Chapter Fifty-Eight: A Hopeless Torment

In the following month, Lin Shu did not see Ge Yi again, as if he had disappeared from school. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info This month was very peaceful, nothing big happened, Lin Shu just went back and forth between the library, classrooms, and dormitories every day, and Lan Xiqian insisted on accompanying her for several days after knowing about Gu Xi's affairs, although Lin Shu said that she really didn't need to.

The weather is getting colder and the days are getting shorter, and when Lin Shu came out of the library, the street lights on the campus were already on. Lan Qianqian called, and Lin Shu reluctantly picked it up. Since Gu Xi left, Lan Qianqian made a phone call on time for three hours, as if she was afraid that she would commit suicide if she didn't want to hold a meeting.

"Shu'er, why haven't you come back yet? It's already so late. ā€

"It's on the way. ā€

"That's good, I cooked food for you at your house, and you don't want to buy those messy things when you come back today, it's not nutritious. ā€

"Sissi, is my kitchen okay?"

Lan Xiqian paused for a few seconds, "Except for the chaos, it doesn't seem to be anything." ā€

Lin Shu on the other end of the phone let out a sigh, "Sissi, can I tell you something?"

"What, ah, if it's to thank me or something, you don't need it, since my brook is not here, I naturally have the responsibility to take care of you. ā€

"Next time if you want to cook, can you be in your kitchen, I can be a guest. ā€

"Why? Are you afraid I'll be too tired from running back and forth?"

"I'm afraid I'll never see my kitchen again. ā€

"Lin Shu, you're going too far. Lan Qianqian hung up the phone after speaking, and Lin Shu stuffed the phone into her pocket and walked towards the bedroom. She knew that Lan Xiqian was for her good, but she really wasn't used to this. Everyone had a sadness in Gu Xi's heart, and she didn't want everyone to worry about her.

When she was about to arrive at the dormitory, Lin Shu saw the light in her room from a distance, and she prayed that this time Lan Xiqian did not scorch their pot or drop their bowl. To be honest, since Lan Xiqian almost burned down her kitchen last time, those pots and pans were all newly bought by her, and she hadn't used them. I was about to open my bag and take out the key, but I saw a person standing behind the tree.

Lin Shu nervously held the bag in her hand, planning to smash it if the other party rushed over. "Who's where? ā€

The other party walked over, and Lin Shu saw the familiar figure. "Gu Chen, how could it be you?"

Lan Qianqian should have heard the sound so she walked out, Gu Chen hurriedly pulled Lin Shu to hide behind the tree, the place where they were standing was very dark, Lan Qianqian went in without seeing anyone.

Lin Shu squirmed, she leaned against the wall, Gu Chen's whole body leaned up, her face was slightly hot.

"Don't move, just stay for a while. Gu Chen's voice sounded tired, Lin Shu didn't know why she listened to him like that, and really stopped moving. Suddenly remembering Gu Xi, Lin Shu still opened her mouth. "Xiaoxi, is she okay?"

Lin Shu was very nervous, Gu Chen's return made her have countless conjectures, and some results made her dare not think about it.

"She's fine. ā€

Lin Shu breathed a sigh of relief, "That's enough." ā€

Gu Chen gently rested his head on Lin Shu's shoulder, and Lin Shu instinctively wanted to push it away, but Gu Chen grabbed her hand and pressed it against the wall. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Didn't tell you anything?"

"Uncle Lin's car accident, why didn't you tell me. Lin Shu's body trembled, and Gu Chen clearly felt it. "Is it because of me? Because I betrayed your trust, because I didn't say goodbye, so three years ago, you lost everything, didn't you?"

Gu Chen's voice was a little hoarse, and his breath hit Lin Shu's neck, making Lin Shu's face even hotter. "It has nothing to do with you, it's just that I can't save my father. ā€

"I promised you that I would be there for you whenever you needed me. You came to me that day, but I left you behind. If I hadn't left that day, Uncle Lin wouldn't have had an accident, and you wouldn't have been left behind, and we're ....... ā€

"But there's no such thing as an if, does it?"

"But at least you should tell me, Lin Shu, when I returned to China, you chose to hide all this because you no longer believe me?"

"Gu Chen, my father's death has nothing to do with you, and I don't tell you, I just think it's no longer necessary. ā€

"Isn't it necessary?" Gu Chen grabbed Lin Shu's hand even harder, and Lin Shu endured the pain and didn't scream. "Lin Shu, how can you be so self-righteous, what you think is insignificant, do you know how important it is to me?"

