Lin Shu lowered her head and opened the lunch box, not daring to look at Ge Yi who was sitting in the distance. www.biquge.info When did Lan Qianqian become such a mother-in-law, and she couldn't find her way back to the dormitory.

Ge Yi didn't speak, and Lin Shu also lowered his head and ate the bento, and never looked at him. Hearing the sound of a stool rubbing against the ground, Lin Shu felt Ge Yi walking towards him. He sat down beside him, just took a box of bento and began to eat. The air became quiet again, and Lin Shu seemed to be able to hear Ge Yi's breathing.

"Here's some information about the Love Journey, so you can take it back and sort it out later. Ge Yi finally spoke, breaking the silence.

"Hmm. ”

Ge Yi put down his chopsticks and moved his arm, as if he was very tired.

"Are you tired of moving so many things?"

"No, it was a morning meeting today. In the afternoon, I came back to discuss with the teacher about the love trip for an afternoon, and I typed for a few hours, and my arm was a little sore. ”

"Going out in uniform should be an important meeting. ”

"It's nothing, it's just some cooperation with foreign financial colleges, and I used to speak on behalf of students. ”

"Oh. ”

Lin Shu continued to bow his head to eat, Ge Yi stood up and walked back to his position, there was the sound of turning papers, probably reading the materials of today's meeting. It seems that his position as the chairman of the finance department is not used to make soy sauce, but he still sits very hard.

After Lin Shu finished eating, Ge Yi sent her back to the bedroom. It was late and there weren't many students on the road. Passing by a few occasionally, looking at them is also curious to take a few more looks, but Lin Shu is used to such a gaze, just walking her own way. The night was very quiet, which reminded Lin Shu of the night in her hometown again, and it was so quiet and lovely.

"Lin Shu, will you like me?"

Ge Yi suddenly asked this question, which surprised Lin Shu. Like, that word doesn't seem to make sense to them either. Because in her opinion, it was just a big gamble on the part of Ge Yi.

"No, it won't. ”

Ge Yi smiled, "Yes, people's feelings are not something you can control. ”

"If you are rational enough, and calm enough to see your position clearly, you can control it. ”

"Well, maybe that's the only thing we have in common. Lin Shu, you are worthy of being the person Gu Chen cares about, it is really interesting. ”

"You are also worthy of being Gu Chen's opponent, in order to win Gu Chen, you can let go of the gamble. ”

"Life is a gamble, and if you don't gamble everything, how can you win the most. ”

"I don't understand that. ”

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand, at least you've always been able to calmly see your position, and this alone can be compared to many girls. ”

"Everyone has their own shining point, but it just happens that my shining point is just appreciated by you. In the eyes of others, maybe other girls are better. ”

"The biggest attraction about you is that you know how to be in a good way. You're a smart girl and you never put yourself in the wrong place. ”

"Perhaps. ”

Before he knew it, he had walked to the front of Polytechnic Building No. 1, and Ge Yi looked up at the top floor of the building. "Polytechnic Building 1, this is probably the most legendary place in this school, do you know its story?"

"Yes. ”

"Any ideas?"

"Nope. ”

"For Gu Chen, don't you really care at all?"

"Since he left three years ago, we no longer have crossed paths, what can we care about?"

Ge Yi looked at Lin Shu with a slightly exploratory look in his eyes. "Lin Shu, you are a very strange girl, I don't know whether to call you indifferent, or just the sadness of not wanting to mention the past. ”

Lin Shu turned her head sideways, and Ge Yi couldn't see her expression clearly, "Maybe it's both." ”

"What happened three years ago made you so unable to let go, could it be that Gu Chen did something that made you very sad?"

"It's none of his business, it's just an accident. ”

Lin Shu was reluctant to say, and Ge Yi didn't continue to ask.

"Ge Yi, if we don't have any intersection after Gu Chen comes back, can you let me go?"

"Excuse me? You used a very sad word. Is it painful to be my girlfriend?"

"No, I just don't like it. ”

"It's just a show, you don't have to take it seriously. ”

For some reason, Lin Shu's heart suddenly felt very angry. The word sounds so harsh, but he can say it so easily. Ge Yi, he is really indifferent. It doesn't matter if what he does hurts others, he doesn't care. It may be said that even if what he does hurts himself, he can not care. What can make him care is only how to do it to achieve the goal.

"Ge Yi, do you have any family?"

Ge Yi's expression seemed to freeze for a moment, but Lin Shu saw it clearly. "What is this for?"

"I'm just wondering if you're so cold when you're with your own family. If yes, then I really don't wonder that you would be such a cold person. ”

"It's all the same, but there are very few opportunities like that. ”

There was a hint of loneliness between Ge Yi's eyebrows, family? It's just that the chances of seeing him are too few. It is estimated that there are only a handful of such opportunities since birth, and they are all counted when they were young. It's been a long time since I've seen my father, at least since junior high school. The only impression his father had on him was the words that Uncle Zhong brought to him every time. It's usually a goal to achieve, to participate in boring private competitions and the like for the sake of family honor. So for the so-called father, Ge Yi basically has no special feelings. He's like a machine that gives orders, and he's just a machine that executes orders.

