Chapter 142: Fortunately, you'll understand
Xiang Xiaoyuan was stunned by her question, she had never thought about this question.
Bi Rao explained: "It turns out that Rong Rong is fine here, but now I really can't live anymore, but I don't want to live with my boyfriend......"
After speaking, he saw the stupid Xiaoyuan and smiled bitterly: "Am I being hypocritical?"
Xiaoyuan shook his head: "No, of course, you can't live together without marriage, work and boyfriend are two different things!"
Bi Rao sighed again: "Finally, there is someone who understands me." ”
Xiaoyuan is a little strange, what's so hard to understand.
In the place where she lives, don't say live together, even boyfriend and girlfriend who are too close will be gossiped. If you live together without marriage, you will definitely be poked in the back.
Zhong Yuan is also talking about her boyfriend, but Bian Haicheng never comes to their girls' dormitory for no reason.
Cohabitation?
Liu Birao found a bench and sat down: "Actually, my boyfriend doesn't support me taking IELTS, let alone my ideals, thinking I'm messing around, and I don't know if it's right or wrong." ”
"There are many things that can't be right or wrong...... Xiao Yuan sat down beside her.
"What would Xiaoyuan do if it were me?"
Xiang Xiaoyuan raised his head and looked at the sky, as if talking to himself: "I haven't thought about it, I really haven't thought about it, because I think that as long as it is the person I like, it must be the one who likes me the most...... Whatever I do, he'll say haode that person...... So I didn't think about it. ”
Liu Birao smiled and did not speak.
Xiang Xiaoyuan laughed at her, is Brother Jing Tao that person? He supports him in everything, so is he the one who loves him? He likes himself...... But is that aiqing?
Xiaoyuan's thoughts drifted to the campus of junior high school, and her regimental emblem was worn by Brother Jingtao herself, she looked up at Liang Jingtao, who was in the upper class, and took the oath with everyone, and Brother Jingtao ran into her heart at that time.
She kept looking up to him, and later walked into the same secondary school, and Liang Jingtao called her name for the first time.
It was the happiest day of Xiaoyuan.
She is used to this kind of looking up, but now at least it's not looking up, Brother Jing Tao will take care of herself and care about herself.
If Brother Jing Tao says no, will he give up his dream of being an engineer?
Will you...... Definitely!
Brother Jing Tao said no, Xiaoyuan will definitely not do it.
But...... She believed that Brother Jing Tao would never say no to herself......
"Hey, in a daze again?" Liu Birao looked at Xiaoyuan's eyes and pushed her.
Xiang Xiaoyuan came back to his senses and smiled embarrassedly: "Have you been dating for a long time?"
Bi Rao blinked: "He is the senior of my university." ”
"Very good...... Xiao Yuan said sincerely, "But do you really plan to go abroad? This will take several years, what should he do?"
Bi Rao sighed: "Yes...... Maybe I'll compromise and give up my ideals for a while. His current career is also just starting, and if two people want to be together, one of them always has to make some sacrifices. Actually, I'm not afraid of your jokes, my salary as a nanny here is used by my boyfriend to run a company, and I don't have any leftover, even if I really go out, I don't even have enough tuition. But you have to try in life, how do you know if you can do it if you don't try? I just want to take the IELTS test, just know that I can get in, and know that my efforts are not in vain. I don't want to regret that I didn't even have the courage to realize my dreams when I was old. ”
"Then ......" Xiaoyuan hesitated and said, "Does your boyfriend know your thoughts?"
Bi Rao shook her head: "I don't think he necessarily knows...... Even if he knew, he wouldn't understand. ”
"You think I understand?" Xiao Yuan looked at her with crystal clear eyes.
Bi Rao was speechless by her question.
Xiao Yuan smiled and grimaced: "If you think I don't understand, you won't talk to me so much!"
Bi Rao also laughed: "Stinky girl!"
Then he gently hugged Xiaoyuan: "It's good to know you...... For the first time, I felt less lonely and someone who knew what I was talking about and what I was doing......"
As she spoke, tears rolled down Birao's face.
"I've actually made a decision...... Bi Rao wiped her tears, and the smile she squeezed out made people so sad: "Actually, I just want to talk to you today, and I can't make up my mind because I can't make up my mind." But I've decided now that he's probably more important than me. I don't want to give up on our five-year relationship, and I'll leave here after eleven. ”
Xiaoyuan still looked at her faintly: "In fact, sometimes giving up dreams does not mean the end, it may be the beginning of a new dream." ”
Liu Birao nodded thoughtfully.
"Actually, my boyfriend, you've seen ......"
"Huh?" Xiao Yuan was surprised.
"Mr. Cheng's garden is designed by him!" said Bi Rao.
The image of a thin man with glasses suddenly appeared in Xiao Yuan's mind, and he remembered the uneasiness in his eyes, and faintly had a hint of foreboding.