"Lan, don't go, don't go, please, don't do this to me, do you do wrong, I can change, don't go!"

I knelt on the ground weakly, looking at Lan's disappearing back, I was so depressed, so helpless, so hysterical, I thought that Lan might leave me one day, but definitely not now, neither Liu Pengju nor Liu Xia was ready. My world seems to be starting to snow, and it feels so cold, really cold.

"Hey!, what's wrong with you, junior, are you having a nightmare? Don't lean against the wall, beware of catching a cold. ”

I heard Senior Li Wenjun's voice, opened my eyes, and found that nothing had happened, at this time I was leaning against the wall in my pajamas, and the quilt was still neatly folded. It may be that I fell asleep while looking at my phone before, and I have been in this position, no wonder my feet are so sore.

"It's okay, I'm sorry, I'll go to sleep. ”

But I found that I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't go back to the dream I had before. began to think back to the recent experience, and the past, that scene, just like watching a movie, in the second year of high school, it suddenly broke off, and it couldn't be connected.

On Wednesday night, we didn't go to the evening self-study, because everyone went to participate in and watch the dormitory cultural festival, which is an activity jointly organized by the Department of Life and the Department of Literature and Art, once a year, it is one of the larger activities in addition to the college games, held in the student activity center of our school, freshmen have no classes must go to watch, sophomores and juniors want to go, of course, most of the participants in this activity are sophomores and juniors seniors, freshmen have just adapted, and there is no background, so there is no dormitory for all freshmen to participate in the competition。

The dormitories that can participate in the dormitory cultural festival are usually the dormitories with good performance, because not only do you have to show your talents, but also show the dormitory situation, layout, and the inspection of dormitory health by schools and colleges, etc., combined with the harsh environment of the dormitory, so there is only one place for our male dormitory among the 7 participating dormitories.

After dinner at 5 p.m., our sports department rushed early to help set up the venue, and we had to help backstage when the game started. According to the minister, there was an interactive program during the intermission, which seemed to be a hard work, and I was afraid that the audience would not be able to roar (hold), and we needed all the boys in our sports department to make cameos, after all, our physique was there!

I was busy until half past seven and finally started, watching the performance backstage for the first time, standing with the performers, watching their intense rehearsals before the performance, excitement and apprehension, relaxation after the performance, pleasure, regret, and self-blame. I really saw their dedication and efforts, and it was indeed a different feeling from watching from the audience. During this time, we moved props, handed the microphone and something. Our group of old men are also guessing what the "manual work" is going to do for a while, and Brother Nan has been selling Guan Zi and not telling us.

The time reached half past eight, and finally came to the interactive link, when the host said that 8 boys and 8 girls were needed, Brother Nan asked us to go out quickly, and for a while the 5 strong men of the sports department walked out of the backstage shyly, and no one came on stage to try the boys who were eager to try the stage, the host said that this show is a special test of boys' physical strength, and the stage is full of boys from the sports department who came out of the backstage, and many people seem to understand something. It wasn't until all the girls were all together that a few boys came up.

I took a closer look, good guys, these men and women are basically members of the student union, and it's really not okay. Finally, the host explained the content and rules of the game. When I know that the content is that everyone is going to be divided into two teams, there are two books with four red lines, each person chooses one (one side for men and women), two people on the last line as a group, the boys have to hold the girls to do squats, and the group that does the most in each team qualifies, and I want to go directly to the content of the final competition, after all, I haven't played such a large-scale game, and it seems that many girls also have this idea. But since we came up "on our own initiative", we can't go back, so we can only continue with it.

I chose a red line casually, I think as long as it's not with the more rich practice girl and me, it's fine, 175 tall, definitely heavier than me, I really can't hold this type, I'm afraid that all the boys on the field will be eclipsed in front of her.

Fortunately, the girl in my group is a graceful type of little girl, only about 100 pounds. I silently said in my heart: It's okay, it's okay. The team members of Wang Quanfu next to him are a little taller than him, it seems that he is useless. Our group are all acquaintances, and the other two are Ah Cai and Zhang Xiaolong. We're in the first group, so we guess we're going to make a fool of ourselves!

"I'll hug you, don't mind, I'll understand later. ”

"It's okay, there's no way, it's almost enough for a while, don't work too hard, just tell me if it doesn't work." ”

I politely communicated with her for a few words, after all, this matter requires your affection and my willingness, and her cooperation is required to a large extent. But one of her words: If it doesn't work, tell me. I can't bear it, who among the boys would say no in front of the girls?

