"Put some anise, and ...... Sugar. Xu Chuanyang held the book in one hand, sat on the cooking table, and read lazily, "Put it less, and have another spoonful." ”

Ling Mobei hurriedly added another spoonful of sugar, "And then?"

"Put soy sauce. ”

"Is that enough?"

"One more, okay, almost. Xu Chuanyang continued to read the recipe, suddenly reacted, and said dissatisfiedly: "Why are you cooking, I also have to smell the smell of oil smoke?"

Ling Mobei hurriedly closed the lid of the pot, "It's not you yet, I bought a Chinese recipe." ”

"It seems necessary to send you to learn Chinese. ”

"Yes, yes. Ling Mobei agreed, why didn't he think about learning Chinese, so that it could be an excuse for him to continue to stay in China.

Xu Chuanyang picked up the recipe and knocked on the top of his head, "There's no need." ”

He jumped off the cooking table and walked out, Ling Mobei hurriedly followed, his interest undiminished, "I'm very interested, you can help me find a good school." ”

Xu Chuanyang walked into the bedroom, took out the two people's jerseys, and threw a set to him, "Change the clothes first." ”

Ling Mobei was about to go out with his clothes in his arms.

"What are you afraid of, I also have what you have, so I'll change it here. Xu Xiangyang directly took off the black T-shirt outside and began to change clothes casually, Ling Mobei was a little embarrassed, but he also made sense, everyone is a man, and there is really nothing to fear.

However, seeing his well-proportioned and smooth sexual/sensual body, he still secretly swallowed his saliva, and couldn't help but reach out and gently poke his abdominal muscles, which felt very solid, like a piece of iron.

Xu Chuanyang looked at him funny, "Envy?"

Ling Mobei nodded, "Can I also practice like this?"

"You, I'm afraid not. Xu Chuanyang shook his head, "Take it off and I'll take a look." ”

Ling Mobei took off the T-shirt on his body, and saw his thin figure, not to mention abdominal muscles, a little meat is very good, compared to Xu Chuanyang, he looks like a child with a good development.

Xu Chuanyang stared at him for a while, reached out and patted him on the chest/chest, and slapped him back two steps, "Hey, with so much strength, it hurts." ”

Ling Mobei glared at him dissatisfied.

"I'm inspecting the raw materials. Xu Chuanyang approached him, the two of them were naked, standing face to face, in front of his majestic figure, Ling Mobei immediately felt extremely small, "Okay, I admit that I can't train muscles like yours." ”

Xu Chuanyang smiled, and was about to reach out to rub the top of his head, he flashed dexterously, and suddenly reached out to touch his head, Xu Chuanyang didn't expect him to suddenly fight back, so he was stunned and let him rub it twice, messing up his hairstyle.

Ling Mobei succeeded, and ran away, as if he had hit something in his excitement, and let out a miserable scream.

Xu Chuanyang laughed loudly and shook his head helplessly, "What to run, clothes." ”

After eating, the two watched TV for a while before swaying and getting up, there were basically no people on the court at night, they occupied the court on one side to play ball.

As he was having fun, Ling Mobei's phone rang suddenly, he glanced at the call, kicked the ball at his feet to Xu Chuanyang, "I'll answer the phone." ”

"Hmm. Xu Chuanyang ran to the goal with the ball, got up and shot.

Under the night light, he had no intention of glancing this way, and saw Ling Mobei standing on the edge of the grass, holding a phone in his hand, with a strange expression on his face, as if he was arguing with others.

Xu Chuanyang silently played with the ball under his feet, looking at him until he hung up the phone and ran over, with a leisurely smile on his face, clean and comfortable.

"Whose phone number?"

"A friend from Switzerland. His answer was indifferent, but Xu Chuanyang sensitively found a trace of sadness under his eyes, he didn't ask, and passed the ball to him.

I sweated all over, and when I went home and took a hot shower, I felt refreshed.

