Chapter 25: Perhaps, because of familiarity

Xu Xinrui put Lin Shu on his bed and asked Gu Xi to wipe her hair, fortunately, the rain was not very heavy, and he put on his own coat, so his clothes were not wet. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Gu Xi folded the quilt for Lin Shu and came out, she saw Xu Xinrui standing on the balcony, looking at the rain outside. There was no superfluous expression on his face, as he had when he first met him in England.

Gu Xi still remembers that it was his birthday, and his brother held a small birthday party for himself. also brought a new friend, Xu Xinrui. I heard my brother say that he also met him by chance in England, because he knew that he had not yet found a place to live, so he invited him to his home as a guest. And he only knew that it was his birthday when he arrived at home, because he didn't bring a birthday gift, so he played a birthday song for her on the piano. Later, he played a tune with her, and Gu Xi never forgot Xu Xinrui's piano sound. No emotion could be heard in his voice, but it was as clear as a clear spring. It's very comfortable to listen to, and it can make the mind empty. It was her first time playing with someone, but it was so compatible. In Gu Xi's eyes, Xu Xinrui was like a paladin in the City of Angels, calm, gentlemanly, but also warm, and there seemed to be nothing that could cause ripples in his heart. His ever-present calmness also deeply attracted Gu Xi.

At that time, he was standing on the balcony where he usually stayed, his eyes fixed on the distance. Where she stood, she could only see the side of his face, and the faint contemplation between his eyebrows. She mustered up her courage and finally stepped forward to speak to him.

"You, what are you looking at?" Gu Xi asked nervously.

Xu Xinrui turned around and gave Gu Xi a smile, which made Gu Xi's nervousness reduce a lot. She was afraid that she would disturb him if she trespassed without permission.

"Thinking about someone. ”

"Who is it?"

"Someone I've been looking for. ”

"Is it important?"

"Well, it's important. I'm here to find him. Unfortunately, I still haven't found it. ”

"Can you tell me? or I can help you. ”

Xu Xinrui turned around and still looked into the distance, his expression turned indifferent again. Gu Xi could still see the confusion in his eyes when he turned around.

"No one can help me with this, because I also go to him every time based on my own feelings about his existence. ”

Gu Xi didn't quite understand, but it was not good to ask any more.

"Do you know what that painting your brother hung on the wall?"

"I don't know what happened to that painting, but my brother took it with him when he came. I think it's something very important to my brother, because he looks at that painting a lot of the time. The elder brother said that the people above him were very important to him. ”

"Really?"

"Well, I don't know if it's my brother's friend, but that painting is really beautiful. The three people in the painting feel like they are all very unique and special people. ”

"I painted that picture. ”

Gu Xi's face was full of surprise, so the person holding the drawing board was Xu Xinrui? Looking at Xu Xinrui's back carefully, it seemed that he was really similar to the person in the painting. Because the painting is very vague, except for the elder brother, the other two people can only see the general appearance, and it is difficult to see who it is without careful discernment. However, the strange thing is that in this case, the person who paints can still draw the inner emotions that everyone wants to convey, which shows that Xu Xinrui's painting skills should be very good. Gu Xi's impression of Xu Xinrui in his heart was another point.

"Is that the person holding the sketchpad in the painting?"

"Hmm. ”

"So you should know who the girl in the painting is? My brother said that she was a very special girl who was very important to him. ”

"Know, it's a friend like a confidant. ”

"A friend like a confidant, can you be your confidant, should she also be a very introverted girl like you?" Gu Xi's eyes were a little envious.

"Her world is a little clearer than mine. She has a better understanding of many things than the average girl, and her words can always make people suddenly enlighten. It's a lot like an old friend from my old days. ”

"Is the old man a girl?"

"A very different woman, but I haven't seen her in a long time. A lot of my impressions of her are slowly being forgotten. ”

Some of Xu Xinrui's words Gu Xi didn't understand? For Gu Xi, Xu Xinrui seemed to be a mystery. He feels far away, as if he is separated by centuries from himself.

