Chapter 54: Re-selection

Su Wenxin left, she didn't ask for the money in the end, and she didn't take the things in the room, only took away her clothes.

Seeing the unchanged rooms, everything in the room has not moved, but their owner is no longer there.

Su Wenxin walked so decisively, he didn't give him a chance to stay, Liu Xingchen's heart was dripping blood.

"Brother, if you want to open up, woman, you can be considered a good mix, if you want to find it, what is not, why hang yourself on a tree.

And at our age, she is no longer an innocent teenager, she is still too young, and her thoughts are different.

I'm sure that in a few days, she will regret it when she thinks about it now, so if you want to open something, you can't give up on yourself because of a woman. ”

Jiang Qingshan's persuasion may have some effect, recalling the bits and pieces of how the two got along during this time, Liu Xingchen was a little confused.

He was unwilling, he didn't understand what he had done wrong, Su Wenxin would be so ruthless, so resolute, he couldn't even do it as a friend.

Sometimes people are often like this, the more they can't get it, the more they want to get it, the more they can't figure it out, and the more they love to drill the horns.

"Brother, this is the money she left over from checking out, you count, and then give me the key, and we will clear it." Jiang Qingshan said and handed Liu Xingchen an envelope.

But Liu Xingchen didn't take it, but walked to a cabinet and picked up a photo, which was a group photo of the two.

Rubbing the photo, Liu Xingchen fell into memory again, and after a long time, Liu Xingchen said: "This house will not be returned for the time being, I will stay and wait for her to come back......"

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The spring breeze blows the earth, bringing a piece of life.

Walking alone on the seaside road, Su Wenxin looked at the sea in front of him, and his heart was very sad.

Maybe this is fate, she can't escape the life of exile after all, and she can't escape the ordeal of being lonely.

But this is all her own choice, no one can blame her, she can only bear it silently.

Home, this place was strange to her, maybe she had almost gotten it before, but eventually drifted away.

The road ahead, there is no destination, Su Wenxin doesn't know where he should go.

Recalling that at the beginning, her purpose was just to have a place to live, a job, and a dull life.

However, life is like that of a naughty child, and when he sees that she is too quiet, he wants to give her some trouble.

Where to go, Su Wenxin was also very confused......

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The streetlights stumbled me on the next step in front of me

A mocking review of the elongated shadows

The phone booth still holds your words

A word sheds a tear

How will I fall asleep tonight

It turned out to be the most painful expression

There was no emotion

The original most cruel picture

It's okay to talk sweetly

I don't know how to love you more

Shadow ironically

It's inseparable from me

It's inseparable from me

It turned out to be the loneliest

I still miss you so much

It turned out to be the saddest thing

I can't face myself

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The shops on the side of the street, the singing that came from them, made Liu Xingchen lose his soul, as if the whole world was against him.

Alone at a bar, the spicy liquor flows down his throat, and the alcohol numbs his wounded mind.

One, two, three......

The amount of alcohol he was proud of had become his worst enemy at this time, but was it so difficult to get drunk?

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The night of the city is bright, and the people in the city are drunk and dreaming of death, drunk and drunk.

Su Wenxin also went to a bar alone, asked for a glass of the strongest wine, and then tasted it one by one.

This feeling, like the mistakes she made, must be borne by herself, no matter how bitter and spicy it is, she can only swallow it in her stomach.

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The pain is temporary, even the deepest scars can be healed with time, and life will go on.

Su Wenxin, who had no house and no job, suddenly returned to the pre-liberation period.

Fortunately, she still has some savings, and she also has the 200,000 yuan given by Jia Qianfeng, with this money, she can do something to continue her life in the future.

Without the financial pressure, Su Wenxin was not in a hurry to find a place to live, she felt that she could look around first.

Although he is a human in two lives, he really doesn't know much about this city.

Her memory is still stuck in when he was a child, and the city has changed so rapidly in recent years, it can be said that it is the same day by day.

Take a look around, Su Wenxin spent ten days to get to know the city again, and what made her happy was that it seemed that except for herself, other places were no different from that world.

When I was a child, I was at my grandfather's house, and the old house I used to live in is still there, and the school I went to is also the same.

Teachers and classmates are all those people, but they have never heard the name Su Hong, and in their memory, there is only Su Wenxin.

In the end, Su Wenxin returned to the orphanage, and when Mother Yu saw her coming back at this time, she could see at a glance that something must have happened.

Su Wenxin didn't hide it, and told her and Liu Xingchen about it, and some words were better to say than to hold them in their hearts.

Mother Yu didn't understand why Su Wenxin did this, but she didn't say anything this time, she was afraid that she would hurt Su Wenxin again, and she was afraid that she would say goodbye again.

"Child, you have grown up, you have your own choice, your mother has no ability and can't help you much, but you have to remember that no matter when, what happens, as long as you feel tired, you can come back, this is your home......"

Su Wenxin said what was in her heart, she felt a lot more relaxed, her mentality gradually calmed down, and her changes also appeared.

Seeing the lovely children, Su Wenxin's heart also became soft, and seeing their lively appearance, Su Wenxin also became cheerful.

After getting along for a long time, Su Wenxin suddenly felt as if he had missed something, whether it was him or her, it seemed that he had never enjoyed his youth.

"What, you want to go back to school?"

Su Wenxin thought about it for a long time, and finally thought of what he could do with the money.

Mother Yu couldn't help frowning when she heard Su Wenxin's decision, if this was placed in a normal family, it would indeed be a good thing.

In fact, she didn't agree with Su Wenxin dropping out of school at the beginning, but at that time, Su Wenxin insisted on doing so, and she didn't have a good way.

Now that two years have passed, Su Wenxin has wasted two years, and now he is back on campus, is it too late?

Twenty years old may have been married and had children for women in ancient times, but in this day and age, it is a good time.

However, as long as there is a slight slack in learning this thing, there will be a big regression, and if you go back to repeat it, you will waste another year.

As for adult education, the tuition fee is very expensive, and Yu's mother can't afford it at all, and Su Wenxin doesn't plan to go to any adult university.

"Wen Xin, you said that you want to go back to your original high school, and directly enter the third year of high school, and take the college entrance examination directly after a while?"

Su Wenxin nodded when she heard this, but she didn't feel anything wrong, but Mother Yu didn't understand what she was thinking.

"It's impossible, now it's only two months before the college entrance examination, no matter how good you used to study, but it's been abandoned for two years, and you don't have time at all. ”

When Su Wenxin heard this, he suddenly smiled, hugged Mother Yu's hand and said, "Mother Yu, the problem you are worried about is actually not a problem, I used to study science, but this time I will choose liberal arts."

The only thing I'm worried about now is whether the school can accept me, and if they do, whether they can take the test, I won't know if I try it!"