Chapter 146: Tangled Feelings

finally lulled An Le to sleep, put him in the cradle An Ran, and walked to the dining table and watched An Keke eat.

An Ke could see her expression, there must be something to ask her, put down the chopsticks in his hand, took out a tissue and wiped his mouth, and turned to look at her: "Ranran, is there something wrong with you?"

"I ......"

Enron struggled with whether to tell An Keke or not, and struggled inwardly.

Seeing her hesitation, An Keke put his hand on the back of her hand and patted it gently: "If you have anything to say, let's solve it together." ”

Suddenly, An Ran grabbed An Keke's hand and said worriedly: "Sister An, I think he found me." ”

"Who?, Lele's father?" Anke guessed.

"Well," An Ran nodded: "I have a very strong intuition, he is also here, Sister An, you say, what should I do?"

An Keke pondered for a long time before he said slowly: "I don't know what to say, when I gave birth to Momo, I also thought about whether to let Cheng Yu know, so I hesitated until Momo was five years old.

I know that Mo Mo has always been unhappy, he always asks me, 'Mom, what is Dad like', at this time I regret it very much, frankly speaking, in the life of children, father is an indispensable role, this, none of us can replace ......"

An Keke didn't know how to persuade An Ran, the fates of the two of them were surprisingly similar, she felt that she couldn't let An Ran follow in her footsteps, so she continued to ask, "Do you love him?"

"I ......"

An Ran bit her lip and glanced at her: "I thought I didn't love it, when I was around him, I always thought about running away, and he always imprisoned me by his side, which made me feel very unfree."

However, after I left him, I always remembered that he was good and bad for me, and I didn't know if it was love. ”

"Silly girl," Ankeke touched her head and said with a smile: "That's love, throw away his imprisonment, in fact, you are very willing to stay by his side, right?"

An Ran nodded: "I've also been thinking about what would happen if I met him normally if I threw away these external things?" After thinking about it for a long time, I told myself that I was very happy. ”

"Then you go to him and make it clear to him that you don't want to take the child with you first, and then decide whether you want him to see the child or not. ”

An Keke can best understand An Ran's mood at this time, that kind of bitter thoughts, she hopes that An Ran's luck can be a little better than her, and there will not be so many obstacles.

Saying the words in his heart, An Ran felt very comfortable in his heart: "Sister An, I understand, thank you." ”

With that, she said hello to An Keke and went into the bedroom to see her son.

Encore sighed, stood up as well, put away the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and put the rest of the cake in the refrigerator.

She came to the kitchen with her chopsticks, put all the dishes in the dishwasher, and leaned on the refrigerator to wait for the dishes to be washed.

It is said that the authorities are fascinated and the bystanders are clear, An Keke can clearly see An Ran's emotional problems, and she treats her own feelings, but she deals with a mess.

Leaving country z was just expedient, her mind was very unclear at that time, and now that she is thinking about it carefully, she feels that she has done too recklessly, leaving her son alone in the country, and she doesn't know if he is doing well, whether he sleeps obediently.

At the beginning, she was shaken because of Cheng Keyi's words, in the final analysis, it was she who didn't trust Cheng Yu, in other words, she was not confident, she was afraid that what Cheng Keyi said was true, and she was afraid of losing to Cheng Yu's childhood sweetheart.

There have been so many experiences between them, Ning Ye loves Cheng Yu so much, she is not confident, she doesn't believe that Cheng Yu has never liked Ning Ye.

Ning Ye is such a perfect woman, beautiful, so talented, and has a deep emotional foundation with Cheng Yu, all of which caused her to start to retreat and become a deserter of love.

Thinking about it carefully, Cheng Yu never seems to have done anything bad, he loves her and understands her, and always shows up when she needs him the most.

She was wrong, maybe, she shouldn't have run away, she believed that even if Cheng Keyi proposed to take Momo back, Cheng Yu would not agree for her.

She hid her face and squatted down against the refrigerator, asking herself over and over again if she had done something wrong, she didn't deserve Cheng Yu to be so good to her, she was a failure.

On the other side, An Ran was holding his mobile phone in the room, hanging a string of numbers on the screen, hesitating to dial out.

After leaving the man, she changed her mobile phone number, cutting off all the ways he could find himself.

However, she was already familiar with his mobile phone number but didn't know if he had changed his number, she took the mobile phone and lifted the quilt to stand up, walked to the cradle bed, and watched An Le fall asleep, the more he grew up and the more similar he was to that person.

Encore is right, for the sake of happiness, he should also learn to face it, and a good mother should learn to face her past hard.

She walked barefoot on the carpet, came to the window, hesitated for a long time before dialing the number, she only heard a few ticks from the other party, and someone picked it up, and a low but magnetic voice came from the microphone:

"Hello?"

Her heart moved slightly, but she didn't speak, holding her phone and bursting into tears.

As if he had a feeling, the other party was silent for a long time, and asked hesitantly, "Ranran?"

An Ran choked up and replied: "It's me." ”

The other party seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "Are you okay? I'm worried about you." ”

An Ran smiled: "I'm fine, as soon as I got off the plane, I met a kind person who took me in and took care of me and the child." ”

Hearing this, the other party seemed to be a little jealous, and his tone was a little angry: "Man?"

An Ran smiled helplessly: "It's a woman, she is very kind, rented me a house to live in, and bought a lot of things for the child." ”

Capturing the important information, the man suppressed his excitement and asked softly, "Child, are you okay?"

Since the child was born, that person has never seen him, and he must be very curious to know his news, An Ran smiled: "He is very healthy, he was born with six pounds and four taels, he is a son, it is your son." ”

At this time, the man couldn't hold back any longer, and suddenly laughed: "Ranran, thank you." ”

An Ran sighed and called him with great anticipation: "Yunlong." ”

A firm word came from the microphone: "I'm here." ”

An Ran continued: "Do you know why I ran away?"

The man was a little hurt: "I don't know, but I know that you must have your reasons, so I don't dare to go to you." ”

An Ran was a little shocked, a man who was once so decisive would be so unsure in the face of her affairs, but she was very happy at the same time, and he was always different from others when he treated her.

"Yunlong, I'm afraid, I don't want my son to grow up in that environment, are you willing to ...... Would you like to retire and stay with me and my son?"

When she asked this sentence, An Ran's heart was full of unconfidence, she was afraid, afraid that the other party would not agree, after all, it was a position that he had worked hard for more than ten years to climb, how could he be willing to give up for her words.

But she still asked tentatively, with a hint of anticipation in her heart.

The other party was silent for a long time, so long that An Ran thought that he would not agree, she sighed: "Yunlong, if you don't want to, we ......"

"No," the man interrupted her, and replied with a smile, "I was just thinking, if we leave, which country is it better to live in, and where you like warm places, let's go to the southern hemisphere." ”

An Ran's eyes widened in disbelief, and he had a feeling that his dream had finally come true: "Is what you said true?"

Song Yunlong: "Of course!"