In the days when she was in a coma, the head of the house came to see her, and in a daze, she could see that kind of eyebrows and eyes clearly, and looked at her so gently. Such eyes are exactly the same as in the heavy rain that year.

He had asked her like that, he had trusted her like that, but why, she was more and more afraid.

"Boss, I'm ——。 She buried her head, "I don't want to leave Shiqingmen, please do it." ”

"Now that you have no martial arts, it may be dangerous to participate in the next thing, and you can't be put in danger. ”

She sat up with her body propped up, "I'm not afraid, as long as the head doesn't dislike me, I'm willing to stay." Or does the head of the house think that if the merchant girl loses her martial arts, she will be useless?"

"Naturally not. The boy shook his head, just carefully handing over the cold towel, "You've done enough over the years. ”

It turned out that he knew everything she did, and the teenager understood.

Yes, only a fool does not understand - he is like the sun illuminating all gloom, and therefore all he needs is sunflowers.

The kind of fern that grows in the shade, even a glimmer of sunlight, is blessed by God.

"The head of the family understands-" She smiled with tears, but lowered her head and couldn't bear to let him see it, "I am a dead soldier of the Chen family, and I will not disobey the Chen family." I am the one in charge of the house, and I will not lose the head. But for so many years, I have always had a doubt in my heart, why did you teach me the Hundred Turns Sword in the heavy rain that year. Have you ever — ever moved?"

"Nope. He said decisively, without the slightest hesitation, like a knife stabbed in the chest.

The person he likes should be Wen Yisheng - a sunflower-like girl who can bring him sunshine.

There is nothing more to love someone than to know that you are not worthy of him, and you have to try everything until there are no edges and corners, until your heart is broken, and you are no longer powerless.

"It's me who thinks a lot, and everyone in the master's mind clearly understands. Yisheng and the head of the family were born a pair of ......" in the eyes of the heavy rain, she still saw it wrong, maybe there was no warmth, just a shallow friendship.

"You're right. He suddenly said in a deep voice, "I shouldn't have had this happen, and you shouldn't mind it." ”

"Yes. She smiled and held back tears, but her heart couldn't stop throbbing. It is that his admission is too resolute, and his refusal pierces the tip of his heart like a rain.

"Elder Chen's ambition, the head of the family knows, I can't help you with anything. That's all I can do for you. She looked at him with a smile, "If you can find me, the head just asks." ”

"Thank you. The corners of his mouth curled, "But if it weren't for the pinch, I wouldn't deal with the Chen family, you should be careful." ”

"It's true that Elder Chen has the intention to rebel, and it's also true that he has the intention to betray the Shiqing Sect. Now if you really let go of the Chen family, you will inevitably endanger the Shiqing Sect. ”

He resolutely turned his back, "In that case, you and the Chen family will stay in Lingshan, and if there is any trouble, notify me." ”

"Yes. She nodded, still clutching the cloth in her hand, "I will do the internal response for the head of the Chen family." ”

"Thank you. He said thank you anyway, as if he had already returned everything.

"The boss is so polite to me now, are you pitying me for being a waste?"

He frowned slightly, "I never thought you were a wasted person, it doesn't matter if you don't have martial arts, you don't have martial arts." ”

"You know—" she huddled her legs together, "and my heart has stiffened after a long time." ”

"What?"

"Nothing. ”

"Take care of yourself. ”

"I will. ”

She never hated anyone in her heart, she just envied Wen Yisheng, the same life, a few years ago, because of a fork in the road, was completely different.

She never expected a response from the teenager, even if it was just a look, a greeting, for her, it was enough.

It's just that the boy didn't understand, maybe he understood, but quietly avoided it. She sometimes wishes to go to heaven, because the ending that God gives her is always gloomy.

On that day, she killed Wen Yisheng and killed his favorite woman with a sword.

She should know that in this life, this man will never forgive her again.

"You did a good job, and now Li Yuanshi is no longer afraid. ”

She endured the pain and asked, "Then you promised me that you wouldn't hurt him in the slightest, and you shouldn't break your promise?"

Chen Anrong smiled, "Yes, I promise you, but it also depends on whether he has the ability." He wants to kill you, you know how?"

"You've got what you want, what else do you want me to do?"

Chen Anrong caressed her cheek, "You are my dead soldier, how can you serve him? If I kill you at this time and befriend him, do you think he will fall into my hands again because of this?"

"You're dreaming!"

There was a crisp sound, and a few fingerprints appeared on his cheeks.

How could Chen Anrong be such a good talker, he knew that the merchant girl was an undercover agent placed by Li Yuanshi's side, how could he spare her life?

"You, you're a liar—" She couldn't go back, killing Wen Yisheng, her tears flowed down with remorse, "You won't end well!"

"Someone! To deal with such a traitor, you should be burned at the stake!"

Her head was empty, and the word burn swirled back and forth in her mind.

What did she do? Killed Wen Yisheng and betrayed her adoptive father, such an ending may be suitable for people like her.

"I'm going to die, is there anything I want to do before I die?" Chen Anrong sat on the wooden chair with a comfortable face.

"I, I want to put on that golden hairpin?" she begged, to a wicked man.

"Oh, even if you die, you have to wear what Li Yuanshi gave you?" Chen Anrong smiled, the kind of indifference that appeared between his teeth, "Over the years, you have also helped me kill a lot of people." In that case, I grant your wishes. ”

He approached step by step, and she recognized the golden hairpin, and her most precious thing was to be quietly placed by her side.

But in an instant, Chen Anrong grabbed the golden hairpin and drew a deep and long cut on her cheek, and blood immediately flowed. The pain caused my whole body to tremble from my cheeks, as if I had lost consciousness, and as if I felt the hot blood flowing out—

Chen Xu once asked her what she cherished most in her life.

She said, appearance, martial arts - but now, there is no one left.

Her tears were hot and blooming in the wound, and little by little blood stained her entire face red.

"Now this ending is your choice, if you choose us between Li Yuanshi and the Chen family, I think you will live better. ”

As soon as the words fell, a knife slashed through Chen Anrong's neck, and blood sprayed all over her face, almost like that, she will never forget it for the rest of her life.

She saw the young man, with a sword, walking in the fog.

It was as if in that year, in that heavy rain, I saw that fairy bone boy for the first time......