"Your son is so lovely, you have a very happy family. ”

Seeing An Keke hang up the phone, An Ran said with envy on his cheeks.

An Keke put the phone upside down on the table, picked up the goblet and poured a big sip of wine, then reached out to wipe the wine stains from the corner of his mouth, stared at the empty wine glass in front of him and said faintly:

"Happiness? What is happiness? I haven't experienced it for a long time. ”

Everyone has secrets they don't want to tell, and An Ran knew that An Keke was a woman with a story, so she didn't speak, and took a drink from her glass: "I know that we all have too many things we can't do." ”

"You know the ostrich? It's a very timid animal, and when it's in danger, it hides its head in the dirt, thinking it's safe, but it's the stupidest of all.

How can we not be ostriches, when we encounter difficulties, we always want to escape, and we don't want to face them. ”

Encore smiled bitterly, hung his head to cover his mouth, and sniffled to control his welling tears.

Leaving Cheng Yu is the most difficult decision An Keke has ever made, as long as she thinks of her future life without him, she feels that her heart hurts like a knife.

Before she knew it, Cheng Yu had already infiltrated her blood and bones.

Who said that time is the best medicine to forget a relationship, she clearly loves him more and more in the long river of time.

But she was scared, her mistakes should not be borne by her son, he was still so young, he should grow up worry-free, she was not like letting him and Cheng Yu when they were children, there was no happiness, lonely and lonely, living like the walking dead.

"I'm sorry, Cheng Yu. I can't let Momo take such a big risk, for the sake of him and for your good, I can only choose to leave. ”

Even so, Ankeke still felt pain.

When she picked up the bottle and wanted to pour it, a white jade hand reached over to block her pouring wine.

An Ran looked at her with concern and shook his head: "Don't drink it, you will get drunk if you drink it again." ”

"Leave me alone, I'm sad, I'm drunk, it doesn't hurt here. ”

With a wry smile, Encore pushed her hand away, tapped on the position of her left atrium, and continued to pour red wine into the glass.

An Ran glanced at her, and no longer stopped her, letting her vent her emotions.

After a few glasses of wine, An Keke's eyes were slightly drunk, his cheeks were red, and he lowered his head and smiled stupidly, looking drunk.

She shook the red wine glass in her hand and whispered, "Ranran, have you ever loved someone?"

An Ran smiled: "Naturally, I loved, otherwise I wouldn't have given birth to Lele." ”

Ankeke laughed twice and asked with a smell of wine, "What kind of person is he?"

Speaking of that person, An Ran's heart was both bitter and sweet: "I met him in country R, I was poor at that time, working in a restaurant, one day, I was blocked by a few hooligans on the way home, and he saved me......"

Speaking of this, An Ran was silent for a long time, with great resistance to what happened afterward.

An Keke tilted his head to look at her and smiled: "Heroes save beauty? ”

An Ran: "What's romantic, I later found out that my previous tragedy was nothing, he was the biggest tragedy in my life, knowing my situation, he offered to support me and let me be his woman, he said that he would pay all my tuition, this deal was very tempting for me at that time."

I struggled for a few days but agreed to him, thanks to him, I successfully finished college, met a lot of upper-class people, and slowly learned what he did, I was scared, so I fled back to my hometown, but I didn't expect that at that time I was already pregnant, and I struggled for a long time before I decided to give birth to that child......"

As she spoke, she glanced up at An Keke and found that she had fallen asleep on the table holding the wine bottle, and she didn't know if she had listened to what she said.

She stood up and walked over to Ankeco, took out the bottle she was holding in her arms, and slowly carried her by the arm into her bedroom.

When An Ran put her on the bed, he found that there were tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, and she kept calling a name: Cheng Yu.

She thought that it must be the name of the man she particularly liked, which is why she would never forget it when she was drunk like this.

An Ran pulled the quilt on her bed and covered her, then stood up and walked to the door, turned off the light in the room, turned around and gently closed the door for her.

When she returned to her room, the first thing she did was to see if her son was sleeping soundly, she took off her shoes and climbed into bed, looked at his sleeping little face with her cheeks, and couldn't help but stretch out a hand and touch it, soft and fragile, as if one hand could kill him.

When she had just given birth to her son, she thought more than once about cutting off his life, and if she hadn't met Ankeke on the plane, she might have left with the child a long time ago.

If that person knew that she was pregnant and secretly gave birth to his child, she would definitely come back to her, and she couldn't let him find it, so she ran away desperately, not daring to leave a trace.

At the beginning, she was too young to do anything but brains, and she agreed to that person's deal on the spur of the moment, and finally caused incalculable consequences.

An Ran was abandoned in an orphanage by her parents since she was a child, she had a hard time when she was a child, and when she was eighteen years old, the director of the orphanage kicked her out, she had nowhere to go, and relied on a little clue left by her parents to go to country R to find them.

She has no money, she can only do all kinds of odd jobs to earn tuition and living expenses, she has brushed dishes and washed toilets, as long as she can make money, she has done everything.

When she first met that man, she thought she had met the angel who rescued her, and it wasn't until the man offered to keep her that she realized how wrong she was, and he was clearly a demon!

In order to support herself, she still gave up the last shred of dignity and became his dancer, giving everything, even her body, to please him.

She had seen him kill with her own eyes, and she would never forget that night, the scene when he killed, cold and bloodthirsty, his eyes ended a person's life without blinking, his hands were stained with blood, and when he looked back at her, he didn't even have time to restrain his eyes, cold and terrible.

It was because of this incident that An Ran was determined to escape from him, she put sleeping pills in his wine glass, and fled from country R overnight after he fell asleep.

She knew that the man was looking for her all over the world, and she didn't dare to go back to where she lived, and lived a hard life incognito.

Unable to reveal her identity, she can only do some work that others are not willing to do to support herself.

If it weren't for labor, she wouldn't have been exposed, and sure enough, as soon as she appeared in the hospital, he received the news and sent many people to the hospital to find her.

In order to prevent him from finding her, she dragged her unhealed body and escaped from the hospital overnight with her newborn child in her arms.

She knew that their mother and son couldn't stay in S City, so they could only buy a ticket to go abroad.

She didn't make any plans, she didn't even know how she would survive abroad, and she had only one thought in her heart: she must escape.

Ankeke is right, children are all flesh that falls from their mother's body, and she must protect her children well.

Next, she just had to hide well and try not to reveal her whereabouts, so that the person would not be found.

As soon as she thought of that person, An Ran felt terribly scared, she hugged herself in horror, curled up on the bed and shivered, begging that person not to chase after her.

I don't know when he will let her go, she feels physically and mentally exhausted after hiding in Tibet for the past year.