"I don't understand very well, but I pray for God's blessing so that you can see you again. ”

"Thank you Xiaoxi, you are a very kind girl. ”

Xiaoxi? The only one who can call himself like this is his brother, but Xu Xinrui called it out like this, as if it was very casual. This made Gu Xi feel that the distance between them had been shortened.

"I'm going home tomorrow. ”

Gu Xi was a little surprised, and lowered his head, "Is it so fast?Can I tell me your address?If I have the opportunity to go back, can I go to you?"

"Yes, yes. But I haven't found a specific address yet, but I'm going to go to school at City A University, and if you go back to China, come there and find me. ”

"Good. ”

Now, two years later, she is standing in front of him again. He's still the same, which makes people feel like they can't go in.

Xu Xinrui saw Gu Xi, "Go and rest for a while, don't catch a cold." ”

"It's okay, I didn't get rainy. ”

"Shu'er, is it important to Senior Xinrui?"

"It's not important, it's just a friend worth making. ”

"I've never seen Xinrui seniors care about a person so much, although we've only seen it a few times, but I always feel that there seems to be nothing to make Xinrui seniors care. ”

"For Shu'er, maybe it's because it's familiar. Because I think she is like an old friend, I sometimes think of her as her. ”

"I'm really curious about what kind of woman this old man is Senior Xinrui. ”

Xu Xinrui just smiled, about Shuyue, about Ge Shuyi, it was like his mission.

Shen Yufei walked over, "What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing, Yu Fei, I'm going to go out for a while, and when Shu'er wakes up later, you can help me send them back." Xu Xinrui said.

"No problem. ”

After Xu Xinrui left, Shen Yufei asked Gu Xi to sit on the sofa and made a cup of coffee for her.

"The coffee brewed by Senior Yu Fei is very sweet. Gu Xi praised.

"Anyway, I've learned it too. ”

"yes? I didn't think boys would like to do that. ”

"No way, who told my mother to run a coffee shop. I'll go over and help her when I'm fine. ”

"Does the senior's mother own a coffee shop?"

"Well, my mom is a very casual person. She likes to live the life she wants to live and do what she wants. ”

"Senior Yu Fei's family should be very happy. ”

Shen Yufei paused, "As the heir of a family, I have never wanted a happy family. ”

Gu Xi knew that she had said the wrong thing, and she understood Shen Yufei's words very well, because her brother was like this.

Shen Yufei looked at Gu Xi and knew that she was thinking of herself again. He smiled, "But I'm lucky to have at least one mother who cares about me." I never care about family interests, as long as I'm happy. ”

"But that's only temporary, no matter how much you long for those days, no matter how much you covet those days, one day you will have to return to your place. ”

Shen Yufei stopped talking, he forgot that he and Gu Xi were the same people.

Gu Xi put down his coffee and smiled.

"However, no matter what kind of life we live, we can't always go on our own terms. We may have lost our freedom in our current life, but we have gained a lot because of it. Moreover, there are not only people on this road, but also many people like us. Don't think of us as like-minded friends. We have the same mission, so we can go on together. When you think about it this way, you won't feel unfair or lonely. ”

Shen Yufei looked at Gu Xi and was surprised by what she had just said. Gu Xi, who said this, and Gu Xi, who he knew, were completely two people. However, what she said is very reasonable, isn't it? Why do you always feel unfair? Why do you always think that it would be better if you were not born in this family? A person should get what he deserves in life, friends, sincerity, career, family, he also gets. Even if it is changed to another life, what difference will it make? This kind of life may need to bear more, but isn't it also troublesome to run around for firewood, rice, oil and salt? Therefore, the current is the best.

Looking at Gu Xi again, she quietly drank the coffee he brewed. However, Gu Xi, as a girl, has to see such a complicated matter clearly, and what she has endured does not seem to be something he can imagine.

Shen Yufei turned his head to look at Xu Xinrui's room upstairs, no wonder Gu Chen cared so much about Lin Shu, was it because Lin Shu at that time once let him out of his confusion? Then, he was as lucky as Gu Chen and met Gu Xi.