"Sometimes I think that the relationship between people is quite wonderful, and some people are obviously destined to be natural opponents, but they can be so tacit, as if something is inseparable from each other. And some people, obviously taking advantage of the relationship with being used, can still eat peacefully and take a walk together. ”

"Lin Shu, you are too pessimistic about yourself. The relationship between us is not one of exploitation and exploitation, you are a bargaining chip, an object of contention, and the right to make a choice, not as miserable as being used. ”

"It's all the same, so why bother with words. It's said to be the object of contention, but if this kind of life is not what I like, it is a disservice. ”

"Isn't it true that people are all like this, even if they are relatives, they only exist for their own benefit. ”

"What about you, did you win Gu Chen for the benefit of the family, or just to satisfy your vanity?"

"Neither, it's just that I'm used to carrying out orders, and I can't find anything interesting to do other than this. ”

Ge Yi's expression had a sadness and confusion that Lin Shu couldn't understand, "Execute the order?"

"It's time for you to go back. ”

"Well, it's getting late, it's time to go back. It's so close to our apartment that you don't have to send it anymore. ”

Ge Yi watched Lin Shu leave, and for some reason, he felt empty in his heart for the first time.

When Lin Shu returned to the dormitory, Li Xiang was still playing games. She walked up the bed ladder to see if Gu Xi was asleep. Gu Xi's face was still not very good, and Lin Shu tucked the quilt for her. Gu Xi opened his eyes and saw Lin Shu and gave her a smile.

"Xiaoxi, are you feeling better?"

"Well, it's much better. You don't have to worry, Shu'er. I've been in poor health since I was a child, and this kind of thing happens a lot. ”

"Did you go to the hospital for a check-up?"

"Well, but the doctor said it's just weak, there's nothing wrong with it. ”

"That's good. ”

"Shu'er, you look tired, you must be tired today, right?"

"It's fine. ”

Gu Xi took Lin Shu's hand, "Shu'er, why don't you come up and sleep with me, no one has slept with me since I was a child?"

"Okay. ”

Lin Shu got into Gu Xi's quilt, and both of them smiled stupidly.

"I feel so happy, Shu'er is so close to me. Looking at it so closely, Shu'er's eyebrows are very good-looking. If you wear a period costume, I think it will look better. ”

"Why costumes?"

"I don't know, I just thought of this. I think if you are dressed in white and add a guqin, it should be a very beautiful picture. ”

"Xiaoxi, have you watched too many costume dramas. Does British TV also show Chinese costume films?"

"Now the Internet is very developed, you can search for a lot of Chinese costume dramas from the Internet. ”

"I thought you only knew the violin. ”

"You're making fun of me again. However, Shu'er's future one will be very happy, you can watch Shu'er fall asleep like this, and you can see you when you open your eyes every day. ”

"It's the same with the creek. ”

"What kind of person does Shu'er like?"

Lin Shu thought for a while, "Be calm and calm, and then, if you understand me, you will give me the life I want." ”

"Sounds like a great guy. ”

"What about the creek?"

"I also like to be calm, preferably, to understand the instrument, to understand the sound of my violin. ”

"This should be quite difficult, Xiaoxi, you are so demanding. ”

"No, I've met one. ”

"Who?"

Gu Xi was a little shy and lowered his head slightly.

"Actually, don't you say that I also know it's Xinrui?"

"Ah, Shu'er, how do you know?"

"You have always disliked contact with strangers, and the only person you have played with is Xinrui as far as I know. And on the day of the welcome party, you look at Xinrui's eyes with excitement and the joy of reunion. Your duet is so well in tune, will there be anyone else but him?"

"Shu'er, you are very careful, we have only played together twice, but all my mind is in the song, and that time is the only time when I can find the value of my existence. ”

"Xiaoxi, do you like Xinrui?"

Gu Xi smiled, "I won't like it." ”

"Why?"

"Although we don't talk much, a person plays a piece with all the emotions he expresses. Senior Xinrui's heart has never been on this kind of thing, he seems to have something he wants to accomplish. And for me, I admired him just because I admired him too much. He's like a paladin, fulfilling all my fantasies about a gentleman. He is also like a star in the night sky, although it is beautiful and dazzling, but it can only be viewed, not owned. So, instead of liking, it's better to just wait in a quiet way. For the people I care about, it is enough for me to be able to see him and be around him. ”

"But wouldn't there be any regrets?"

"No, when you want to protect someone, the most important thing is to see that they are well. And, knowing that person won't like you, protecting him will hurt you less than liking him. It is a kind of fulfillment, to oneself and to each other. ”

"Well, I kind of understand what the creek means. But if I fall in love with someone, if he also has a heart for me, I think I will do whatever it takes to fulfill us, a lifetime of affection, only for one person. ”

"Everybody wants different choices. Some people are willing to fight for it, either to get it or to forget about it. And I prefer to choose a way where everyone doesn't get hurt. If the two have the same heart, it is good to pursue it as bravely as Shu'er. ”

"Either way, it just depends on how deep your attachment to a relationship is. ”

Lin Shu narrowed her eyes and seemed to be very sleepy. Gu Xi pulled the quilt for her, "Hmm." Okay, you're tired today, so go to bed. ”

"Okay, good night, Creek. ”

"Good night, Shu'er. ”