Chapter 256: Confession and Denial?
Kim Jong Kwon quietly listened to Hyo-min tell the story of what happened that day, and his mind returned to the day it all began. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
He sneaked out, and by chance he passed by and witnessed a young girl being pulled away, but a young girl left her and ran away alone.
This scene made Kim Jong-kwon, who was already in a bad mood, angry directly, and chose to help instead of standing idly by.
Kim Jong Kwon has never admitted that he is a good person, he is willing to lend a helping hand to some things, and sometimes he will not ask for trouble, everything is done as he pleases.
Because he doesn't want to be bound by the so-called moral shackles, some things are worth doing, and some things are not worth his help.
Saving this girl, Kim Jong Kwon didn't want to get anything in return, or to find some spiritual comfort, but he just happened to run into it, and he happened to be very blind.
Therefore, even if he was seriously injured because of negligence and almost lost his life, he never regretted or resented it.
Because it's all his choice, and it has nothing to do with anyone else.
What he can't accept is being 'betrayed' again.
Yes, betrayal!
Kim Jong Kwon will not ask the rescued girl to bear the responsibility for his serious injury, and he will pay for the medical expenses himself, and he will not trouble others.
Even when she didn't dare to go to the police station to identify those bad teenagers, Kim Jong-kwon stood in her position and thought about it for her.
These are nothing, these Kim Jong Kwon can be understood, he is such an alternative, a somewhat strange person, and his thoughts are a little different from normal people.
What Kim Jong-kwan couldn't understand the most was that the girl he saved hadn't come to see him once, not even a word of thanks.
This approach undoubtedly completely negated his righteous actions, and changed from helping people to meddling in things.
This kind of 'betrayal' made Kim Jong-kwan disheartened, and the appearance of 'Lingguang' after escaping death made him panic, so he chose to take the initiative to serve in the military.
This is the subjective reason why Kim Jong-kwon took the initiative to choose to serve in the military, and the flame of hope that has not been extinguished is just his subconscious unwillingness.
......
Hyomin's story is very exciting, the betrayal of his best friend, the sudden appearance of the kind-hearted 'Ah Yuxi', and the figure of falling in a pool of blood......
Kim Jong Kwon could see that she really cared about this matter, and she remembered every detail clearly.
It is impossible to pretend to be this kind of true feelings, as an actor, Kim Jong-kwan still has this eyesight.
After listening to Hyomin's story, Kim Jong-kwon's face was extremely complicated.
He could never have imagined that the girl he had saved would be her, and that he and she would meet again in this way.
No wonder when he first saw her, he felt a faint sense of familiarity lingering in his mind, but he couldn't remember who she was or where he had seen her.
Kim Jong-kwon's heart has a kind of realization, it seems that he has always thought that he didn't care about this incident back then, and he has forgotten about it.
But in fact, he has always remembered it clearly, never forgotten, and he still cares very much in his heart.
Otherwise, after such a long time, it is impossible for him to have a faint sense of familiarity with Xiao Min, after all, they have only met once, and it is only a few minutes.
Even if that incident was too impressive, Kim Jong-kwan couldn't remember her.
Therefore, this faint sense of familiarity is the proof that Kim Jong Kwon remembers and cares about this matter.
In his subconscious, he may have thought many times about seeing that girl again, or asking her face to face, or wanting to take a breath, or how to ......
But it's just that he has never admitted it, and he generously chose to forget, which is just a way to deceive himself.
Kim Jong Kwon hasn't really let go!
......
"I've been trying to find the one who saved me, but I haven't had any clues..."
"I came to be a trainee, and I debuted as an idol just because Ah Zhixi said that he was also an artist..."
"Until that day, I met OPPA, and OPPA's back really seemed to be like that strong intuition that kept me at ease. ”
"Then I started collecting all the information about OPPA and joined the official fan..."
"All the information released by OPPA is so consistent, if OPPA is the one who is Xi, then the reason why OPPA will go to serve as an alternative must be because of those injuries!"
Hyomin told Kim Jong-kwan the reason why she didn't show up, how she had been feeling for so long, and her speculations.
Then he looked at Kim Jong Kwon with an excited face and some expectation, waiting for his answer.
Seriously, now Kim Jong Kwon is really messed up.
When he heard what Hyomin said, the resentment and anger in his heart that he didn't want to admit began to slowly dissipate.
Should he blame Hyo-min? From her private complaint, it can be seen that Hyo-min really wants to thank him, and is even willing to go to the police station to testify.
