Pain inside and outside the door (plus more to ask for a monthly pass)
"What are you particularly afraid of?" Roshi recalled, "It's been so long that I can't remember it a little. ”
Dr. Tan guided you step by step, "When you were a child, were you locked up in a dark room where you couldn't see anything, and you shouted in fear, but no one heard ......?"
Lu Sheng stared at Luo Xi's expression nervously, making her recall things from so long ago, it was indeed a little difficult for her, but she was very cooperative to think hard, and her footsteps unconsciously stopped in front of a wooden door, she raised her head, and suddenly some memories popped into her mind.
That year, Luo Chenggong married Jin Shufen, she quarreled with Jin Shufen and Luo Meimei every day, and the family was restless all day long.
Once, she made an appointment with her classmates to go out to play roller skating, her roller skates were placed in this small warehouse, usually there were piles of sundries inside, few people came in, she was bending down to find shoes, suddenly the door slammed shut, and then the electricity also stopped, she was very scared, because this room has no windows, and there is no other exit, she kept knocking on the door to try to attract the attention of others, but that day was very strange, all the servants seemed to disappear, no one paid attention to her at all, and after the most she was tired and thirsty, she fell asleep in the utility room, Luo Chenggong came back at night and heard the movement before letting her out。
Luo Xi thinks about it now, I am afraid that she was the root of the disease planted at that time, but who would deliberately lock her in the utility room, except for Luo Meimei, I am afraid there will be no second person.
The grudge between her and Luo Meimei is too deep, and she won't feel strange that she can do such a thing.
The doctor listened to his account and affirmed: "This room in front of you is the source of your fear, and if you want to cure this disease, you must start from this room." ”
Luo Xi instinctively resisted, shrank back, leaned in front of Lu Sheng, her face that was calm just now suddenly panicked, just thinking about the scene inside, her palms were sweating.
Lu Sheng held her hand and encouraged her, "No matter what happens, I will always stand outside this door, even if there are demons and monsters, don't be afraid, I will knock them all down, you need to believe me, do you know the way?"
Luo Xi struggled for a long time, and finally agreed, looking at him with a pitiful gaze, "Lu Sheng, don't go." ”
"I'm not leaving, I'll always be with you. He patted her cheek gently, "Well, didn't you say before that you should be brave, huh?"
Roshi took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind, and she looked at the doctor, "Dr. Tan, I can do it." ”
Dr. Tan said, "I will go in with you, but I am not here to help you, on the contrary, I will deepen your fear, but no matter how deep this fear is, you must understand that those demons and monsters are just your imagination, and the real disaster will not happen." ”
"I see. ”
Lu Sheng made a cheering gesture at her, and then watched her enter the door with the doctor.
He didn't know what would happen after that, and likewise, he didn't know if he had the mental endurance, he was afraid that he would break into the door uncontrollably.
Lu Sheng lit a cigarette and leaned his back on the stairs to the side, he still remembered the first time he came here.
At that time, they were still in love, like glue, and once, he drove to pick her up to play, and he was supposed to wait for her at the fork in the road not far away, but she called to say that her foot was twisted.
"My dad isn't at home, or you come up?" her face turned red unconsciously when she said this, it was the first time she invited a man to her boudoir, they hadn't seen each other for a week, he was finally able to come back from the army, but her feet were twisted, swollen like steamed buns, and she couldn't walk at all.
"Which room are you in?" Listening to his voice, her heart couldn't help but pound hard, and it took a long time to say shyly: "In the second room on the second floor, there is a kitty cat on the door." ”
Waiting time, she was nervous and anxious, jumped to the closet with one foot to find clothes, changed a few pieces in a row and felt dissatisfied, and finally heard the footsteps upstairs before hurriedly wearing one.
He knocked on the door, her voice pitifully quiet, "Come in." ”
It was a hot summer day, the air conditioning in the house was turned on enough, the window was open, and there was an emerald bamboo outside, she sat on the bed, wearing a short-sleeved top with ruffles, her hair was casually curled in the back, her skin was as white as fine porcelain burned in the best brick cellar in Jingdezhen, she looked at him, a pair of beautiful eyes with blue waves, joy and a little shy, he almost couldn't help but walk over and kiss her, she didn't resist, let his kiss rag in her mouth, although they had kissed before, but far from this passion, gradually, he was no longer satisfied with the passion brought by a kiss, and the slender hand naturally covered her chestHer whole body seemed to be hit by an electric current, her brain went blank, this was the first time he touched her body, and she felt strange and exciting.
His hand first caressed her through the thin fabric, and as the temperature of the two people's bodies rose, he gently lifted her shirt, and she was a little panicked, reaching out to grab her hand, but it still didn't stop him from going straight in.
How did that day end? She only remembered that she had messed up her clothes in a panic, and he smiled narrowly, watching her tie a button that she couldn't fasten, and raised his head with a look of resentment, "Lu Sheng, stinky rascal." ”
Her cheeks were shy, and he still remembered that scene.
After Lu Sheng finished smoking a cigarette, he suddenly heard a knock on the door in the house, and one by one was very urgent.
"Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng, open the door, I'm going out, I don't want to stay here, I'm so scared. Her voice was full of crying and pleading.
Lu Sheng threw away the cigarette and strode over, through a door, he clearly felt her fear, he could imagine her appearance at this time, helpless, frightened, desperate.
His hands were on the doorknob, his palms sweating.
"Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng, are you there? Open the door, I don't want to be cured, I'm afraid, I'm really scared, please." ”
It's a torment for her, and it's even more so for him.
"Roshi, everything you see is fake, there's nothing in that room, believe me, there's really nothing. ”
"Lu Sheng......" Her voice decreased a little, "Lu Sheng, open the door ......"
She shouted her name one after another, almost breaking his psychological defenses, and with a slight push he could put an end to her pain.
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