Chapter 20: Ambiguity and Precursors
I don't know if it's because of the Tao Te Ching, I almost never dream, and now I sleep until dawn every day.
After eating supper last night, I took a sip and lay down to rest.
In my consciousness, I continued to recite the Tao Te Ching, admiring the charm of Lao Jun, and unconsciously fell asleep deeply, and when I woke up, I saw Xiaofan shrinking into a mermaid, burying his head in my chest, and his slender legs were very unladylike to clamp me.
Exhalation like an orchid, snow-like skin, slender neck, curved and long eyelashes, a beautiful nose, and a cherry small-mouthed melon seed face...... This scene seems to tell me that such a beautiful little girl belongs to me.
I looked at it very unhappily, and I was so hard.
After coughing slightly, he quickly recited the Tao Te Ching silently so as not to commit a sin...... As everyone knows, Xiaofan in his arms is very shallow sleep, and he has already opened his eyes and looked at me directly.
When the evil fire dissipated, I took a deep breath, but I found that Xiao Fan was looking at me, and with a strange scream, my body lost balance under the tension, and just as I was about to fall to the ground, a Qianqianyu hand wrapped around my waist.
She and I rolled to the ground.
She pressed me, I pressed her, I didn't say much about what I used to top, it was so uncomfortable to hold back.
I looked at her, snorting at each other's faces, her body always scented, while my snort smelled of smoke.
Damn, I can't take it anymore!
put his mouth on it, regardless of whether he was in the hospital or not, his hands were tightly clasped around her, desperately sucking, exploring...... She's always so charming.
Xiao Fan and I fell to the ground, naturally there was a sound, my uncle is also a light sleeper, seeing that we are not sleeping in bed, I came to find out what was going on, but unexpectedly...... But I saw me and Xiaofan kissing on the ground.
The old man smiled awkwardly, turned around and walked out of the ward.
A few minutes later, Xiao Fan patted me a few times shyly and said, "This is in the hospital, how can you." ”
Then I seemed to feel that something was pressing against her, and I was about to ask but suddenly my face turned red, and when I was about to get up, I hugged her tighter, and I was embarrassed to say in her ear: "Don't get up first, it's not good to be seen." ”
I put my arms around her quietly, staring at her intently, until a long time later, I felt better, and hurriedly told her to hurry up and call the nurse, only to find that my back was bleeding again.
Xiao Fan hurriedly helped me up and sat up, and then rushed out of the ward to call the nurse.
There seems to be a fragrance of Xiaofan on my body, I am intoxicated with such a fragrance, I can't extricate myself for a long time, at this moment my heart is excited, nostalgic, and loves her.
……
There was no accident, although the nurse's movements were very light, but it still made me grin with pain, as for the uncle, he gave me a cigarette afterwards, and said to me while Xiaofan was on the WC: "Take it easy when you are young, otherwise when you reach my age, you will know what torture is." ”
My uncle's words made sense, and I was speechless......
The wound is slightly cracked, as long as I don't exercise vigorously in the past two days, it is generally fine, Xiaofan sent me to the door of the house, and then went home, and said to me reluctantly before leaving: "You have a good rest at home for the past two days, and I will come over every day to help you rub the medicine." ”
The previous sentence is not the point, the point is that she is coming to my house...... She's coming to my house, she's going to ...... Come to my house!
I said important things three times, and I laughed and said goodbye to her.
When I got home, I found my father sitting on a recliner in the courtyard smoking a cigarette, and when he saw that I was walking in a strange way, he laughed and scolded: "Squirming like a girl, stinky boy...... What are you doing!"
I smiled awkwardly, "Dad, I'm hurt." ”
Dad didn't suspect him, he got up from the recliner and came to me, asked me where I was hurt, I said here, he pulled up my clothes, probably saw that the wound on my back was quite large, and asked with a little anger: "Who did it!"
My face was a little strange, and I wanted to say in front of my father: "Eh, it was a ghost who injured me like this, I guess I will be taken to the hospital by him to check my brain."
I smiled mysteriously, said that I will tell you later, and then left the small courtyard and entered the room.
The room remained unchanged, a table with some cinnabar on it, three wolf pens, and a stack of yellow table paper...... As far as I know my aunt, she won't touch my things, and as for my dad, he must have come in.
Because there are scratches on the cinnabar.
Without thinking about this, he took off his coat and shoes, carefully did not dare to touch the wound again, looked at the medicine that was still on the table, and smiled bitterly...... Every time I make myself hemiplegic, no wonder Lao Jun said that my life is strange.
You can't die if you want to die, and it's hard to live.
Lying on my side in bed, my phone was still on silent, and within a moment I was in a deep sleep.
The dream was very peculiar, I appeared in a place that can be called a troubled time, as a bystander, I clearly saw the streets and alleys, inside and outside the city, chasing and killing, robbing and robbing, strong jian, there are villains who set fire to houses, and there are arrogant and unreasonable bullies...... This scene is very unpleasant to watch.
I didn't know what I was expecting in this dream, but I just looked at it, as if after countless years, one day the world changed, and a huge meteorite brought a majestic momentum, and the blazing light pierced the air and smashed on the ground.
People died one after another, there were no villains, no bullies, no more cries, people were no longer forced, and for a time the place was quiet, or rather dead.
I don't know how many years have passed, this place is exposed to the sun and rain every day, and the moon shines, and gradually there are people, no! It is a hand covered with white hair and black hair, and every time time passes, there will be one or several more corpses covered with hair on the ground.
Their eyes were blank, their complexions were pale, and they smelled of foul odor...... After a long, long time, they wandered aimlessly, diverted their purpose, some of the corpses went to the south, some went to the north, and subconsciously I belonged to the southerners, so I followed in their footsteps.
The southern sea is endless and clear, and even the unfathomable ocean always has a clear blue light, and under the sun, always flashes with a dazzling blue light, brilliant as a sapphire, brilliant as a star, how can there be a sickly green now, and the loess color that makes me sick.
They kept going, blind and aimless, day and night, and gradually they separated, from groups to individuals, and wherever they passed through living creatures were reduced to corpses, they were bloodthirsty, they were manic.
Most of the human beings are civilians, unable to resist these monsters, and they have been brutally torn apart, mercilessly sucking the blood and becoming dried corpses...... Day after day, until one day, a strange person appeared among the human race, who used yellow talismans, swords made of wood, stepped on unnamed footwork, and used some strange things to form a formation, killing corpses.
He was called a savior, but he only called himself a poor Taoist, a Taoist priest.
He spread the Tao everywhere, paying attention to the nature of the Tao and paying attention to freedom and ease...... He went all the way until he died of old age, and he only had five apprentices in his life.
I wanted to explore, but I felt the world shaking violently in my dreams, until I woke up to find my dad sitting at the end of my bed, smoking a cigarette and looking at me.
The meaning is obvious, make it clear to me.