Chapter 188: The heart is uneasy
Lin Zhaoqing sighed silently in her heart when she heard Geng Yan's words. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
In fact, how could she not understand such a truth.
But it's one thing to not understand, and it's another thing to think about it.
"Teacher Geng, if there is nothing else, I will go back. Lin Zhaoqing said in a low voice, "Thank you, Mr. Geng, for your enlightenment." ”
Geng Yan nodded: "Then go back and lie on the table and sleep for a while, don't think too much, you're only seven years old." ”
Children with high IQ are always more tired than other children of the same age, so Geng Yan wants Lin Zhaoqing not to really think of herself as an adult, she is just a child now, and she shouldn't have so many troubles.
"Well, goodbye, Mr. Geng. ”
Lin Zhaoqing came out of the office and took a deep breath.
No, she can't continue to be in this state, and now that even the teacher can see it, isn't it more anxious to go home and let her parents see it.
So what she thinks in her heart really can't be revealed.
In this way, Lin Zhaoqing returned to the classroom with a calm expression.
The classroom was very quiet, and many students were sleeping quietly on their desks.
Lin Zhaoqing looked at Lin Shijin from a distance, and he raised his head when he saw her come in.
Lin Zhaoqing smiled lightly at him, meaning that he didn't have to worry.
In fact, she was really worried too much about this matter, and even Lin Shijin's spirit couldn't relax.
She had to get it right.
Out of this thought, Lin Zhaoqing's appearance in the afternoon looked much more normal, and his face looked stronger than in the morning.
Cheng Yuan is the most relieved person, as Lin Zhaoqing's tablemate, she feels Lin Zhaoqing's state the most, but she has always been not very good at comforting people or anything, and she is embarrassed to ask Lin Zhaoqing, now that Lin Zhaoqing's state has recovered, she is also deeply relieved.
But despite maintaining a good attitude in front of her classmates and teachers, when there were no teachers and classmates, Lin Zhaoqing's heart still seemed to be weighing a heavy stone.
"Okay, don't write it, see what it's all about. ”
Lin Shijin reluctantly pulled the pen out of Lin Zhaoqing's hand.
Lin Zhaoqing recovered a little from a daze, and then saw that the empty space on the scroll had been drawn by her with some messy lines.
Dizzy.
Luckily, I used a pencil.
Lin Zhaoqing hurriedly went to get the eraser, but before she could get it, the eraser was intercepted halfway, and there was her roll along the way.
Lin Shijin took the eraser and gently wiped it on her roll until it was all clean.
"Okay, I know you're bored now," Lin Shijin gently pulled her hand, "Don't write it, I'll help you write it in a while, and you can lie on the bed and rest now." ”
Lin Shijin saw that Lin Zhaoqing's state was not very good, the whole person seemed to be very tired, and he was reluctant to let her continue to sit on the chair and calculate the problem with her soul.
Lin Zhaoqing smiled helplessly when she heard this: "You ......"
"I can imitate your handwriting, go, go and rest. Lin Shijin stuffed the washed strawberries next to her into her arms, "Go and eat while resting." ”
Since you like to eat strawberries, eat more so that you can divert your attention.
Lin Zhaoqing pursed her lips, and then lay down on her bed with the strawberry in her arms.
After that, she ate strawberries while looking at Lin Shijin, who was sitting at the desk and making papers seriously.
There was a lamp on the table, and it emitted a yellowish glow.
Under such light, Lin Shijin's side face looked even more flawless, and it was as dazzling as if it had been plated with a layer of golden light.
Really, no matter what time it is, it seems to be so perfect to look at him.
Lin Zhaoqing withdrew her gaze.
Some people's life resumes are as brilliant as gold, such as Lin Shijin.
His family background, educational ability, appearance and figure, there is simply no place that is bad.
And her life history in her previous life doesn't even have much value to mention, let alone her family.
Even now her family can live better than in her previous life, it is because of Lin Shijin, and it is precisely because of Lin Shijin that Lin Guoqiang will treat her father differently.
But the more she did this, the more she felt as if she was under more psychological pressure.
She was afraid, really afraid that she would repeat the tragedy of her previous life.
Although history is no longer the same, if her father is not sure that she has escaped the greatest catastrophe for a day, she will not be able to feel at ease.
The eyes were slightly moist.
Gradually, more and more tears flowed down his eyes.
Although there was no sound, Lin Shijin seemed to feel something, and inadvertently looked at the bed behind her, and then saw the girl half-lying there crying.
Some dim places are even more heart-wrenching to look at.
Lin Shijin put down the pen and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, then took out a handkerchief and gently wiped away her tears.
"Alas, what's the matter, didn't you say it, we will definitely find a way when the time comes, let's not be afraid of it!" Lin Shijin is now using the tone of really coaxing children.
Lin Zhaoqing bit her lip.
Lin Shijin gently hugged her into his arms and patted her on the back: "Okay, I swear, we will not let this happen, don't worry, don't be afraid......"
Lin Shijin knew that it would not be possible for this matter to be safe and sound to anyone, but he saw that Lin Zhaoqing was sad about this matter, and he felt uncomfortable in his own heart.
But it's useless to be anxious about this matter now, because things shouldn't have reached the point where they should happen now.
So we can only wait.
Lin Zhaoqing leaned on Lin Shijin's arms, she didn't dare to make a sound when she cried, for fear that her mother in the living room would hear her, so she could only cry.
Actually, she thinks she hates it now, but she really can't control herself.
She was so scared that she even dreamed of those scenes from her previous life.
But the car accident was really the source of all the tragedies in her family.
If it weren't for the car accident, their family wouldn't be in debt, they wouldn't have dared to go back to their hometown for a few years, and her father wouldn't have gone back to make money to go so far away, and finally died in a foreign land......
Therefore, since God can give her such a chance to be reborn in this life, no matter what the price is, she must not let the tragedy happen again.
"I'm not crying anymore, I'll wait. Lin Zhaoqing said in a sullen voice.
She now felt that she had made up her mind, and whenever her father wanted to go back to her hometown from now on, she would never let him go back.
Whether it's crying, making trouble, stalking, or pretending to be sick or something.
She can use any strategy, with only one purpose, that is, not to let her father repeat the car accident in her previous life.
Only in this way can her heart settle down.