1033: Blue Sky Daydream
"I know you don't want to admit it, but don't go against your heart, I'm afraid that you will regret it one day, and she is long gone. I understand you, on the surface, you look like you're doing nothing all day long, but you're pretending to coax people, but in fact, you're very lonely in your heart and want to find comfort, I can see it. Beidou analyzed powerfully, because he and himself were the same kind of people.
"Everyone has a sadness in their hearts, and they want to hide it, but the more they cover it......" The song seemed to echo in the ears, scattering the hearts of the whole place.
Every time I think about the past, it always makes people want to cry unconsciously, but Beidou suddenly quieted down and stopped talking. Haichuan knows that his past is closely related to him, and without Beidou, he would not be where he is today.
Yes, it is a happy thing to have such a good brother to take care of himself, but it is a pity that he can no longer remember the past. But Haichuan will never forget Beidou's kindness to him, looking at Xu Beidou who was deep in thought at this time, he will also have an inexplicable sadness and pain in his heart.
Although Beidou did not tell himself about his specific emotional experience, Haichuan knew that every time his relationship broke down, it was because of himself, and it was he who affected him. Originally had no father, no mother, no support, no strong economic foundation, no broad interpersonal relationships, and dragged a person who had nothing to do with him at all, what girl would be willing to be with him for the rest of her life?
Many years ago, when Beidou was still as big as Haichuan, he could be regarded as a small famous person, his appearance was reasonable, he was very musically talented, and he was talented, but these can only be appreciated by others, and they can't be eaten. At that time he was the lead singer of a band, but the band disbanded soon after.
He takes the little Haichuan to live together, and always tries to meet Haichuan's requirements, and Haichuan gives him whatever he wants, as long as he can get it. But surprisingly, Haichuan, the little guy, is young but very considerate, and has never had excessive extravagant expectations.
Until he grew up and grew into a handsome guy with a jade tree in the wind. People say that the grace of a drop of water, when the spring reciprocates, Brother Beidou's kindness to himself, Haichuan has always seen it in his eyes and remembered it in his heart. Now that he has grown up, he no longer needs Brother Beidou to do anything for himself, but he has to work hard to respect him and repay him, so that he can live happily and happily!
doesn't know how to be pretentious, Haichuan just proves his gratitude to Beidou with his actions, and he never stopped until he lost his memory. And after the amnesia, Haichuan's whole person has changed a lot, he is more cheerful and slippery than before, he used to be more angry, but now he is much better, he can calmly face the world and face all kinds of people.
Compared with the previous melancholy and rebellion, such a change is undoubtedly the best, he can have a heart that feels warm and treat life as a kind of happiness, which makes Beidou feel very lucky. It doesn't matter if he remembers everything he has done for him, the important thing is that Haichuan should live well and live happily, which is his greatest wish.
Since the day he was born, Beidou has no relatives around him, and he has not been carefully cared for like other families, so Beidou especially wants Haichuan to get this kind of warmth. He has always been by Haichuan's side, so that a child who is too weak to withstand any wind and rain can grow up happily, which is the most gratifying thing.
"Brother Beidou, in fact, I don't know what kind of feelings I have for her. I want to be nice to her, but her personality is really unbearable, I don't know how the two of you can get along, and once she meets me, she starts to go crazy, which you don't know. Forget it, don't talk about it, it gives me a headache!" Haichuan said thoughtfully, some things are so helpless.
Also, emotional matters are always inextricably linked, constantly cut, and the rationalization is messy. These entanglements are always difficult to judge in the eyes of the authorities, and there are some things that no one can force, and in the end, those who should come will come, and those who should go will also go. Three thousand worlds, flashy like a dream, I really don't know whether the so-called "true love" thing exists or not.
Since it's not something anyone can force on, let it be. Isn't it good to get together when you should get together, to disperse when you should be separated, to have no worries, not to be happy or sad? Haichuan tries hard not to think about her, but the more he wants to be detached, the deeper he falls, the more he is in the dust, the wind and the moon are boundless, love always likes to hide and seek, and he hides quietly by your side at some point, and sometimes even you can't even notice it.
"You say, will it be a big beauty who is here today, or a dinosaur girl?" Lu Haichuan said suddenly with one hand on his head. He also has a strong ability to entertain himself, and whenever he is in a bad mood, he will think of something happy to divert his attention, so that he will not be stuck in a sad mood all the time.
Whether it is joy or sorrow, everything is only temporary and will pass. It's a day to be happy, and it's a day to be unhappy, so why always let yourself live so embarrassed, who to show it? Haichuan was stupidly fantasizing there, how good it would be if there was a big beauty, and he would no longer be entangled in Qingli's affairs.
As soon as she went out, no one quarreled with her, but it made people feel that the house was a little empty and tasteless. Thinking about it, Qingli is really a good girl, she is good to everyone, but she likes to get along with herself. Does this mean that she is unique in her heart, and exists in some very special identity? Haichuan's head turned around, and he thought of her again.
"Of course, it's good to have a big beauty, which can not only beautify the vision, but also expel loneliness, but if it's a dinosaur girl who unfortunately comes, how can we be embarrassed?" Xu Beidou said with a smile. Every man has the same daydream in his heart, hoping that all the beauties around him can be full of beautiful women.
Beautiful things always make people linger, and loving and pursuing beauty is the hidden qualification in everyone's heart. Men like to look at beautiful women, and women like to look at handsome guys, this is an understandable thing, there is no right or wrong.
"Beidou, let's make a bet, okay? If it's a beautiful woman today, you give me five hundred yuan, if not, I'll give you five hundred, okay?" Haichuan has always been like this, always thinking about one out of the other, making Xu Beidou's whole person inexplicable.