"Start, 1... 2.....3.……”

I don't know if it was intentional or not, but my hands started to go numb, and at first I was still at ease, adjusting my breathing and preparing to hold on for a long time.

When I squatted for about 20, I turned my head to take a look, Quan Fu and Xiaolong were already dying, Ah Cai couldn't see anything, and my legs began to ache, anyway, I couldn't be the first to fall, I thought so.

When it reached 40, I found that Quanfu and Xiaolong had retreated, Ah Cai was still struggling to support, and my legs had begun to tremble. It's time to spell it out.

“42，43，44，45……”

"If you can't let me down, I see you're tired too, and I know I'm a little fat, so you don't have to work so hard. ”

"It's okay, I can still hold on, my hands are a little numb, you just hold me tight. ”

I think Ah Cai probably wants to get me through it too, and he must be stimulated.

"Cai, give up, I can see that you can't do it, look at me, you're still at ease. ”

After saying that, I thought about Lan's sweet smile, and instantly seemed to have strength, and I did ten at once, and then adjusted my breathing when I was done, and slowly continued to persevere. My action caused the audience to exclaim, and Ah Cai was also shocked by my action and collapsed, and he couldn't continue to stand up after holding on for a while.

Finally it was over, I seemed to have done about 77, and it seemed to me that these few minutes seemed so long, and now my feet were as heavy as lead, and they were still shaking, so I hurried back behind the scenes to prevent making a fool of myself, and quickly found a chair to spread on it.

"Brother Peng, you cow, now that you are a brother, can you continue to do it, you were really amazing just now!"

"Low-key, low-key!"

The minister was secretly having fun there, and he didn't forget to joke with me when it was over. I spread out in my chair and still haven't come to my senses, the second set is over. Yes, I have to go to power again, I'm scared.

The other group of qualifiers is also a buddy from the sports department, well, it really depends on our sports department, coincidentally his partner is actually riding the wind.

"You two boys are two meters away, try to make the girl in the other group laugh, which group of girls can't hold on first, even if you lose. Come on, Sao Nian!"

"Can I speak?"

"You can talk and move, but you can't touch girls, and girls can't move, even if you cover your face, you're losing. ”

Okay, I should have an advantage, that buddy usually doesn't like to talk, my team members, she doesn't know each other, and I usually joke a lot with Chengfeng, there shouldn't be much of a problem, and I've survived before.

I did some of Mr. Bean's classic moves, but her mood didn't fluctuate, and she even looked at me playfully.

"Laugh, I'll invite you to dinner, and milk tea or whatever, so that you are good and I am fine, okay. ”

Still no response, I began to be silent, thinking, I thought of Lan, thought of the past, thought of those regrets, what the hell am I going to do. When everyone thought I was going to give up, I spoke.

"Can you close your eyes and let me prepare?, don't cheat, so many people are watching?"

I looked at the buddy over there, who was still telling jokes. I motioned to the senior in the audience to hand me the roses he had just received, and tucked them in his trench coat. Get back to where you are.

"Okay, you can open your eyes. ”

Before she could react, I took a step forward with my left foot, got down on one knee, lowered my head and slowly took out the rose that was a little wilted under the black trench coat. Affectionate Path:

"Be my girlfriend, from the first time I saw you, I couldn't extricate myself, just like the lyrics in "Legend": just because I was in the crowd, I looked at you more, and I never forgot your face,......"

When I started singing, the audience reacted and coaxed:

"Together again, together again, together again!"

Even though there are many teachers on the judges' bench, everyone is not taboo, and I seem to have heard a teacher say:

"This kid is kind of interesting. ”

I don't know what she thinks: do you think I'm like a clown performing alone? Or do you think it's funny? Maybe it's exciting? Anyway, it's already done, it doesn't matter.

In the midst of the coaxing, she couldn't help but cover her face with her hands. In this way, I won, and I also know that tomorrow I will be "famous and shocked", and maybe everyone will call me "Brother Confession" in the future.

The host was busy coming out to resolve the awkward atmosphere,

"Whether your girlfriend can do it depends on whether you go down and work hard, but you must be invited to dinner, we all heard it, and hundreds of people testified, but you can't rely on it. ”

Back in the background, many people made fun of me, and I don't know why I worked so hard to make these moves, maybe to make up for the regret in my heart! Sorry, ride the wind.