Since her father left, Lin Shu has not gone to school again, and she often stays alone in the house and rarely speaks. Pen&Fun&Pavilion www.biquge.info Lin's mother didn't force her to learn anything, she hoped to give her more time. Yao Ying would often come over to accompany her, but the two of them didn't talk and just sit.

In the room, Lin Shu sat in front of the bed and took out the letter that Gu Chen had given him. Tears had long since flowed, hitting the already blurred handwriting. He had said that she could rely on him and trust him without any scruples. He said that no matter what difficulties she had, as long as she went to him, he would definitely help her. He had said that no matter what happened, he would not leave her. He said that they were going to go to A University together. He said a lot, and all Lin Shu believed it. From today on, Lin Shu will never believe it again.

She took out a lighter and burned the letter to ashes. Gu Chen, no matter what the reason for your departure, you have not been able to keep the agreement between us. If your family is more important to you than anything else, then I only wish we would never see each other again in this life.

Gray sky, empty house, Lin Shu sat barefoot in the corner by the window. When you look up, you can see a corner of the sky, and a dried blue cornflower on the windowsill. In the month after her father left, this was all Lin Shu's memory.

The June high school entrance examination came as scheduled, and everything did not change anything because of the death of Lin Shu's father. The only thing that has changed is that Lin Shu was not admitted to the high school. Her grades were only enough to apply for a high school in the countryside, so her mother planned to take Lin Shu back to her hometown.

The night before Lin Shu left, Yao Ying stayed at her house and sent her.

"Yao Ying, congratulations on finally being admitted to the high school."

"Hmm".

"Yao Ying, keep working hard with your dreams and my dreams, no matter how difficult it is, don't give up, okay?"

"Hmm".

"It's rare to see Yao Ying so quiet", Lin Shu smiled reluctantly.

Yao Ying said "um" again, she just didn't know what to say. Whether it was Uncle Lin's death, Gu Chen's departure, or the failure of the high school entrance examination, it was a very fatal blow to Lin Shu.

Since she was a child, she has been so stubborn, no matter how sad she is, she is only willing to put it in her heart. She once said that because sadness is contagious, she doesn't want others to see her sadness.

"Shu'er, promise me not to give up on college, okay?", Yao Ying said as if pleading. Lin Shu didn't answer, her father was gone, and it was really hard for her mother to support the family alone, should she go to work to reduce her mother's burden.

"The reason why Aunt Lin worked so hard to support her family was because she was afraid that you would give up, right? So don't let her down, okay?"

Lin Shu suddenly cried, Yao Ying was a little panicked, she had never seen her cry so sadly. I had to hug her and cry with her.

For so many years, she knows Lin Shu so well, she has been living so strong, and what can completely defeat her. What she needs now is not comfort, but companionship. That way, she wouldn't feel like she was alone.

That night, Lin Shu promised Yao Ying to be admitted to the university together.

For the next three years, they worked together for this promise of college. Yao Ying's grades have always been very good, and the school has always been interested in cultivating her. And Lin Shu is also very hard-working, in addition to helping her mother share the housework, she spends all her time studying. At the beginning, I always thought of Gu Chen because of a certain time and scene, but later I basically couldn't remember it because I was busy. That memory seems to have been deliberately sealed in the bottom of my heart.

Every winter and summer vacation, Yao Ying will return to her hometown to tutor Lin Shu until another June.