Zhang Yunjia saw that Liu Weiming didn't speak, so he called the waiter, and helped Liu Weiming order a cup of coffee that Liu Weiming didn't understand, as if it was some kind of kabu or something.

Liu Weiming took a sip of coffee without adding sugar, which was very bitter, but when the coffee was swallowed, it left a mouth full of aftertaste.

"Why did you resign?" Liu Weiming asked lightly without the previous impulse and security.

"I don't want to do it, you know, I've always been a person who doesn't seek progress, and I have seen a lot of things in the organization department during this time, and I have encountered a lot of things, and I suddenly found that I am very unsuitable for this kind of life in the system. I'm tired and annoyed, so I want to leave. Zhang Yunjia also took a sip of coffee and said calmly. Then he looked at Liu Weiming, but all he found in Liu Weiming's eyes was disbelief. She smiled wryly and continued: "Of course, this is only one of the reasons, the main reason is because of family reasons. Because I'm homesick. I never told you about my family, my son, and you never asked. My family is from Shanghai, and my father is a local businessman, so he is relatively famous. After I graduated, I was arranged to work in the company, let me learn to run a business, and then arranged for me to meet the son of another group president, and the marriage date was confirmed without my consent. I had a big fight with him about this, and then I went out alone to break off the father-daughter relationship. Disheartened, I was admitted to the civil service, and by chance I was assigned to the secretariat of the Jiangnan Provincial Party Committee Office as a secretary, and I was a secretary for two years until I met you. If it weren't for you, I think I would have been a secretary forever, I don't want to climb up, and I don't want to see so many unspoken rules in officialdom. But I just met you, you kindly introduced me to Secretary Jiang as a secretary, because you introduced me, so I violated my own principles, worked hard, hoping to climb up and hope to help you, I worked hard to go to Qingquan to be the head of the organization for this reason. But nowadays, I find that no matter how good and free you are outside, you still get homesick. I suddenly felt homesick and I called my dad a few days earlier, for the first time in five years, and my dad and I were crying on the phone, so I decided to go back. They are just one of my daughters, and I have to serve by their side. And there was a huge group waiting for me to take over, so I resigned. That's why, it's none of your business. ”

Liu Weiming looked at Zhang Yunjia blankly, Zhang Yunjia's words gave him a great shock, and it was hard for him to imagine that Zhang Yunjia also had so many stories behind him. But now Liu Weiming has been judging Zhang Yunjia's last sentence in his heart, based on Liu Weiming's understanding of Zhang Yunjia, he doesn't believe that Zhang Yunjia is not doing this for himself.

"Is it really irrelevant to me? Yun Jia, the two of us haven't been together for a day or two, I know you, I know that you are angry with me. I apologize to you, I really haven't been right about me lately???。 Liu Weiming is ready to make a profound review, these words are not perfunctory, but Liu Weiming's sincere words, he really regrets it.

"Needless to say, great name. You're not wrong, it's me that's wrong, I shouldn't have fallen in love with you, in love with you, someone I shouldn't love. I'm disheartened that we've been through so many ups and downs together, and in the end, you didn't even believe me. Zhang Yunjiaqing suddenly became a little excited.

"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just angry and jealous. Liu Weiming tried his best to defend that this was due to the nature of men.

"Great name, I know you, really, I know you even better than yourself. Jia Chunming is my boss, and I know that he has been chasing me, but what reason do I have to refuse the pursuit of others? I have never accepted it, and I have always kept my distance from him, which can only be regarded as a normal friendship. Jia Chunming told me about that night the day before he was transferred to the Beijing Office, and he also said that he was hit by an Audi sports car, and I know that it was you, and I know that you saw all the qiē that night. But do you really not believe me so much? I had dinner with him that night because you know about your evaluation? We are in charge of the work evaluation of cadres at the local department level, and the Changzhou City Organization Department has just passed on your work evaluation last year. Although this assessment will not have much impact on your future, it will still be linked by a resume file. So I agreed to have dinner with Jia Chunming that night, and asked him for a favor at the dinner table, so that I could change your evaluation results to excellent. The so-called cannibalism has a short mouth, and you can't help but give others a little face. When I was upstairs at my house, I knew that Jia Chunming was hesitant there, and I knew that he must be ready to confess to me, and I was afraid of being embarrassed to say it, so I went upstairs immediately. Later, I felt that this was rude, so I opened the window and said goodbye to him, and who knew that he was yelling, so I pretended not to hear and closed the window. That's all, I know you've been waiting for an explanation from me, and that's my explanation, whether you believe it or not. You hit Jia Chunming's car, then found someone to threaten him, and finally transferred him away, I know these are all you sit in. Only you have the strength. Actually, it's really not necessary, if I really want to leave you, Liu Weiming, will you stop me? I don't care about you, I don't want anything, what is it for? Because I love you, but now it seems that this love is too pale. Zhang Yunjia had obviously thought about these words a long time ago, and said them word by word.

