Chapter 37: Gu Xi's Death Day

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and Ge Shuyi turned around and wanted to pick up the clothes that Lin Shu was draping on, but inadvertently saw Xu Xinrui and a woman standing not far away.

"Snow falling?" Ge Shuyi wanted to see more clearly, but the light was not clear because of the snow.

"What did you say?" Lin Shu didn't really listen, and looked in the direction of Ge Shuyiwang. "What are you looking at?"

"Oh, nothing. Ge Shuyi replied. If you guessed correctly, the woman standing next to Xu Xinrui just now should be undoubtedly snowfalling. It's just, how did she end up here?

I don't know if I'm dazzled, Lin Shu always feels as if she has seen two people. She rubbed her eyes and looked again, but there was nothing. "Could it be Xinrui ....... ”

Ge Shuyi turned around and blocked in front of her, "Okay, it's too late, let's send you back to the dormitory first." He reached over her and walked towards the dormitory.

Ge Shuyi glanced in that direction again, and there was nothing. If Xu Xinrui deliberately didn't let Lin Shu see the snow fall, then there was only one reason. That's the snow falling now, and it's not the real Gu Xi.

The next day, because of the sleet, the open-air ball game of Ozawa Okami also had a result.

In the morning, Lin Shu went to the balcony on the second floor after taking care of the cornflower blue, it had rained sleet two days ago, and the air was a little cold, but the sun finally came out, even if the light was a little weak.

Looking at the campus from the second floor, there was not a trace of snow on the ground. Like, it never came. I don't know why, a burst of laughter suddenly sounded in my head, and there were two words that were not very clear, "Snow falls...... ”

Lin Shu felt a little pain in her head, and the voice disappeared again.

It's strange, because of the snow yesterday, do you remember the scene of snow in your memory? It's just that where did the snow fall? I had a headache just now, and I couldn't hear the voice in my head.

Forget it, maybe one day I'll remember it again. In winter, there is snow.

Lin Shu took out her mobile phone and glanced at it, but there was still no phone number or any text message from Gu Chen. Doesn't he want to be with him? Forget it, he should think about it.

"I asked for leave from the teacher for you", Yao Ying came up and handed her a glass of milk, "Today is Xiaoxi's festival day, I guess you should have arrangements and won't go to class." ”

Lin Shu smiled at Yao Ying and drank the milk in one go.

"Hey, be careful. ”

"Delicious. Lin Shu put down the cup and licked the milk on her lips.

Yao Ying smiled helplessly, "I know you don't want others to accompany you, but I also know that you will take care of yourself, right?"

Lin Shu nodded seriously, "I promised to cross the creek and live brightly." Let's go. ”

Lin Shu went downstairs, suddenly stopped in the hall, and looked sideways at Thecityofangel. Only she knows that when she said the sentence "I promised to cross the creek and live brightly" just now, her heart was like a sharp blade cutting a hole, and she was dripping blood. Xiaoxi, it turns out that even though I tried so hard to forget the pain caused by your death, I still broke down when I came into contact with everything about you. I haven't been to see you for a year, do you blame me?

When I left the school gate, the sun was already covered by heavy clouds, and there was not a single ray of light. This day, gloomy.

In front of Gu Xi's tomb, there is her favorite white rose, but it has already been cooked, and it seems that someone came to see her two days ago. I heard Shen Yufei say that Gu Xi's parents returned to China two days ago, it should be them. I miss my daughter, but I avoid the festival because I am too sad. Gu Xi, look, how much they love you.

Lin Shu put the cornflower blue in his hand in front of Gu Xi's tombstone, and then leaned against the cold tombstone and sat down.

"Xiaoxi, it's been a long time, how are you?" Lin Shu's tears had already flowed, she looked at the white sky, and poured the remaining tears back into her heart. "Look, this is the cornflower blue you once planted for me, how about it? It's beautiful, isn't it? Speaking of which, the Thecityofangel designed by Shen Yufei is really complete, even in such a winter, it can still be driven so beautifully. ”

The cold wind blew, and the cornflower blue was blown away, and Lin Shu reached out to play with it. "Little Stream, where are you? Can you see me at this moment? Little Stream, is the city of angels really so good? You are willing to leave us and become the closest angel to God. But do you know how much we miss you...... ”

There are some people who have made a mark on your life, but in the end they still have to let go of the gears of fate.

"Xiaoxi, I became the No. 1 writer on the list of roses in half a year, are you very happy for me? Xiaoxi, do you know how I came over in those six months. Every late night, I look at the brilliant lights outside the window and want to jump from there many times. I thought that I only had to take that step to see you again, Xiaoxi, and you would surely stand at the mouth of the staircase of heaven and wait for me. However, every time I didn't have the courage to jump from there. Because I'm afraid that the first time I see you, you'll laugh at my cowardice and blame me for not keeping my promise with you. But Xiaoxi, death is such a simple thing, but living is more difficult than death. Lin Shu couldn't cry anymore, she was silent for a long time......

