Chapter 597: Cheers
"Don't feel guilty, this is a matter between me and my sister, I can't watch her do such tasteless things!"
Su Xiaolan struggled, wanting to pull her hand out from Zhou Xiaoqin's hand, and continued to call Su Xiaocan, looking for her to ask what was going on. In her opinion, Zhou Xiaoqin was too wronged by herself.
Zhou Xiaoqin shook her head, clenched Su Xiaolan's hand, and said unswervingly: "Su Xiaolan, why don't you understand it until now?
This is Sister Xiaocan to give me another chance for self-realization and a platform for me to leap, which is what I should be most grateful for, not at all without taste as you said, and without wronging me. ”
"Hmph, the dog bites Lu Dongbin and doesn't know the hearts of good people!" Su Xiaolan was about to cry when she saw Zhou Xiaoqin's explanation, although she still felt that she had beautified this job too much, but she didn't struggle anymore, and she didn't continue to prepare to call Su Xiaocan, with her empty hands, she picked up the beer next to her and drank most of the bottle in one go.
Zhou Xiaoqin saw that Su Xiaolan was no longer impulsive, and she also relaxed, held the wine bottle and saluted her, and she also took a big sip, drinking a little quickly, and choked and coughed.
Su Xiaolan handed her a tissue, and said with some unbearable eyes: "If you can't drink it, don't be reckless, it's a long time tonight, I will let you drink enough!"
Zhou Xiaoqin took the tissue and wiped her mouth, her cheeks had begun to flush, her eyes were a little drunk, her brain was still sober, but her mouth was disobedient, and she was a little nagging: "Xiaolan, you don't know, I, Zhou Xiaoqin, can meet you and Sister Xiaocan in this life, how lucky I am, how happy I am, I feel that I have used all the good things in the next ten lifetimes to meet you."
Sister Xiaocan has a kindness to me, she chose me as your friend from so many students in our class, and helped me study to this day, and asked me to be an assistant to Principal Zheng to start a new school. These are all things I can't believe, but they have come true in my life.
If it weren't for her, I might not have graduated from junior high school, I would have dropped out, and then, picking up garbage for two years, was arranged by my father to get married, and exchanged some bride price money for my younger brother. In the end, it was the turn of another man to be a cow and a horse, have children, and live this life in chaos.
That's all good, but look at me now, ah, college students, promising young people......"
After all these years, Su Xiaolan is still the first time to hear Zhou Xiaoqin talk about these embarrassing pasts, she thought that these were all over, but in Zhou Xiaoqin's mind, the experience of girlhood is a lifetime.
When I heard her say that she had been miserable all her life, she was inexplicably sad and distressed.
In her opinion, Zhou Xiaoqin has always been a good girl who is diligent and hardworking, a good friend, and a person worthy of trust.
However, Zhou Xiaoqin will never forget that day, Su Xiaocan appeared in her life like a fairy, giving her sunshine and the gratitude of the future.
"Xiaoqin, then it's all over, let's look forward, it's fine!"
Zhou Xiaoqin waved her hand, but continued stubbornly: "And you, Xiaolan, your friendship with me, I Zhou Xiaoqin can't repay it even if I dissect my heart and lungs."
You don't know that when I was arranged by Sister Xiaocan to get close to you and be your friend, I felt that this was the last straw in my life and I couldn't lose it.
However, slowly, we really became friends, but this concealment and deception became my inner demon, and every time I had a nightmare, I dreamed that you had discovered my secret and wanted to break with me. When I woke up, I couldn't sleep all night.
In my sophomore year of high school, this secret was discovered by you, although I was very sad and desperate, but I was inexplicably relaxed, feeling that your hatred, your resentment, and your incomprehension should all be deserved, and this is God's punishment for me.
So, after I told Sister Xiaocan about this, I took only two changes of clothes and went to work in the south alone.
At that time, I just thought about making money quickly, paying off Sister Xiaocan's money, and then standing in front of you with dignity, apologizing to you, and begging you to forgive me.
Even if I can't be your friend anymore, I feel content.
However, when I arrived at the train station, I didn't buy the train ticket, so I was stopped by Sister Xiaocan.
She said to me, I can't go, I can't drop out of school with this matter, there is no future, otherwise, when you figure it out, you will regret it for a lifetime and blame yourself for a lifetime, let me study hard, be a good man, have a better tomorrow, and then stand by your side with dignity and be your good friend for life.
When we reconciled, you didn't ask me about these things, and gradually I couldn't talk about them.
Today, I spit out as soon as I can, and I will make it clear to you, not because of any guilt, but because of gratitude, because of your friendship, which makes me confident and strong, and makes me want to open my mind, and I don't have to be bound by the past. ”
Zhou Xiaoqin said, I don't know when she burst into tears.
Su Xiaolan was not spared, her face was full of tears, the two of them sat side by side on the stool, hooked shoulders and backs, one person had a bottle of beer, there were still a lot of barbecues left in front of her, they were all cold, and no one cared, just kept drinking wine, letting the bottles pile up.
"You said you, you said so sensational, didn't you mean to earn my tears?"
Zhou Xiaoqin laughed stupidly, wiped away the tears that flowed non-stop, and said, "I'm not sensationalizing, I'm just untying our last heart knot."
Xiaolan, you can go to Kyoto to make a fortune with confidence! I know that you can't rest assured of me, and today I specially asked me to drink, not to show off to me how good the future Sister Xiaocan has arranged for you, but to sincerely reluctant me.
Xiaolan, no, really don't need it.
I am no longer a lonely little girl who needs to rely on her parents and cannot stand on her own, you and Sister Xiaocan have given me enough ability and courage to face a better life in the future.
I, Zhou Xiaoqin, am not paper paste, I also have ideals and ambitions, I will follow Sister Xiaocan and Principal Zheng to take a good look.
When you become a nationally known designer, I will definitely become an excellent teacher and make our new school nationally famous. ”
Su Xiaolan held the wine bottle and invited Zhou Xiaoqin, and said proudly: "Okay, we are sure of our word!