Chapter 325: Torture Yourself
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In the past 3 days, Kim Jong Kwon seemed to have disappeared from this world, without a trace, without even a message.
And Taeyeon seems to have really forgotten that there is such a person, and concentrates on the performance of the musical.
It's just that the increasingly thin face makes her look even weaker, and it also lets people know that she is still torturing herself, and she hasn't let go.
And among the audiences who watched the musical later, few people knew about the subtle changes in the plot and scenes.
The price Taeyeon paid for this was that she couldn't get a penny of pay, and she had to perform for free.
Is it worth it to pay so much?
Taeyeon, who is in a cold war with Kim Jong-kwon, can't find an answer.
But she clearly knows that if she doesn't make any changes and continues to act, the ensuing result will definitely not be what she wants.
Just thinking about that result, Taeyeon felt heartache and couldn't breathe.
But there's only so much Taeyeon can do, and she won't take the initiative to contact Kim Jong-kwon.
Because Taeyeon also has her insistence, although she has made changes in order to redeem herself, it does not mean that Taeyeon feels that she has done something wrong before.
In fact, whether it is Taeyeon or Kim Jong Kwon, they cannot simply divide it by right and wrong, but have different ideas about this matter.
Therefore, even if Taeyeon makes a change for Kim Jong-kwon, she has to keep her last pride.
This is what this little man has always insisted on, and it is so strong that it makes people feel distressed.
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In the evening, Taeyeon dragged her tired body back to the dormitory.
Before entering the dormitory, Taeyeon has to take a deep breath to adjust her condition, and she won't open the door and go in until she has a smile on her face again, as if nothing had happened.
She's such a person, and she doesn't want the members to worry about her.
As for the love nest that only belonged to her and Kim Jong Kwon, it seemed that it had been forgotten by its two owners, and no one had ever been there......
"I'm back, kids. ”
Taeyeon, who finished acting in the musical, has also made some progress in acting, but unfortunately she really doesn't have any talent in this area.
Yu Li and the others looked at each other helplessly, as if they didn't know anything, and accompanied her to act.
After a while, Taeyeon, who was physically and mentally tired, couldn't pretend anymore, so she could only hurriedly run to take a shower, and then get ready to sleep, and continue to struggle tomorrow!
When Taeyeon goes to take a shower, the smiling faces of the members fade into obscurity, replaced by worried looks.
Taeyeon in this state made their hearts pinch fiercely, as if they saw the Black Sea period again, the little one who was alone with all the pressure and carried the whole group forward!
At that time, Taeyeon was so similar to her now, no matter how much she endured in her heart, she never told others, as long as she came back, she would put on a relaxed and happy smile, and the next day she would still drag her tired body energetically to run the announcement.
It seems that only being busy can make her forget something for a while, and only then can she find a sense of existence and security.
Taeyeon in this state is really worrying.
At that time, I was lucky to meet Zhong Quan OPPA, and he came to enlighten and help them.
He stretched out his hands and forcibly pulled out the stubborn little man who closed himself and hid in the depths of his heart.
But now?
The person who caused Taeyeon's state is the same person who saved Taeyeon with his own hands in the first place.
Although Taeyeon never said what happened these days, as soon as they mentioned Jong Kwon's OPPA name, Taeyeon would get up and leave.
Moreover, in the past few days, I can no longer see Taeyeon holding her phone with a happy face and pointing at it non-stop.
I never saw the figure who would pick up Taeyeon whenever he had time.
They are all adults, although their long years of trainee life have made them have less social experience.
However, they are not stupid, they can naturally clearly see that Taeyeon and Jong Kwon OPPA are in conflict.
That night 3 days ago, Taeyeon locked herself in her room as soon as she returned.
After Taeyeon leaves the next day, Sunny can still clearly see the tears on her pillow.
But they can't do anything about it, and it's a really bad feeling.
They also tried calling and texting Chung Kwon OPPA in an attempt to ease their relationship.
But as he said that day, it wasn't just Taeyeon who closed himself off.
Kim Jong Kwon also put all his body and mind into the movie, and he didn't even go home, and stayed in a hotel near the set for the past few days.
He was also afraid that after returning home in this state, his grandmother would be worried.
He also closed himself off, and he didn't reply to anyone's phone calls or messages in the past few days.
If it weren't for his agent to charge him or something, his phone would have been turned off a long time ago and completely disappeared!
Therefore, they wanted to help but couldn't contact Kim Jong Kwon at all, and they didn't even know what happened between the two of them until now.
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After taking a shower, Taeyeon was not in the mood to wipe her wet hair, so she went back to her room, sinking into the pillow, and waited until she couldn't stand it anymore before she turned over and took a big breath of air.
As if doing so, torturing herself like this would make her empty and uncomfortable heart feel better at the moment.
Taeyeon never knew that Kim Jong Kwwon could be so cruel, and she would rather Kim Jong Kwon yell at him, or even have a big fight, than this calm now.
Taeyeon didn't know how many times she picked up her phone and flipped out the number that was almost upside down, but she hesitated again, biting her lip vigorously and stubbornly throwing away the phone.
I didn't do anything wrong......
This is Taeyeon's last insistence!
At the same time, Kim Jong-kwon, who is still filming on the set, is becoming more and more wrong at the moment.
Arrogant, violent, cold......
After Kim Jong-kwon fit the whole person into the character, even if the director shouted, no one dared to come forward to talk to him.
That indifferent look made everyone who saw it tremble.
Even Director Li Zhenfan, who was excited and surprised at the beginning, was worried about him in his heart.
Kim Jong-kwon's current state is indeed a little wrong.
To put it professionally, this is called entering the play, which is a good thing.
But it's not a good thing to get into the play too deeply, because the deeper you are in the play, the more difficult it is when you get out of the role.
For this reason, many talented actors are more or less depressed.
The most typical example is none other than the classic image in the prequel to Batman - the Joker.
Heath Ledger, the actor of the charming villain who drove countless viewers crazy, died because of a drug overdose.