Liu Weiming began to regret it, he had always thought that he was a rational person, but this matter was too impulsive, he knew that Zhang Yunjia was a person who would not lie and disdained to lie. He really regretted it.

"Great name. Zhang Yunjia stretched out her hand and stroked Liu Weiming's face, tears even dripped from her eyes, and she said to Liu Weiming tenderly, "You are a good man, and I have always believed that you are the best man in the world." However, your only drawback is that you don't know how to love someone, really, you don't know how to love others and don't know how to love yourself. ”

Don't know how to love? Liu Weiming's eyes widened, and he even wanted to ask Zhang Yunjia what love is.

"Great name, I love you and will always love you. But now that I'm tired, will you let me take a break? or I'll come back to you someday, goodbye. Zhang Yunjia got up and walked to Liu Weiming's side, bowed his head and kissed Liu Weiming's face, then turned around and walked away without looking back.

Liu Weiming stared at Zhang Yunjia's graceful figure and disappeared, and the pain in his heart like a knife made him feel uncomfortable. In addition to the fragrance left by Zhang Yunjia's meager lips, two tears containing love also flowed on Liu Weiming's face.

Liu Weiming didn't chase after him, nor did he call. just took his mobile phone and dialed Gao Jinping's phone: "Minister Gao, resign." ”

turned his head and looked down from the window, and saw Zhang Yunjia wearing sunglasses and pulling a piece of luggage to stand on the side of the road to stop a taxi. From time to time, he would lower his head, take off his glasses, wipe them with a tissue, and then continue to put them on, Liu Weiming knew how much this woman was crying.

Liu Weiming stared blankly at Zhang Yunjia getting into a taxi and then disappearing, Liu Weiming knew that this meeting might never be seen again, or it might just be temporary. This woman, who had given herself pain and herself and her indelible hurt, suddenly became ethereal in Liu Weiming's mind, and the scenes of the past began to unfold in front of Liu Weiming's eyes, just like a nostalgic movie, one shot at a time, just like what happened just now.

sat in a daze for an hour, and then drank only one sip of coffee in the cup, the coffee was already cold, and there was no taste at all when he drank it with a full mouth, leaving only a mouth full of bitterness, but Liu Weiming, who was most afraid of bitterness, was very happy, and walked down the coffee shop laughing, laughing and laughing, two tears dripped unnaturally from the corners of his eyes.

must drop his mobile phone, drive around the road scared, always thinking of Zhang Yunjia's sentence "You don't know love, you don't know how to love others, and you don't know how to love yourself." ”

After going around most of the city, I finally drove the car directly to Linyang Mountain, and the spring wind still blew a little biting feeling. Liu Weiming sat on the top of the mountain, looked at Lin Yangcheng on the mountain, lit a cigarette, and stared blankly. At this time, a plane at the distant airport took off and then flew through the sky above Liu Weiming's head, Liu Weiming squinted his eyes, he knew that there must be a woman in the plane who was also looking at him and shedding tears.

Liu Weiming can understand Zhang Yunjia's pain, he loves someone wholeheartedly, and does everything for him without reservation or return, but as a result, he is indeed suspicious and ignorant of suspicion. If it were Liu Weiming, Liu Weiming might have used a knife to cut people a long time ago, and anyone would be angry and desperate. But Zhang Yunjia didn't, she didn't blame Liu Weiming, she didn't get angry, she just said that she was tired and wanted to rest. Liu Weiming finally knew why Zhang Yunjia said that he didn't understand love, because he was too selfish.

The true meaning of love is to give, not to take. And Liu Weiming's love has always been asking for it, and he has never given it. Jin Qian is like this, Zhang Yunjia is like this, Jiang Yingxue and so on. I have never given them anything, and I can't give anything, but I am a person in my heart, and they take their kindness for granted. It is also a matter of course to think that they are their own women.