"What if you know?Can you make up for it?But do you think this kind of thing can be made up?" Lin Shu shook off Gu Chen, she rubbed her wrist.

"I'm sorry to hurt you. Gu Chen wanted to look at her wrist, but Lin Shu blocked his hand with her other hand.

"Gu Chen, my father's death made me desperate, but I never blamed you for this. What I really care about is that you don't say goodbye, how can you let go of our past so freely, is it so cheap in your heart? For me Lin Shu, waiting is not terrible, but waiting without the agreed deadline is like a hopeless torment. If you don't even have the courage to make a promise, why should I wait for you to come back where I am? ā€

Lin Shu pushed Gu Chen away and left, and the door of the villa was slammed shut. Gu Chen stood there for a long time. Lin Shu, you cherish our past so much, that's why you want to run away from me so much now?

Gu Chen dragged his tired body back to his bedroom, here, he hadn't been back for a long time. I wanted to ring the doorbell, but I found that the door was open. There was no one in the hall, and seeing the light on the balcony on the second floor, Gu Chen walked up. Xu Xinrui was sitting there reading a book, when he heard footsteps and his eyes moved in his direction.

Gu Chen was a little happy to see him, "Are you alone?"

"Isn't there still you?"

Gu Chen paused, "Are you leaving the door for me?"

"Hmm. ā€

Gu Chen sat opposite Xu Xinrui, except for the chance encounter in the UK, they hadn't seen each other for a long time. "Have you been to the UK this month?"

"Why do you ask?"

"Xiaoxi originally refused before the operation, but after that night, she suddenly accepted it, and she had a strong desire to live, and I don't think she suddenly wanted to open it on her own. ā€

"Maybe she just figured it out of the blue?"

I found her violin at the bedside of the creek, and I remember Yu Fei telling me that the strings of the violin had been broken during the love trip, but what I saw was intact. With this ability, I'm afraid there is no one else except Xu Xinrui. ā€

"Do you think so highly of me?"

"I don't want to, but when I saw you fix that little girl's violin in England with my own eyes, I had to believe that even my father couldn't do it. ā€

"If you think so, you've probably been there. ā€

"Xinrui, I'm really curious about how big the mystery of your person is?"

Xu Xinrui smiled, "It doesn't matter how big my mystery is, I'm curious about what you're coming back for this time?"

"If you're as smart as you are, you won't be unable to guess. ā€

"Lin Shu, you went to see her as soon as you came back, did you want to redeem it?"

"You know when I see her, and there's really nothing I can hide from you. ā€

If it was Shu'er, she would be very mindful of the four words without saying goodbye. She once said that she was not afraid of waiting, but she was afraid that even the waiting period would no longer exist. ā€

"I'll make her forgive in my own way. ā€

"She's Ge Yi's girlfriend now, are you going to get her involved?"

"I'm not going to get her involved in my fight with Geyi. ā€

Xu Xinrui raised his head and looked at the starry sky, "If you really want to save Lin Shu's heart, it's better to keep Ge Yi in mind, their relationship may be much deeper than what you know." ā€

"What do you mean?"

"As you'll see, some things are predestined, but we might as well break the shackles once in a while. ā€

Gu Chen didn't quite understand what Xu Xinrui meant, but he told himself that he would never hurt her easily this time.

Xu Xinrui said vaguely, but he knew that Gu Chen would slowly understand what he said. Ever since that night when Ge Yi jumped from the eleventh floor unscathed, he had always felt strange, for an ordinary person, it was simply impossible. He used the Blood Qin Guyu to find Ge Yi in an extremely secret hospital, and accidentally overheard a conversation between Uncle Zhong and a middle-aged man. As if he didn't want Ge Yi to know something, Uncle Zhong looked embarrassed, and the middle-aged man always made him feel very familiar. Whether Ge Yi was Ge Shuyi or not, he was even more puzzled. No matter how many times he tried, he couldn't detect the connection between Ge Yi and Ge Shuyi, but too many things always made him see Ge Shuyi's shadow on Ge Yi's body. Ge Yi's body made him feel that there were too many changes, and if he wanted Lin Shu'an to walk through this life quietly, Ge Yi might be the biggest obstacle. It's just that if he is really Ge Shuyi, is he really right to do this?