Xu Chuanyang was still sleeping on the sofa, while Ling Mobei returned to his bedroom.

The lights had been turned off, and Xu Chuanyang was lying there, looking at the ceiling, and Ling Mobei's sad eyes were reflected in his mind.

There was a slight sound of footsteps in his ears, he raised his eyes, and saw Ling Mobei standing in front of the sofa, looking at him pitifully, and not speaking, like a homeless wanderer.

Xu Chuanyang moved inside, vacating a person's place.

Ling Mobei lay down next to him, ** too small, it was difficult to accommodate the two adults, and they had to be very close to each other.

"What's wrong?" it was hard to have such a sad look on his face that was always smiling.

"Nothing. Ling Mobei leaned his head against his chest, "Tonight, I'll sleep here, is it okay?"

He didn't answer, but put his strong arms around his shoulders.

Ling Mobei curled up in front of him, hugged him back, and pressed his face closer to his arms, as if leaning on a harbor that could shelter him from the wind and rain.

"Xu Chuanyang. ”

"Huh?"

"Do you want me to stay?"

Received a call from Ling's father today, it turned out that Ling's father already knew that he had participated in the international rescue organization in Switzerland, Ling's father did not express his position, but Ling's mother's attitude towards this matter was very intense, she resolutely disagreed with her son's risk, and the Ling family's family business still needs him to inherit, he is different from his brother, Ling Menan concentrates on studying medicine, and it is impossible to run the family's huge medical industry, so, since he was a child, he is the heir of the family business, and he also has a girl who grew up as a childhood sweetheart, and the girl has long been recognized by the Ling family as the future daughter-in-law, get married as soon as possible and enter the company to start an internship.

"What's going on?" Xu Chuanyang felt his sad mood and patted him on the back as if comforting.

Ling Mobei shook his head, "You answer my question first." ”

For this question, Xu Chuanyang could not answer.

"Forget it, you don't have to answer me. Ling Mobei sighed, "I don't want to embarrass you. ”

He quietly didn't speak again, as if he was asleep, but Xu Chuanyang knew that he was not asleep at all.

After a long time, Xu Chuanyang's voice sounded in the quiet living room, "If you want, I will wait for you in the stadium next weekend." ”

Ling Mobei was stunned for a moment, although he didn't answer directly, but this answer made him feel extremely relieved, his hands hugged him harder, his eyes were moist unconsciously, he nodded heavily, and said "um" hard.

This has been ...... Enough is enough!

Xu Chuanyang was supposed to return to the army, but suddenly received a special mission to go to Japan.

Ling Mobei sat on the **/ and watched him pack his luggage, "Are you going to go for a long time?"

"About a week. Xu Chuanyang buttoned up the box and habitually wanted to rub his head, but Ling Mobei didn't hide, and let his big hands mess with his hairstyle.

"You're alone?"

"I'm with the fat man. ”

"Then be careful. ”

He nodded, took out some cash and a bank card and handed it to him, "This money is left for your pocket money, if it is not enough, take it from the card." ”

"Good. Ling Mobei took it and raised his big blue eyes, "I'll send you." ”

"No need, the car is downstairs, these days, you honestly stay at home and watch the house, wait for me to come back. ”

He pulled his suitcase and turned around, and he suddenly ran to the opposite side of him, hugged him hard, didn't say anything, and stubbornly refused to let him go out like a child.

Xu Chuanyang smiled and patted him on the head, "I'll be back soon." ”

He reluctantly let go of his hand, watching him push the door and walk out, although it was only a short separation, but Ling Mobei's heart had a kind of fear from the end of the world, he stood in front of the window, opened the corner of the curtain, and watched him put the box in the trunk and get into the car.

The car drifted away until it disappeared from view.

Ling Mobei turned to look at the glass cabinet behind him, where was the sniper rifle that was spotless at all times.

