Chapter 1003: Self-blame
Xiao Xu closed his eyes for a moment, then reopened his eyes with a casual smile: "It's nothing." I was probably in a hurry, and I was a little dizzy just now. It's okay now. ”
A trace of fire jumped out of Gu Wanning's eyes.
Xiao Xu smiled a little weakly: "I'm really fine." ”
Gu Wanning let go of his hand expressionlessly, turned around and was about to leave.
Xiao Xu grabbed her hand and softened her voice: "Okay, good, I'll be honest." It must be that I have stayed up too late these days, and it is too sad and exhausting, so I am weak and tired, and I am dizzy. Even standing here now, I feel that my legs are weak. If you leave me alone, I won't even have the strength to walk. ”
The little noble man standing aside: "......"
Ignoring him coldly at his loyal servant, as soon as he saw the queen's mother, he immediately turned into a finger twister.
Your Majesty, where is your festival?
Xiao Guizi complained silently in his heart, retreated with interest, and closed the door intimately by the way.
Through the crack in the door, Gu Wanning's voice with anger in the condensation came into his ears: "The border is at war, you are working hard like this, do you plan to break yourself down and let your son succeed to the throne?"
Little Guizi: "......"
The queen mother is still as sharp and vicious as ever, and she is ruthless!
Xiao Guizi twitched the corners of his mouth and stood a few steps away silently.
Mu Tao also stood outside the door, glanced at him, and asked in a low voice, "Did the emperor and Niangniang quarrel?"
Xiao Guizi shrugged: "How can this be." How can the emperor be willing to quarrel with Niangniang, he must be coaxing Niangniang in a low voice. ”
……
Xiao Guizi was right.
Xiao Xu has always pursued the principle of "asking for a wife without shame", and has the bearing of "a big husband can bend if he can", and cheekily leaned his head on Gu Wanning's shoulder: "A-Ning, I know you feel sorry for me." I was also in too much of a hurry, so I didn't sleep well for several nights, and I didn't have much strength in my body. Actually, it's not a big deal, don't be angry. ”
Gu Guanning's temper came and went quickly. Xiao Xu bowed her head to show weakness, and the anger in her heart also receded like a tide.
She helped Xiao Xu sit down, looked at Xiao Xu carefully, and frowned again: "How many nights have you stayed up and not slept?"
"I just didn't sleep last night. Xiao Xu lied seriously.
Gu Wanning glanced at him coldly: "To be honest." ”
"And the night before. Xiao Xu changed his words as kindly, and by the way, he raised his right hand and swore an oath: "It's really only two nights without sleep." ”
That innocent look is exactly the same as Gillian Yi's lying expression when she makes a mistake.
Gu Wanning was angry and funny, his heart softened unconsciously, and his voice softened a lot: "At this time, you must be more stable." The border is at war, and looking at this posture, it is not something that can be fought overnight. If you don't sleep for a few nights, you won't be able to win the battle? ”
Xiao Xu exhaled deeply, and a helpless wry smile overflowed at the corner of his mouth: "I understand these truths if you don't say them." ”
"It's just that as the Son of Heaven, when I think of the bloody battles of the Great Qin soldiers at the border pass, there are countless casualties, and the people at the border pass have suffered heavy casualties. It was like a heavy stone pressing on my heart, and it was heavy, making me breathless. ”
Xiao Xu's voice gradually deepened: "This battle has never been in the previous life. The Tibetans also did not join forces with the Turks to invade Great Qin. Ah Yi ascended the throne at a young age, and you were the regent of the court, so you took care of the affairs of the court in an orderly manner. ”
"For the past two nights, I've been thinking about it, I'm going to be reborn and sit on the dragon chair. Did it change the original fate of Great Qin? Did this war happen because of me?"
Later, the voice was a little dazed.
It seems that this has really bothered him for a long time.
Gu Wanning was shocked when he heard this, and clenched Xiao Xu's arm hard: "Xiao Xu, what are you thinking nonsense." You give me a head up and look at me. ”
The last three words were sonorous and powerful, and they were very cold.
Xiao Xu subconsciously raised his head and looked at Gu Wanning.
Gu Wanning's eyes were extremely bright, locked his eyes tightly, and said word by word: "If you think so, then should I feel as guilty as you! Because of my rebirth, you will go back to your youth with me." Because of you and me, the people who are close to me have become Leyang. The father and son of the King of Qi were killed in advance, and the prince of Qi escaped from the Zongren Mansion. In the final analysis, it's my fault to blame. ”
"Still, I wasn't guilty. If this is the ordeal given to Daqin by the heavens, everyone can only face it with their chests high and cannot retreat. ”
"You and I are the emperors, we must behave calmly and calmly, and we must not show panic and cowardice. ”
"It is useless to think about what has already happened. The most important thing now is to do everything possible to repel the enemy forces. In any case, they cannot be allowed to set foot in the Central Plains. Even if the border army is killed and wounded, the border city must be defended!"
"Taking a step back, the border city cannot be defended, and the enemy army has not reached the point of destroying the country when it invades the Central Plains. The Great Qin Dynasty was founded for more than 100 years, rich and prosperous, and the national strength was at its peak. The Tibetan Turks are just uncivilized nomads outside the Guan, relying on their blood and courage to seize a momentary opportunity. If you want to occupy the Central Plains, it is absolutely impossible!"
……
Under the bright candlelight, that beautiful face exuded awe-inspiring and resolute, which made people take away the gods.
Xiao Xu didn't move, but looked at Gu Wanning's gaze gradually burning.
Strong, resolute, calm.
Gu Guanning, which is unique in the world!
How lucky it is to be able to marry her in the past and this life!
"A-Ning," Xiao Xu slammed into Gu Wanning's arms. Blazing kisses on her lips.
Gu Wanning did not refuse, and replied with the same fiery.
The fierce kiss quickly ignited the fire in the hearts of the two. Xiao Xu couldn't even wait to go back to the bedroom, and unbuttoned her clothes on the wide dragon chair.
……
The passion that burned like fire made the two of them gasp.
Gu Wanning sat in his arms, his hair was messy, his clothes were disheveled, his cheeks were crimson, and his eyes were as bright as starlight.
Instead of rushing to straighten her clothes, she pressed her forehead against hiss and asked softly, "Are you feeling better now?"
The fierce love consumed Xiao Xu's energy, and also dissolved the dark emotions such as anxious self-blame that had been gathering in his heart for many days.
Xiao Xu chuckled silently: "It feels good." Then he chuckled in a low voice: "Unprecedented." ”
Gu Wanning's face was flushed, and he glared at him with disgust.
Xiao Xu's heart stirred, and her hands quietly slipped into her clothes.
Gu Wanning grabbed his hand and glared at him: "Do you plan to sleep all day tomorrow?" After staying up for so many days in a row, I spent a lot of energy just now, and if I came again, I was afraid that I would not have the energy to deal with political affairs tomorrow.
Men never admit defeat in this kind of thing.
Xiao Xu was no exception, and immediately responded: "Try it and you'll know." ”
Gu Guanning: "......"