That afternoon, Yang Qi was not in a hurry to leave, his uncle was drunk and was arranged to rest in the room where he used to live, Yang Qi saw that his cousin Luo Yi was a little depressed, so he proposed to go to the nearby park together.

Before eating at noon, Luo Yi was still smiling and cheerful, but after eating a meal, she was depressed, and the reason was very obvious, it must be the words that her uncle said at the dinner table.

The information Yang Qi heard about Luo Yi from his mother and sister was almost non-negative.

Uncle Yang Qi divorced early, and her eldest cousin Luo Yi can be said to have been raised by her uncle since she was a child, perhaps because she witnessed her father's difficulties since she was a child, so she has been sensible since she was very young.

Since the age of seven or eight, she has helped her father do housework, and when she is older, she has learned to wash clothes and cook, and she has never let her father worry about learning since she was a child, and she has never let her father worry about learning.

Her current troubles, Yang Qi understands.

In his uncle's words at noon today, Yang Qi learned that Luo Yi's current internship unit is quite good, the salary is OK, and the room for growth is relatively large, and it is a large company in the world's top 500.

If it weren't for this, Yang Qi estimated that Luo Yi would not be so troubled, if it was just an ordinary unit, and encountered harassment from his boss, Luo Yi would have resigned a long time ago.

As for the internship certificate and the future university diploma?

It's not uncommon to change jobs in the middle of an internship, so that's not the main problem!

Luo Yi is obviously reluctant to take her current job, she is an intern with no background, if she resigns from her current job, I am afraid it will be difficult to find another similar one during the internship.

It's not just about her current internship, it's about her future.

Yang Qi had never experienced such troubles, but he had seen and heard a lot of similar things, so he could understand them.

The two came out of Yang Qi's house and walked towards Yiqing Lake Park, where Yang Qi used to go, at the beginning, neither of them spoke, just walked silently.

Yang Qi didn't speak because of his personality.

Luo Yi was also silent, looking at the sad face between her eyebrows, she knew that she was in a bad mood.

Keeping silent, of course, is not the way, Yang Qi called her out for a walk, of course, the purpose is not really just to walk.

Four or five minutes after coming out of the house, Yang Qi glanced at Luo Yi, who was walking with his head bowed slightly beside him, and suddenly felt that it was appropriate to make a joke.

So, he opened.

"Sister, you are walking with me with this expression now, do you say that the people on the road will think that we are an awkward little couple when they see it? ”

"Flutter!"

Luo Yi, who was originally depressed, was successfully amused by Yang Qi's abrupt joke, turned his face and glanced at him funny, and stretched out his hand to push him, laughing: "Nonsense! Even your sister dares to tease/play, I think you are not only taller, but also fat, right?"

Seeing her smile, Yang Qi was also in a relaxed mood.

The conversation is open.

"Sister, what do you think in your heart?"

Luo Yi: "Huh?"

Luo Yi was a little puzzled, and didn't understand what Yang Qi meant by his brainless words for a while.

So, Yang Qi gave her his head, "What are you going to do today, sister, what do you plan to do today? Continue to swallow your anger? Or resign and leave?"

That's a brain-and-brainer problem.

Luo Yi understood, but she was silent again, and a sad face climbed between her eyebrows again.

Yang Qi smiled slightly and said, "Sister, you don't speak, but the answer is already written on your face!"

Luo Yi turned his face to look at him suspiciously, and subconsciously touched his fair face, "What? What do you see from my face?"

Yang Qi smiled, "Isn't it obvious? You want to leave, but you are reluctant to take this job, you are very conflicted!

The puzzled expression on Luo Yi's face slowly faded, smiled slightly bitterly, pursed his lips and mumbled in a nasal voice, and then took a long breath, looked up at the sky, raised his voice slightly, and said: "Yes! I'm very conflicted now!" I have studied hard for so many years, and finally applied for an internship in this company, I thought that as long as I worked hard, I would be able to turn into a regular job smoothly, and then improve the situation at home little by little, and help my father reduce the burden......

Speaking of this, she lowered her head again with a gloomy expression, shook her head with a wry smile, and said softly: "It's a pity, the reality is really skinny! I have the heart to work hard and be an excellent employee, but my current boss only sees my face...... I now understand that sometimes the biggest difficulty in your work does not come from the work itself, but from outside the work...... Mess up!"

After speaking, Yang Qi found that her head was lowered, and there was no trace of a smile on her face.

The words just now should be the voice in her heart, and Yang Qi felt a little uncomfortable when she heard it.

As a human being in two lives, Yang Qi actually thought about a question: In this world, as long as ordinary people keep working hard, can they really realize their ideals and get ahead?

What Yang Qi saw with his own eyes, some people succeeded in doing it, but more of them collided one by one in front of reality, and then gradually smoothed out the edges and corners, and since then they seem to have integrated into the real society.

A lot of people call it: maturity.

Yang Qi did not go through that process, but from the standpoint of a bystander, he also felt sad.

What is the cost of smoothing out the edges and corners and integrating into the real society?

Give up your dreams! In the face of reality, painfully convince yourself: I am a mediocre person! I will never get ahead!

The process of smoothing out the edges and corners is to deny oneself again and again, and then put oneself into the ranks of mediocrity, and from then on, hide all the dreams of the past and all the thoughts of oneself that are unwilling to be mediocre in the depths of the heart, and easily stop touching it.

Turning yourself into a brick and a screw in this huge society, making yourself like most people, smiling like others, busy for life, and occasionally resting for a few more days, you will involuntarily feel a sense of guilt, and in your lifetime, like one of the many criminals who are sent to the execution ground, death is the end.

And what is the reality?

Why can so many people hit their heads and bleed?

The more he thought about it, the more Yang Qi felt sad for all beings, especially those at the bottom of society.

Because the people at the bottom have lost since birth, from the moment they were born, they are destined to face the cruel class barriers, many people say that the reality is cruel, and Yang Qi feels that the most cruel thing about reality is that most people must live under the rules formulated by a few people as soon as they are born.

And those rules, are they fair?