Liu Weiming threw away his cigarette butt, lay on the ground, and said secretly, Is there a man in this world who is more selfish and stupid than himself? It was precisely because he figured this out that he let Zhang Yunjia go without hindrance, because Liu Weiming felt that he was not worthy of Zhang Yunjia's love, and he was not worthy of being loved at all.

Liu Weiming shouted outside the mountain: "Liu Weiming, you are a bad breed, and you are not worthy of being a man at all." He shouted hoarsely, and he, who had never cried, fell to the ground and sobbed silently. There is no more mourning than the death of the heart, Liu Weiming knows that the most painful person is far from himself, but Zhang Yunjia at this moment and in the sky above another city.

Liu Weiming stayed in the mountains for a day, smoked two packs of cigarettes, and felt that his whole body was about to collapse. Slowly got up and drove down the mountain. Take out the turned off phone and turn it on.

There were more than a dozen missed calls, including Jin Qian, Jiang Yingxue, Shang Yandai, and Zhong Minxing. Liu Weiming directly dialed Jiang Yingxue's phone.

"Wei Ming, where are you, have you seen Yun Jia?" Jiang Yingxue asked anxiously.

"Yingxue, where are you?" Liu Weiming's voice was like a long year old, ignoring Jiang Yingxue's question, and asked Jiang Yingxue directly.

"I'm at home, what's wrong with you? I feel that your voice is wrong, is something going on?" Jiang Yingxue had a bad premonition.

"You wait for me at home, I'll go to you now. Liu Weiming hung up the phone after speaking.

sent a message to Jin Qian, telling Jin Qian that she was going out tonight and would not go home. Then drive directly to Jiang Yingxue's villa. Got out of the car and walked into the house.

"Weiming, what's wrong with you? Why are you so haggard? What about Yun Jia? Didn't you find her?" Jiang Yingxue asked nervously when she saw Liu Weiming.

"Is there anything to eat? I'm hungry. Liu Weiming, who had drunk a cup of coffee without eating all day, sat on the sofa blankly and asked Jiang Yingxue.

Jiang Yingxue also realized that Liu Weiming must have encountered something, and this matter must be related to Zhang Yunjia. Knowing that Liu Weiming didn't want to speak for the time being, he didn't ask anymore. said: "Yes, there is face." I'll give you a go. With that, he went into the kitchen.

Liu Weiming didn't know what he was thinking in his head, sitting on the sofa and smoking non-stop, and careful people could see that Liu Weiming's chin that had been shaved clean every morning suddenly grew a lot of stubble.

Liu Weiming's heartache now is not because of Zhang Yunjia's departure, but now Liu Weiming no longer feels sad about Zhang Yunjia's departure, but is still happy. Because Liu Weiming felt that Zhang Yunjia would be happy when he left him. His heart aches now for his deep regret. regret for Zhang Yunjia and regret for Jiang Yingxue. regret for Jin Qian, Fan Binbin, Lin Yue and other daughters. Because of his own selfishness, because he doesn't understand love.

Jiang Yingxue boiled a bowl of noodles and added three eggs to it. Brought it to Liu Weiming. Liu Weiming picked up the chopsticks and began to eat them one bite at a time, Jiang Yingxue was heartbroken when she saw Liu Weiming's appearance.

"Great name, there is no need to torture yourself like this, some things have passed. It's impossible for everyone in this world to stay together forever, don't be sad for the person who left you, it's not worth it. Jiang Yingxue could guess that Zhang Yunjia broke up with Liu Weiming, or left Liu Weiming, so he opened Liu Weiming like this.

"No, I'm not sad, and I'm not tormenting myself. I'm happy, really, Yun Jia is the wisest choice to leave me. Now I suddenly realize that what I used to be proud of is now my own self-righteousness. I'm a really 25-year failure. Using other people's tolerance as an emotional bargaining chip that can be squandered, I don't know if it's my own ignorance or my own stupidity. Liu Weiming laughed self-deprecatingly. Then speed up and eat the noodles.

Jiang Yingxue was completely unaware of Liu Weiming's words, so she looked at it blankly and couldn't speak.

"Yingxue, please clean up the dishes and chopsticks, I'll go up and sleep first, I'm tired. Liu Weiming ate a bowl of noodles and prepared to go up.

"Wait. Jiang Yingxue called out to Liu Weiming, who was about to go upstairs, and took out a tissue to help Liu Weiming wipe his broken mouth.

"Thank you, Yingxue. I will love you well in the future, really, please forgive me for not knowing love before. Liu Weiming suddenly hugged Jiang Yingxue and said affectionately, and then walked upstairs.