"Xiaoxi, your favorite brother has never stepped out of your shadow, on the other side of Heaven, are you also worried?" Lin Shu stroked Gu Xi's tombstone and was silent for a long time, "Gu Chen, why is fate so cruel to him." He was born with a thousand rays of light, but he never enjoyed the warmth of his family. He cares so much about his sister, but God has taken you. If...... If you were still here, his life would not be so sad. Xiaoxi, why are you willing to leave us for so long? Why haven't you come back?"

Lin Shu closed her eyes, and tears flowed down. She didn't dare to open her eyes for fear of tears flowing through the door of her eyelids. Gu Xi, will you still be lonely in heaven?

The sky gradually began to rain, and Lin Shu held the cornflower blue in her arms, afraid that it would be damaged.

Brook...... Brook......

After a long time, the sound of a car came from a distance, and Lin Shu saw from a distance that it was Gu Chen's car. She got up and walked away, she knew that he wanted to accompany Gu Xi alone.

Gu Chen walked from afar, wearing a white sportsshirt to add a touch of warmth to the cold rain silence. He stopped in front of Gu Xi's tomb and stood for a long time, "Xiaoxi, my brother has come to see you." You see, I wore the tracksuit you bought for me, which you secretly went to play on the streets of London and bought for me with the money you earned. You say that the brother in the white tracksuit is the warmest. Xi'er, did you see that?"

Gu Chen stood in the rain with an umbrella, trying to hold out a smile, "Xi'er, let me tell you good news, my parents have remarried." My father gave up his dedication to music for my mother, and my mother completely handed over the Gu Group to me, living with my father in your house in the UK. They missed out on their lives and stayed together in the last moments. ”

Gu Chen stretched out his hand and touched the cold tombstone, "Xi'er, our home is finally complete, but you can't see it anymore." Xi'er, where the hell are you. You little fool, are you lost again and can't find your way home? ”

Gu Chen's umbrella slipped from his hand, and he knelt down on one knee in front of the tomb, "Xi'er, it's been a year, do you know how your brother lived without you?" The empty Gu family mansion, I am alone, I am really lonely." Xi'er, in those days in England, you were also a person, guarding the cold European-style buildings, how did you spend it? At that time, you were so young, but you were much stronger than your brother. You're just like her, you're so weak, but you're so stubborn and strong, Xi'er ......"

Gu Chen knelt like that, kneeling for a long time, so long that his clothes were already soaked.

Lin Shu covered his mouth tightly, because he was afraid that one would accidentally cry and alarm him.

Lin Shu suppressed her emotions, wiped away her tears, walked over to pick up Gu Chen's umbrella, and held it up for him, "Gu Chen." ”

Gu Chen looked up and saw Lin Shu holding cornflower blue in his arms. The flowers are blooming beautifully.

Lin Shu leaned over and placed the cornflower blue in front of the tomb again, and then stood aside holding an umbrella for him. She remembered that under the tallest cherry tree, he had also held up an umbrella for himself in such rain, keeping the wind and rain out.

"Lin Shu, you say, is there really a City of Angels?" Gu Chen asked softly.

This question is the time when Xu Xinrui left Shougao six years ago, Lin Shu looked at the raindrops in Yiyu's hut and asked him a question.

"Yes", Lin Shu answered this question with the same conviction as he did at the beginning.

"Shu'er, you said that Xiaoxi was there alone, would you feel lonely?"

Lin Shu's tears flowed, "No, because she can see us there and have us with her." ”

Gu Chen stretched out his hand and caught the raindrops hitting the palm of his hand, "You once said that the rain falling from the sky is the tears shed by the City of Angels, so could these be the tears of Xi'er?"

Gu Chen felt that his legs were slightly numb, and his body fell. He wanted to use his hands on the ground to keep himself from falling, but he was held in his hands before they touched the ground. Her unique warmth comes from the palm of her hand and spreads all over her body.

Lin Shu knelt on the ground and let Gu Chen lean on his shoulder, holding an umbrella with one hand and holding Gu Chen's hand tightly with the other. "Gu Chen, you used to be so perfect and impeccable, that's because you are the heir of the Gu family, the Gu family's dependence, and you can't tolerate any weaknesses. And now that you are the chairman of Gu's Enterprise, don't push yourself so hard. At least, you have me. ”

Lin Shu's tears crossed her cheeks and dripped on the back of Gu Chen's hand, "Shu'er, will you leave me like a stream?"

"I ......", Lin Shu wanted to say no, because if she could, she was willing to stay in a place where Gu Chen could see for the rest of her life. But the agreement with Nangong Fu is imminent, and he doesn't know whether he is alive or dead.