As an underage little girl, this courage is gratifying.
By the time Kim Jong Kwon heard that she had such thoughts and tried to do it, Kim Jong Kwon no longer blamed her.
It's not that Kim Jong Kwon believes her so easily, but she doesn't have to lie, otherwise she wouldn't have been looking for this 'Ah Yuxi', and she wouldn't be rude to him, a senior, just because she wanted to confirm his identity.
Moreover, after such a long time, Kim Jong Kwon has become more and more mature, and he is not as radical as before.
Maybe he also has to thank Hyomin, otherwise, how would he get the 'spiritual light', how could he meet Su Ji-sub, a nobleman.
If you don't blame Hyo-min, do you blame Hyo-min's mother?
Xiaomin's mother's approach, standing in the position of a mother, is not wrong, afraid that her daughter will be hurt and retaliated, she moved away directly, and this kind of courage is not something that ordinary people can have.
Thinking about it, it seems that I can only blame myself, if I was careful at the time......
Kim Jong Kwon shook his head with a wry smile, how can there be so many ifs, just like he said to Taeyeon, the past is over, and it is in vain to think about those things that cannot be changed.
At least, Kim Jong-kwan admires Hyo-min now.
With a little intuition, some information published on the Internet can deduce his identity.
Aside from luck, Kim Jong-kwon couldn't think of any other explanation.
He really felt Hyomin's heart, but what should he do now?
Admit it directly?
So how should he face Xiao Min, should he scold her and get angry or generously show that he doesn't care about it anymore.
Outright denial?
It's better to pretend that this kind of thing has never happened, or meet in the relationship between artist Kim Jong Kwon and Tara Park Hyo Min, which seems to save a lot of trouble.
But looking at her like this, she should already have the answer in her heart, even if he doesn't admit it, I believe that Xiaomin will continue to look for it, it's a waste of energy, not to say, in case you meet a liar again...
Kim Jong-kwon was caught in a dilemma and hesitated for a moment.
And after Hyomin saw Kim Jong-kwan shaking his head with a wry smile, his face turned pale, thinking that he denied this identity.
Although Hyomin has a great deal of certainty to ask so eagerly, it is also possible that she really recognized the wrong person, although South Korea is not big, but there are tens of millions of people living in it.
In so many people, it is really only possible to rely on luck to find someone, in fact, even Hyomin herself does not have much hope, the reason why she insists on doing this is to seek peace of mind and atone for her sins.
If Kim Jong-kwon really wasn't that person, what Hyo-min had done for so long was a joke.
Kim Jong-kwon's inadvertent shaking of his head when he didn't know what he was thinking about had already made Hyo-min's heart half cold.
He is still thinking seriously, trying to choose an ending that is good for both him and Hyomin.
But no matter how you think about it, you can only admit or deny these two options, and it is not so easy to want the best of both worlds.
At this moment, Kim Jong Kwon inadvertently raised his eyes, making him stunned, Xiao Min was in a very bad state at this time, his face was white and scary, and he was sweating.
Only the bitten lips and the gaze that looked at him could prove how much she cared about the answer at the moment.
Kim Jong Kwon sighed in his heart and made a choice, since it was already a thing of the past, why should he be so careful.
"Things have passed, maybe when I was lying in the hospital, I still had some resentment and dissatisfaction in my heart, but now that I heard your explanation, it is enough, I forgive you. Kim Jong Kwon said to her with a serious expression.
Hyomin was stunned for a moment, and then tears instantly overflowed his eyes and flowed out like broken threads.
One second Hyomin was still wrapped in huge disappointment, and the next second she heard Kim Jong-kwan admit that she was the 'Ah Yuxi' who saved her, and forgave her.
The surprise came so suddenly that Hyo-min was completely caught off guard, and only the tears that kept flowing at this time could express her uneasy mood now.
She's been waiting for this day for a long time.
She had waited too long for this sentence.
Since that incident, a cheerful and smiling girl has become silent, introverted and unconfident, surrounded by guilt.
She waited so long just to hear this sentence and get this forgiveness.
She locked her heart, but she lost the key, and now she has finally found it!
There is an old saying in Huaguo that the bell must be tied to the bell, and Ah Yuxi, who saved her that day, is like Xiaomin's inner demon, and she bears the condemnation of conscience all the time.
Hyomin hopes to be free, hopes to get his forgiveness, even if she is beaten and scolded, she is willing to bear any punishment, she just wants to have peace of mind.
Now, that wish has finally come true.
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