Is there really an afterlife?

If there is,

I want to be a bird that flies,

A flower opens instantly,

Silently melting snowflakes,

even

A corner of the blue sky in front of the window,

Stirring the wind of the pages,

A light rain that falls into the palm of your hand.

Xiao Jian walked lazily into the classroom with his hair tossed by the north wind. The first time I saw her, what inexplicably flashed in my mind was this short poem-like line.

He pursed his lips and smiled, not paying attention to the gazes of his classmates. Slowly plating into your seat, pull out the chair and sit down.

The girl, who had been immersed in writing, raised her head and turned to look at him.

Just like in the previous life, the first collision of eyes. The scene that Xiao Jian can still remember many years later.

The first time I saw these eyes, I wished I could be watched by her for the rest of my life.

A pair of clear and bright eyes, in these eyes, clear only the next person, the only person, I can't hear my heartbeat, I can't feel my breathing, I only feel myself floating in the air.

In this world, only the pair of eyes that are looking at me, I know that the color I am waiting for, the only one I am looking forward to, has finally arrived!

At that time, he didn't know that this beautiful and clean girl was the first disaster in his life.

It was also because of her that he gave up his studies and devoted himself to the military camp, so that his youth was no longer there. The rest of his life was unimplicated, until he was extinguished in the fire of that mine in his previous life.

He looked at her and thought of his previous life, and his eyes moistened.

When we are young, we always miss a lot of things, do stupid things, maybe because of our unbearable promises, or maybe we are not decisive enough......

Sometimes the decision to hurt someone may be the greatest salvation for you later in life......

We always think that our shoulders can bear a lot, but we don't know what a young heart is behind the strong appearance......

Say sorry to the people who hurt me and the people I've hurt...... ，

Maybe that's what we have to do as we grow up......

With these scars and blood scabs, we will become hard......

He knew that he was ashamed of her, and that there would always be mistakes of one kind or another at an age when there were few things to do.

It was the wrong story at the wrong time and place, at the wrong age, how naïve and ridiculous we were at that time.

"It's good to say goodbye!" he said to her with a smile.

"What?" she asked, blinking wide-eyed and looking blank.

"Nothing, I said it's good to see you again. He said seriously.

"You don't have a fever, do you?

"Well, these are notes from yesterday to today. If you go crazy, make up for it! I went to the infirmary and asked, you don't have to scare me, the doctor said, you have nothing to do!"

"By the way, you'd better hurry up and make up your homework, I'm going to take it after school and send it to the teacher. ”

She was dazed for three seconds, and then she ignored his strangeness and gave him a task on her own.

She knew him, she knew him too well, what could happen. She has long cared about everything about him, her body is fine, her family is fine, that is, she is fine.

The ideological line at this age is as simple and clear as that. As for classmate bullying, she knows it, he is a good student on the surface.

Behind the scenes, no one dared to mess with the bastards in the school who didn't learn well.

Although he is not a bastard, he has been learning martial arts from his grandfather since he was a child, and she knew about it when she was a classmate in elementary school.

"Uh, okay, I'll try"

Reaching out and grabbing the hair that covered his eyes, he said helplessly.

He decided that he was going to cut his hair, which was popular in his previous life, and he took care of the Lee Junji-style hairstyle, which made him extremely spurned now.

He turned his head to look left and right, all of them were school uniforms, and they were all immature faces. The only difference is the long hair on the head and the head.

"When school is over, I'll help you collect your homework books one by one! In fact, he just wanted to get acquainted with those familiar faces again.

She glanced at him suspiciously, and smiled slightly on the corner of her mouth, "Okay." After answering like this, continue to bury her head in writing her exercises.

In the next two classes, Xiao Jian spent his time in a battle of wits and courage with the teacher, after all, two days of homework cannot be regarded as less.

When it was time to get out of school, Xiao Jian got up and collected homework one by one, one by one.

Every time he took a copy, he would glance at the name and say "goodbye, it's good" to familiar faces.

After the whole homework was finished, the classmates were once again baffled by him, but fortunately they all rushed to eat, and when they went home, no one delved into this topic.

When she took all her homework away, his friend Ke Dignity came over and gossiped a lot

"I'll rub it, what's the situation, brother, are you ghost possessed?"

"Roll" raises his leg and kicks, and turns around after kicking.

"Let's go, let's eat"

After saying that, he went downstairs and walked outside the school. Regardless of the future Boss Ke, he grinned with his feet and bared his teeth, jumping on one leg and unable to keep up with his pace.

"Big brother, eat, where are you going?"

"Don't talk nonsense, go eat outside of school, love doesn't go. ”

Xiao Jian turned his head and replied, he didn't say anything to him, Ke Dignity is a person with thick nerves and a little mouthful. You have to talk to him well, and he will be with you and you all the time.