He walked over, stretched out his hand and gently touched the body of the gun, as if touching its soul, what kind of meaning this gun had to him, and whether the person in his heart still occupied all of him.

He suddenly remembered that there was a doll in the bookcase, not big, only the size of a palm, a young man in a blue kimono, with gorgeous clothes and fine workmanship, and he could see at a glance that the prototype was made according to Xu Chuanyang, and this typical Japanese doll had always been in his bookcase.

And now, the place where the puppet was originally placed is empty, and Xu Chuanyang took the puppet away.

For some reason, Ling Mobei looked at the empty place, and his heart suddenly seemed to be empty.

After Xu Chuanyang left, Ling's mother continued to bombard her phone, and even asked Ling Monan to call to persuade him, Ling's mother said that if he didn't return to Switzerland, she would use strong means to bring him back, and in the face of family pressure, Ling Mobei lived a very depressed life every day.

He silently counted the days, hoping that Xu Chuanyang could come back soon, they made an appointment to go to the old place to play football together, his jersey, he had washed it clean and put it there waiting for him.

However, he didn't wait for Xu Chuanyang, but waited for a strange woman.

The woman said that she was looking for Xu Chuanyang, and after glancing at the door, her eyes fell on Ling Mobei's body, this young man in a white T-shirt, with a three-dimensional face belonging to Europeans, and gentle elements of Asians, can be said to be a perfect handicraft.

The woman is smart, and she can see his relationship with Xu Chuanyang at a glance, and she can't help laughing: "It seems that I don't have to come again in the future." ”

Ling Mobei was puzzled, "Xu Chuanyang has gone to Japan." ”

"Going to Japan?" the woman seemed to have an epiphany, and looked at him with complicated eyes, "Don't you know, the boy he loves is Japanese." ”

Ling Mobei was stunned, "What?"

"You just met him?" the woman said, "Can't you see that there has always been a person living in his heart, do you see the gun in the room? I heard that the boy used to be a sniper, and that the gun was his, and besides, no one else was allowed to enter or leave his second bedroom without permission, because it was the room where the boy used to live, and sealed their memories, and I once strayed in and was almost killed by him." ”

Ling Mobei thought that he broke into that room in a daze that night, but was slapped hard by Xu Chuanyang, he didn't understand, he just slept with his **, how could he lose his temper so much.

No wonder he can speak Japanese, it should be for that person to learn, and the clothes in that room, the number is about the same as his, and it is not Xu Chongyang's clothes at all.

He's always stayed, the way he was gone, and after all these years, it hasn't changed.

The woman's mouth was still opening and closing, but Ling Mobei's mind was already buzzing, and he couldn't hear anything.

He turned back into the house, picked up his passport and wallet, and ran downstairs with the door, ignoring the woman's shouts.

At this moment, he only wants to go to one place, and he only wants to verify one thing.

He came to the airport, handed over his passport, and said, "Please give me a ticket to Japan." ”

Sapporo, Japan.

It was evening when Xu Chuanyang and the fat man came here by car, the fat man stayed in the hotel alone, and Xu Chuanyang went out.

The fat man was getting ready to go to bed when he suddenly received a phone call.

"Fat brother. ”

"Xiaobei?" the fat man sat up in confusion, "Where are you?"

Here, Xu Chuanyang will come over as long as he has the opportunity, and they have complicated procedures for going abroad, so there are not many such opportunities.

In the evening, the color of the tomb gradually shrouded, and on the mountains, lush greenery, neat rows of tombstones bathed in a soft halo.

He went up the hill along the brick path, a refreshing wind blowing along the way, and the sound of birds chirping in his ears from time to time.

Finally, he stopped in front of a tombstone, leaned down to put down the bouquet in his hand, and pulled out a blue doll and placed it.

The boy in the photo is still the same as he was a few years ago, with very white skin, large eyes, and a clean luster in his gaze.

After so many years, he still remembers his appearance clearly, and every word he says, a smile and a smile like an imprint have been deeply rooted in his heart.

