imperial brother, I was gradually liked by my father, but I know that he may not like me deeply, just like he did to my mother back then." ”

Speaking of this, He Yueying sighed and said, "Brother Huang...... When I was a child, after I lost my mother, I was often bullied by other palace mothers, at that time, it was always the royal brother who came forward to protect me, he had the same experience as me, so we depended on each other since we were children, and he has always protected me properly, never let me be hurt and wronged a little, and even offended the prince and brother because he wanted to protect me...... You say, at that time, the imperial brother was really kind to me and really regarded me as a sister, and now the imperial brother is just because he has changed, so at least I used to have his sincerity and family affection, right?"

If at the beginning, many years ago, he was using her under the guise of using her, it was too chilling for her, she couldn't stand it, she would rather accept that he had just changed, at least he had been sincere before.

And when he heard these words, Chu Yunsheng didn't know how to describe his mood at this time.

Complex.

It was so complicated that she wanted to cry.

Because, at this time, the father who made her hate and fear was mentioned by He Yueying at this time, was her enemy.

And she hasn't told He Yueying about these causes and consequences.

Hearing He Yueying mention him at this time, the anger in Chu Yunsheng's heart surged again, and tears flowed down her eyes.

Seeing her crying, He Yueying panicked suddenly, she hurriedly raised her hand to wipe away Chu Yunsheng's tears, and said worriedly: "Did I say something wrong?" I'm sorry, I didn't want you to recall the past. ”

At this time, He Yueying only thought of Chu Yunsheng as thinking of her father, after all, she knew Chu Yunsheng's experience, she was considered to be an orphan girl who would bring disaster to the country because she was born because she had a birthmark of Ling Xiaohua, so she was imprisoned in the Lock Demon Tower.

Therefore, one can imagine how cruel and indifferent her father must have been to her.

But what He Yueying didn't know was that Chu Yunsheng's crying was because of King Zhao, her father.

At this time, seeing He Yueying's worried eyes, although Chu Yunsheng also hated King Zhao and wanted to crush him to ashes, she would not transfer this hatred to He Yueying.

After trying to calm down his mood, Chu Yunsheng sighed before he said with difficulty: "A-Ying, do you believe that I am an orphan girl of Tiansha and the reincarnation of a demon?"

Hearing this, He Yueying was stunned, and then burst out laughing, she said: "How is it possible! That's all those Taoist priests who fool people all day long, even if I know now that you are reborn, but I still don't think that you are a demon, you are you, no different from any of us, if you really want to distinguish the difference, it is that you are more tenacious and better than us!"

He Yueying said these words very loudly, and her tone was sincere and tight, without the slightest compliment and consolation.

And it was precisely because of her demeanor that Chu Yunsheng's heart softened even more.

You are you, not a demon.

How nice it would have been if, in a previous life, someone had said that to her!

Thinking of this, a line of hot tears rolled down his cheeks again.

She took a deep breath, then blinked her eyes hard, and then looked at He Yueying's puzzled eyes and said, "That A-Ying, do you know why everyone in the world says that I am an orphan girl of Tiansha and a demon of the dead country?"

Although, now that the old King Zhao is dead, there is no point in talking about these things, but Chu Yunsheng feels that at this time, it is good to have someone who can communicate with him and let him vent this anger, it is better than always pressing it in his heart and destroying himself.

"Why?"

He Yueying didn't know why, so she only looked at Chu Yunsheng with wide eyes.

Chu Yunsheng sighed, and then tried his best to calm his uneasy mood and said, "Because of your father." ”

"What?!"

He Yueying immediately stood up from the side of the bed in surprise and looked at Chu Yunsheng in disbelief.

Seeing this, Chu Yunsheng nodded vigorously at her and said, " Yes, I know, you may also think it is more absurd, but this is true, even I didn't expect that back then, it was he who coveted my mother and didn't want my mother and relatives to go to defend the country, so, from it, after my mother gave birth to me, let him arrange in the palace of King Wei to spread rumors, saying that I am an orphan girl of Tiansha, a demon of the dead country, his purpose is just to let King Chen alienate my mother, and in the end, his plan was really successful, King Chen not only alienated our mother and daughter, but even imprisoned our mother and daughter in the lock demon tower, my mother…… My mother kissed her and she didn't come out until she died. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Yunsheng couldn't cry anymore.

Her voice was extremely hoarse at this time, and the words she said became more and more poignant, which made people feel chills all over her body.

Especially after He Yueying heard this, she subconsciously covered her mouth, and then choked up: "You mean, it's my father?"

She knew that although his father was moody and ruthless, she didn't expect that he would be the culprit who hurt Chu Yunsheng's mother and daughter.

Hearing this, Chu Yunsheng nodded, she greeted He Yueying's surprised eyes and said: "I heard it with my own ears, that day, He Rong was in front of his hospital bed, and when he was dying, their father and son personally said what they did to my mother back then!"

Chu Yunsheng said these words almost word by word, and every word carried a bone-eating hatred.

She hates.

Hate that father and son.

If it weren't for them, how could she and her mother suffer so much, and if it weren't for them, how could her mother's body be so weak and finally tortured to death by illness.

She hates!

"I'm sorry!" He Yueying's body went limp, and she fell directly on the side of Chu Yunsheng's bed, she clenched Chu Yunsheng's hand, and choked up: "I never knew that the two of them had done so many excessive things to your mother and daughter, I'm sorry, I never thought that the source of hurting you would actually come from my father, and I still have his blood flowing in my body......"

Speaking of this, He Yueying's eyes were already full of tears, and they flowed down her cheeks.

She is also a kind and soft-hearted girl, even Tang Xue who saw her pregnancy couldn't bear to do it, let alone hear about Chu Yunsheng's experience and experience at this time.

A wave of self-reproach and guilt rose from her heart.

She had never wished she was not the daughter of King Zhao as she did now.

However, this is a settled fact, she can't change it, and when she looks at Chu Yunsheng at this time, she only feels speechless.

Although these were all done by their father and son, she still felt uncomfortable and guilty.

Seeing this, Chu Yunsheng hurriedly used the little strength he still had to hold He Yueying's hand, and shook his head and said: "It's none of your business, I have a clear grudge, I won't blame you, I only hate them, don't worry." ”

Although she was already so comforted, seeing that He Yueying was still crying sadly, Chu Yunsheng had to change the topic and said: "What you were most afraid of when you were a child was your father, do you know what I was most afraid of when I was a child?"

Hearing this, He Yueying was distracted, she opened her teary eyes, looked at Chu Yunsheng curiously, and waited for Chu Yunsheng's next words.

Chu Yunsheng sighed, and then said weakly: "When I was a child, I was most afraid of the dark. ”