The two of them were in a small fried shop at the school gate, and after pulling two fried rice noodles, Xiao pulled Ke Tong's shoes and walked to the barber shop not far away.

Xicheng No. 1 Middle School is located in the northwest corner of Xicheng, there is a street outside the school gate, about 500 meters, you can see the end at a glance.

Classmate Ke, oh no, Boss Ke doesn't know what Xiao Jian is crazy about today.

When he was eating, he said that he was going to cut his hair, and he couldn't understand it. He knew how much Xiao Jian cherished his long flowing hair.

also let himself cut it together, he naturally refused, but it didn't prevent him from following him to see the beautiful shampoo girl in the barbershop.

Sitting in the barber shop at the door with five yuan washing, cutting and blowing, Xiao Jian said to the barber who had the style of killing Matt: "Come and work, cut me a not-so-outrageous hair." ”

Killing Matt, Big Yellow Mao looked at Li Mu in surprise: "Little brother, what is Mao Cun?"

Xiao Jian was dumbfounded, 07 years Mao Cun has not risen yet.

In this era, few boys can accurately find the most suitable hairstyle for themselves.

Everyone is either with a flat head like a helipad, or a fashionable big hair like Xiao Jian, as the hair gets longer and the color becomes more and more vivid, if you are not careful, you will become a killer.

The hairstyle of burrs, after all, is the hairstyle that Xiao Jian has been used to for more than ten years in his previous life, and after arriving in the army, Xiao Jian learned that the original standard for testing handsome guys is short hair.

Especially the hairstyle of the Yellow Sect Master in a certain era, the hair on both sides is as short as a board inch, the front is trimmed, and the top of the middle grows a little bit, and then the hair stands at the root with a clear sense of layering.

This hairstyle not only does not look exaggerated, but the key is that the facial features are fully exposed, which can especially highlight the edges and corners of the male facial features.

This hairstyle is not only very spiritual, but also cool and handsome in this era, and it is not outdated in 17 years, only slightly changed.

On top of that, this hairstyle has natural properties, looks bad and is very pleasing to girls.

Xiao Jian's appearance is no worse than that of the Yellow Sect Master, mainly because he is a little more delicate than the Yellow Sect Master, but in his previous life, he also had a male hairstyle with the troops.

The young man who killed Matt, after listening to Xiao Jian's explanation, had a little sympathy on his face.

It seemed that Xiao Jian was old-fashioned and ignorant, so he deliberately shook his long hair that covered his eyes.

said proudly: "Dude, your current hairstyle is suitable for getting closer to me, I'll fix it for you, it's absolutely handsome!"

Xiao Jian quietly watched him finish pretending to be forced and asked, "If I listen to you, how much money will you give me?"

"...... of that"

Kill Matt sneered: "I'm also for your good, don't you, keep such a hairstyle, and catch a girl in an Internet café!"

Xiao Jian said: "I don't want to go to the Internet café to fish for girls." ”

"If you don't go to an Internet café, where can you go!" Kill Matt wondered.

"Go fishing in college. ”

Xiao Jian teasingly urged: "Hurry up and cut it according to what I said, I won't give money if it's not good!"

Kill Matt looked stupid, although he knew that Xiao Jian was joking, but this group of high school students, he really couldn't afford to provoke him, and ordinary people really couldn't help it.

Although Kill Matt has a poor aesthetic point of view, he does have a bit of craftsmanship.

Under Xiao Jian's guidance, in ten minutes, a revised Mao Cun began to take shape, and after pushing it up on both sides, Li Mu instructed him to use thinning tooth scissors to break the slightly longer hair on the top of his head.

After washing and drying, he asked him to take a bottle of mousse, sprayed it slightly, grabbed it with both hands at will, and a hairy head with a bit of ruffian was born.

Looking at Li Mu in the mirror, killing Matt's heart was like a knife.

His own killing Matt style also has a full ruffian, but it is essentially different from the ruffian of others.

People are the kind of handsome ruffians in Hong Kong films, and they are ...... The atmosphere of the old boy in the countryside at the junction of urban and rural areas is too strong.

Xiao Jian stood up satisfied, took out the money from his pocket, and said, "Is there a new mousse?" Bring me a bottle and count it together." ”

Killing Matt was stunned, and hurriedly took a new bottle of mousse and handed it over, saying, "Hair cutting is free, and mousse will give a purchase price, ten yuan." ”

Xiao Jian was dumbfounded, this little brother who cut his hair was actually quite interesting, and he gave himself a free order, but he still took out a fifty yuan and handed it over, and said, "Find money." ”