Gu Chen smiled, and that smile made Lin Shu's heart feel like a stab, "It's okay, because no matter where you are, I have you in my heart." Lin Shu, you know, I love you, from the first high school to the A university, I obviously finished all my coursework abroad but didn't leave, just to make up for the regret that I left when you needed me the most. Lin Shu, it would have been nice if I hadn't gone abroad at that time. ”

At this moment, Gu Chen is completely not as strong as before, and he is like a child who counts all his past regrets. However, what ifs are there in this world. In life, there is never room for regrets. If there were regret pills in the world, I think they would be very popular.

Lin Shu's tears flowed wantonly, Gu Chen, if you can be exchanged for the warmth of Shougao, what should you do? That impeccable Gu Chen has long been lost in the years, and now Lin Shu just wants to do his best to warm his bleak years. Although, her time is short.

Under the tree not far away, Xu Xinrui stood there for a long time. The black coat and the dark sky are very blurry. He looked at Lin Shu in front of the tombstone and said softly: "Shuyue, wait a little longer, a little more time, and I will give you a good Gu Xi." ”

In the dormitory in Area F of A University, Ge Shuyi stood on the balcony on the second floor, holding a glass of wine in his hand, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yu Zimo walked out and stood beside him, "Today is Gu Xi's death day. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Don't you plan to go?"

"What about you?"

"I'll go later, Gu Chen is there, I want to give him a little more time. ”

"Say hello to me. ”

Yu Zi wanted to say something, but swallowed it back. He patted Ge Shuyi's shoulder and left.

When Yu Zimo, Lan Qianqian, Shen Yufei and Yao Ying arrived, Lin Shu, Gu Chen, and a strange man stood there.

The man wore glasses, dressed plainly but very well. Although he had changed a lot, Shen Yufei still recognized him at a glance.

"Master Xu, are you too?"

"Do you know?" Yu Zimo didn't remember him, but Shen Yufei basically didn't have any friends he didn't know, so he asked curiously.

Xu Dagongzi raised the frame of the mirror and smiled awkwardly, "Yu Dashao is really a noble person who forgets things, we met here a year ago." ”

Yu Zimo searched in his mind, and remembered the slightly immature and silly eldest son of the Xu family in his memory, if it wasn't for Shen Yufei to stir it up, maybe he would be Gu Xi's fiancΓ©.

"Come to think of it, that Xu Dagongzi, I really didn't recognize it because he had changed too much. ”

Xu Dagongzi smiled and looked at the tombstone again.

Lan Qianqian put down the flower in her hand, "Xiaoxi, I'm coming to see you again, I don't know if you're okay over there?" to tell you good news, I and your senior Yu Zimo are about to get married." Lan Qianqian's voice became hoarse, and Yu Zimo walked over to put down the flower in her hand and reached out to wrap her shoulder.

Lan Xiqian smiled at him and continued, "Xiaoxi, you see, how good he is to me. You used to say that I would definitely meet someone who loved me like a treasure, and you guessed how you were so smart. Xiaoxi, I want to tell you this news personally, and I want to share my happiness with you. Xiaoxi, we miss you so much, can you hear you at this moment?"

Yu Zimo put more force on Lan Qianqian's shoulder, he knew how Lan Qianqian survived the days when Gu Xi passed away and Lin Shu was nowhere to be found. Sometimes, she would come here in the middle of the night to get drunk. But she never knew that every night she was drunk, he was silently guarding not far away.

Lin Shu walked over and squatted beside Lan Qianqian, reached out and hugged her, "Xiqian, I'm sorry, it must have been hard for the two of us to leave you together." ”

Lan Qianqian wiped away her tears and smiled at her, "It's all here anyway, besides, I'm nothing compared to your pain." ”

Gu Chen walked over and stretched out his hand to Lin Shu, "Get up, it's cold on the ground." ”

Yu Zimo also helped Lan Qianqian aside and stood beside Gu Chen and Lin Shu. Gu Chen looked tired, Yu Zimo walked over and patted him on the shoulder, and used their characteristic gestures to tell Gu Chen that there were buddies here.

Gu Chen tore out an arc and responded to him.

Yao Ying leaned over and put down the flower and touched Gu Xi's tombstone. "Hello, Gu Xi, my name is Yao Ying. Shu'er must have told you about me, just as she often told me about you. I'm not so lucky to have the opportunity to meet you, but I know all your stories, and you know my past, so we can go through each other's lives. I think you must be as white as a white rose, like a snowflake falling on the world, descending on this world, so many people have such good memories. Xiaoxi, I've always known you, and I, like Shu'er and Sissi, miss you as much. Well...... That's all for today, because there are still people in the back who want to talk to you, so I'll give way to each other. ”

Yao Ying stood aside with Lan Qianqian, and everyone looked at Shen Yufei.