Chapter 22 Love is always so involuntary
This week, Su Xiaocan has been living like a fish in water in her new school and class, which is much better than her passive slacking off in her previous life. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info classmates, now, she can call her name, most of them have said a word or two.
The homeroom teacher Qin Ruohan talked to Su Xiaocan alone and told her that she was late for school, and the positions of the class cadres in the class had been set, and for a while, it was not good to make any changes, and when there was a good opportunity in the future, she would arrange a position for her, so that she would not have a burden or a gap in her heart, she was really a very good student in the eyes of the teacher.
Su Xiaocan was a little impressed by this matter, as if in her previous life, Qin Ruohan also told her, but it seems to be winter, right? At that time, the first batch of people to join the group was selected in the first grade of junior high school, and Qin Ruohan directly let her join the group at this time because of her excellent midterm exam results, and became the secretary of the Youth League branch in the class. In her previous life, she was quite concerned about this matter, who made her used to being a squad leader and squadron leader in elementary school, and she became a common person for a while, and she was really not used to it. Now, hehe, she really doesn't have to worry too much about a bunch of kids.
Everything is moving in a good direction step by step compared to the previous life.
That's it, for Cui Yimo, who she really wants to know, maybe because the more she cares, the more she can't say hello calmly, and she doesn't even have an ordinary mask or a chance to look at each other.
She happily returned to the time when she met him for the first time, and she wanted to complete this life, so that the two of them would no longer have regrets and no longer miss out. Full of thoughts and love in her heart, but there is nowhere to tell, she is about to hold out her heart disease.
In his previous life, Su Xiaocan put Cui Yimo in his eyes, and it was at the class reunion more than ten years later, and for him in junior high school, his memory was limited to knowing that there was such a person.
When the two fell in love, Cui Yimo was in the army again, and there were very few days of real face-to-face relationship. In Cui Yimo's only two family visits, he also took care of Su Xiaocan, and he was close to Su Xiaocan for whatever he liked. He returned to the army, and at that time when communication was not very developed, there was no WeChat, no wireless, no video, only expensive long-distance phone bills. Therefore, Su Xiaocan's understanding of Cui Yimo only stays at being very good to her, doting on her, and giving people a very down-to-earth and stable feeling.
After Su Xiaocan unilaterally told Cui Yimo about the breakup, Cui Yimo became a pain that Su Xiaocan couldn't touch in his heart, and it hurt when he touched it. Therefore, in his long single career, Su Xiaocan will subconsciously avoid running into Cui Yimo, and he is especially eager for him to fall from the sky and suddenly appear in front of him. In the entanglement of contradictions, I still have to meet a lot of blind dates, and try to forget that person.
This week, she returned to junior high school, and the distance between her and Cui Yimo did not improve at all because of her deliberateness. Sometimes, when she catches Cui Yimo's chubby figure out of the corner of her eye, she will wonder what she likes about Cui Yimo? How much does she know about him? What kind of character and temper is he, is he really suitable for herself, can he hold hands with her for a lifetime? Is it just because she can't ask for it, so she cherishes it extraordinarily?
Now, she has been reborn, what kind of good man can't be touched, she is still young, there will be any possibility!
But let her just give up?
Every time this thought appears, the seven or eight lonely nights of the previous life will come to mind, and the figure is alone, and in the end, there is only boundless pain and loneliness left in my heart.
In the past seven or eight years, in the words of her friend, she has almost met all the unmarried men of the right age in Yuangu City, and tried to get along with one or two excellent people, but in the end? She always felt that she was a little worse than those people, and she didn't even have the desire to hold hands with them, so where could she talk about getting married and having children? She had a kind of illusion that she was not a sexually cold person, or was she simply a same-sex *love?!
After experiencing a bumpy past life, she now thinks about it carefully, in life, no matter whether Cui Yimo is good or bad, no matter whether other people in her life are heroes or bears, she has only been moved by Cui Yimo alone from beginning to end, and she will only pay attention to his every move.
Love, always so involuntarily.
Since she is destined to be such a person, she has a firm belief that she will train Cui Yimo well as she thought when she first realized that she was reborn, raise him to be the best person in her mind, and then live this life happily and carefree.
Su Xiaocan no longer lingered, no longer hesitated, and carefully observed Cui Yimo.
It's just that she's only been here for a week, and the people who have crossed paths with her are easy to get along with, and it won't make people feel abrupt that it's not the people around her seat, or the people who stay in the classroom in the morning to have breakfast together, and it's mainly girls.
Decadent, if only she were a clever communicator!
However, this week, she was not completely without a little gain, at least, she met Ma Xiaoling, the girl in the front row of Cui Yimo, and Cui Yimo was from the same village, and she knew some sporadic news about Cui Yimo from her mouth. Because she can't be too deliberate, she doesn't know much, and it's almost the same as the information about Cui Yimo she knew in her previous life.
Cui Yimo now lives in his uncle's house, which is in the village east of the school and past the waste ditch, which can be crossed into the city, which is very close to the school.
Su Xiaocan also found that Cui Yimo was closer to a few boys from other classes, it should be a few young people from the same village that he said in his previous life, right? Hey, who knows, the friendship of boys, girls don't understand it very well.
The last class on Friday afternoon was the math class, and the math teacher was math numbers and very few dragged the class, and as soon as the bell rang at half past six, the teacher announced that school was over.
Su Xiaocan was stopped by his classmates to explain a math problem, and he left the school a little later than the other students in the class.
The first (5) class of junior high school is not without students from Sujia Village, in addition to Su Xiaocan, there are two boys, one of whom is a classmate in elementary school, but when he was promoted to junior high school, he didn't know why, so he suddenly became unfamiliar and rarely even said a word.
Su Xiaocan is also a busy person now, for others she is only a primary school classmate who has not seen her for a month or two, for her, she has become an old antique in the past one or two decades, so there is really no need to care about it.
The students of Sujia Village in other classes, Su Xiaocan has not had time to contact them.
Therefore, after school, there was only one person left, the sky was still bright, and there was not much homework to burden at this time, Su Xiaocan pushed the bicycle and walked out of the school gate slowly, and had a good look at the scenery at this time.