The wind blows, and the fragrance of the flowers is blown away, attracting two butterflies to circle.

Xu Chuanyang quietly looked at the person in the photo, stretched out his hand and touched his already cold eyebrows, "Boy, I'm coming to see you." ”

The person in the photo is just laughing, smiling so ignorant of the world, whether he is carefree in that world.

"You must be angry that I haven't seen you for so long. Xu Chuanyang sighed, "Actually, I have something to tell you." ”

Not far away, a row of pines and cypresses stood quietly, Ling Mobei stood behind the tree, looking at the tombstone not far away and the man in front of the tombstone, there was a broken light in his eyes that overflowed little by little.

Xu Chuanyang was half-squatting, and his slender fingers gently rubbed the face on the photo, "That day, you said to me in a dream, let me forget you and try to love someone again, in addition to you, there are people in this world who can let me cherish and love, and accompany me through my life, I know that this is very unfair to you, but in the dark, this person really appeared, and with him, I am very happy, really happy." ”

Xu Chuanyang smiled at the photo, "If you were looking at me, would you be happy or angry?" I think, you will be happy, although, for this relationship, I am not very confident, but you made me understand that some happiness should be grasped when don't let go, I have missed you, I don't want to miss it again, this feeling of regret, it is enough to experience it once, you say, right?"

In the photo, Sakurai Akihiro looked at him with a smile, and his smile seemed to be even brighter than before.

Xu Chuanyang slowly approached and gently kissed him on the forehead, "I promise you, I will be happy, I will." ”

Ling Mobei silently looked at the photo on the tombstone of him kissing, with piety and reluctance, he couldn't hear what he said, but he already felt that strong love from his expression, he had never looked at him with such gentle eyes, never.

He didn't know whether to be jealous or desperate, it turned out that the person in his heart had turned into dust, even if he wanted to fight, he couldn't do anything, a person who had been dead for so long could still occupy everything in him, compared to this deep love, he felt as thin as dust for the first time.

If he hadn't met that woman, if he hadn't seen all this with his own eyes, he might have thought that he had slowly accepted him, and his efforts had finally seen hope, but in the end, it was still his own passion.

Although five years have changed him, it has not changed him a bit.

The corners of his mouth tasted a hint of salty sweetness, and before he knew it, he was already in tears.

The pine waves on the mountain were bursting, Xu Chuanyang slowly got up, looked at the boy in the photo, and smiled with relief, the puppet was his incarnation, and he would always be here with him.

He turned his head, and not far away, a row of pines and cypresses stood quietly, and a few birds flapped their wings, bringing down pine leaves on the ground.

Three days later, Xu Chuanyang completed the task and returned to China.

As soon as the car was parked downstairs, he was in a hurry to get out of the car, and the fat man laughed at him, "What's the hurry, is there still a little love/someone waiting for you?"

He didn't say a word, just laughed, and threw his hand back at the car door.

It's been a long time since I've felt this way, and I miss the warmth of home so much, just because there is a person waiting for him there quietly, and this waiting is the thought of returning home.

Xu Chuanyang opened the door and looked at the kitchen habitually, he sent a text message to Ling Mobei before he got on the plane, asking him to cook a hearty meal to greet him, he thought he would be in the kitchen, but the kitchen door was open, and it was clean inside, he looked around the bedroom again and saw no trace of him, and finally on the coffee table, he found a small keychain and a letter.

Xu Chuanyang picked up the keychain, a little surprised, this bullet that had killed Ming Hao, it made it into a keychain and kept it with him all the time, but a few years ago, he lost it, but he didn't expect it to be in Ling Mobei's hand all the time, when did he take it.

He hurriedly opened the letter in his hand, the font on it was crooked, it seemed that he had checked the dictionary, and many words were imitated stroke by stroke.

