Chapter Eighty-Three: Reconciliation

After eating, Park Chuxi stopped caring about them. He's here, and these girls can't let go.

In the girl group, it is actually very noisy. However, he had to take care of the existence of Park Chuxi, and Park Chuxi came to the balcony alone under the pretext of wanting to be quiet.

There was glass outside the balcony so it felt warm. There are sofas, tables and chairs. For convenience, Park Chuxi also put the computer here. Jung so-yeon doesn't like to make a fuss either. She followed behind Park Chuxi and walked out. Zheng Endi saw it, but he didn't know what to do, but he was pulled by Yin Pumei to continue to make trouble.

"When I'm alone, I always like to stand here and look at the scenery. Park Chuxi looked through the glass, looked down, and kept talking, talking to Zheng Xiuyan.

"This is my private domain. ”

Park Chuxi took out a bottle of wine from the side against the wall, opened it, and poured a glass for Zheng Xiuyan and herself. Zheng Xiuyan took the wine glass, was at the same level as Park Chuxi, and also looked downstairs.

"We met for the first time today exactly ten years ago. Except for the time when I left, there were also more than five years. ”

"What do you want to say, do you want to go back in history with me?" Ms. Cheng said.

"Sort of. ”

Park Chuxi motioned for her to come over and sit down.

"On that day, your hair was just up to your neck. The face also looks softer than it is now. Wearing a white sweater with a red pattern printed on it, the whole person has not yet grown, and it looks very green. At the first glance at that time, I was taken away from my gaze by the dazzling So-yeon. But now that I think about it, the only people I can remember at that time were you and Taeyeon, Xiaoxian, Yuna, and So-yeon. None of the others can remember. ”

Zheng Xiuyan looked at the cup in her hand. The red liquid inside swayed slightly, showing that the owner of the cup was not as calm as he thought.

"Do you want to use your magic spell on me?" asked Jung so-yeon. She knows that Park Chuxi is very good at using words to lead others. Because there is an indescribable quality in his tone. Everyone likes to listen to him, and I am one of them.

"If you think you like it, even if it's it!" Park Chuxi's smooth tone made her heart flutter and made her nervous even more. Because Park Chuxi's gaze was staring at her.

Pu Chuxi's eyes are like a clear and bottomless sea. It's the most beautiful thing Zheng Xiuyan has ever seen.

"Chu Xi, don't be like this, I'll be nervous. Zheng Xiuyan just glanced at it, and then lowered her head. Don't dare to take a second look. Her tone was no longer cold, because she couldn't do it in the face of Park Chuxi.

"You know, the person I want is someone I love the same. But it's you, every time you move, I sink unconsciously, until I am captured by you. "Zheng Xiuyan does not shy away from her heart now.

"You have the perfect traits, but you have the most uncomfortable personality. You know? It's really annoying. You are more like the pride of the sky, what others need to work hard to master, you can easily master, and you are still not satisfied. You learn so much and then make yourself more perfect. Everyone who wants to get in touch with you must work hard, and only in this way will they not stay away from you. Zheng Xiuyan knows the pain in it, and she is the one who is trying the hardest to catch up.

"Since then, you have become the meaning of my life. Zheng Xiuyan said.

"And that's actually what I want to say, Su-yeon. ”

"What?"

"I said, you have what you say, in fact, what I want to say. ”

"Whether it's studying hard or falling in love for three months, it's a sign of lack of self-confidence. I also have people who have been catching up. That's you. ”

Park Chuxi's words surprised Zheng Xiuyan, she never knew what Park Chuxi thought.

"In this world, all people live in someone else's world. Yearn for someone else's life. People with a stable income envy the freedom of those who can wander. Wandering people yearn for a peaceful and stable life. And I'm trying to achieve things just to make myself feel more secure. These words, Park Chuxi has not said to others.

"It wasn't until I went to the military that I slowly understood the meaning of life. ”

"We've known each other for the longest time, and we've experienced more. Now that I think about it, I remember everything. But I don't want to face it. ”

"That's what I said when I looked straight into my heart. Park Chuxi took Zheng Xiuyan's hand and put it on his heart. Zheng Xiuyan could feel Park Chuxi's calm and powerful heartbeat slowly merge with her own heartbeat and become a voice.

"Then why are you unwilling to accept me?" Zheng Xiuyan finally asked the most puzzling question for her.

"Actually, at that time, I didn't think it through. ”

"When I came back, I was actually confused. Career became my primary concern. Later, I said yes to Endi, because I really liked her. The rejection of you is because of a responsibility to the land. ”

"Then what do you mean by telling me this now?" Zheng Xiuyan's heart was pinched, and a kind of grievance and sourness hit her, making her can't help but shed tears.

"You don't belong to me anymore, you know!" said Zheng Xiuyan, who had wronged you.

"You are responsible for Endi, and you should not have said this to me. Zheng Xiuyan complained about Park Chuxi.

"Is that responsible for Endi? Not really. After a period of trying, I couldn't deepen my love for Endi. Moreover, with me, it is actually Endi who is troubled. ”

"She shouldn't be like this, every time she faces me, she seems cautious, I've made her lose herself. This kind of love, Endi is too tired. Park Chuxi said.

His relationship with Zheng Endi is indeed a burden to Endi. He didn't like to call Endi, and if Endi wanted to call him, he had to think about it for a long time before he dared to call carefully. Moreover, when getting along with each other, Endi will pay attention to his words and deeds anytime and anywhere, for fear of making mistakes and making Park Chuxi dissatisfied.

"I know I don't have love in my heart. It doesn't matter who it is. It doesn't matter if it's you, or Grace, or anyone else. ”

"So, I won't accept love from anyone. Because there is no way to respond. Do you understand?" asked Park Chuxi.

Will Jung so-yeon understand?

She doesn't understand.

"I've lost something important. ”

Park Chuxi lowered his head in frustration. Zheng Xiuyan hugged him gently.

"Chu Xi, and me. I will be with you until you find it back. "Jung so-yeon will not give up on Park Chuxi, just as she appeared in front of him today.

A woman who is strong on the outside but gentle and firm on the inside will only go all the way to the end in her feelings.

This is me, Jung so-yeon's love.