"Xu Chuanyang, I'm back to Switzerland, I'm glad that you can take me in and take care of me during this time, that, I think about it, China is really not suitable for me, so, I still go back to be my second young master of the Ling family, in the future, marry a beautiful wife, and then inherit the family business, and then ...... Well, then...... You don't have to worry about me...... Well, finally, in your Chinese words, it will be ...... Indefinitely. ”

After reading the last sentence, Xu Chuanyang stood for a long time, and finally, he crumpled the letter paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can on the side.

The fat man hadn't arrived home yet, and suddenly received a call from Xu Chuanyang, "Have a drink, see you at the old place." ”

In the bar, the fat man watched Xu Chuanyang pour himself cup after cup, and asked with concern: "Old Xu, what's the matter, say it, brother may be able to help you." ”

Xu Chuanyang shook his head and poured another cup for himself, "Everyone is gone, what else is there to help." ”

"People, who?"

Xu Chuanyang raised the wine glass, shook the light yellow liquid in the glass, and said with a smile: "It's me who is too selfish, we are not all the way, if we really think about him, we should have let him go a long time ago, his future and happiness do not belong here." ”

"Lao Xu, are you in love with someone?"

"Love, maybe. He touched his chest, "Otherwise, it wouldn't hurt here." ”

"Gone, then chase it back. "The fat man is in a hurry.

"No need, it's not mine, letting go is the wisest choice, he will get better, and what he wants, I can't seem to give it. Xu Chuanyang raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, "Yes, I can't give it." ”

The fat man toasted to him, "Alas, forget it, get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, brother will accompany you." ”

Xu Chuanyang probably drank too much, and after separating from the fat man, he did not go home, but went to the court.

When he left, he had agreed with Ling Mobei that he would wait for him at the stadium on weekends.

Now, he has come, but he has left.

Xu Chuanyang stood on the empty court, and there seemed to be a refreshing laugh in his ears, "Xu Chuanyang, I scored again, you admit defeat." ”

He laughed and said to himself, "Stinky fart." ”

"Xu Chuanyang. ”

Xu Chuanyang was stunned for a moment before quickly turning around, under the lights of the stadium, Ling Mobei was wearing the same set of jerseys as them, holding a football in his hand, and was walking towards him with a smile.

Walking on the green grass, the steps are light, as if coming from the sky, like ...... It's like a dream.

He paused for a moment and walked over quickly, "How dare you lie to me, see how I clean you up." ”

He habitually rubbed the top of his hair, and he didn't dodge, but looked at him with a grin, "I've been waiting for you for a long time." ”

"Stupid. ”

He hugged him hard and repeated, "Stupid, it's great that you didn't go." ”

The dazzling light shone on his eyes, and Xu Chuanyang opened his eyes and found himself lying on the grass, with a sense of alcohol, and he actually fell asleep here.

He sat up and shouted, "Xiaobei." ”

The surroundings were empty, not even a single figure, and the wind blew through the grass, and the smell of grass came to the nose.

It was a dream, it was just a dream, and he didn't come back at all.

It was he who drank too much that he had such dreams.

Xu Chuanyang sat there, looking sad, the goal in front of him was open, as if waiting for its owner, but he knew that he would not come to this stadium in the future.

In the end, he still parted ways with him, in the end, they were still strangers, not because they didn't love, but because he couldn't give him happiness in the future, he knew it a long time ago, but he refused to choose to let go earlier, but, this is fine, he didn't wait until he was bruised, he didn't wait until he had to give up.

In this vein of intertwined destinies, they only occasionally intersect at two points, and the temporary fusion cannot change the fate of going their separate ways in the end.

At the moment when he decided to let go, he deeply realized that he loved him and had ...... It's been so long.

At night, people go to the empty building on the empty grass.

The breeze swept by, and the grass fell, revealing two intertwined keychains, one with a bullet on it and the other with an auspicious knot tied to it, lying there quietly, carrying a sad and romantic story.

Let the wind blow, and return to the future.

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