Chapter 523: Does a Broken Jar Need Affection in a Broken Life?
Situ Qingqing originally felt that she was cornered, but Ye Xin's pardon made her suddenly feel like she had grabbed a life-saving straw, she ran upstairs without saying a word, this corridor was too dark, it was just terrifying.
A ** smell of garbage came to her face, and she covered her nose and complained: "It's so dirty here." ”
"Slum, how clean do you think it will be?" Ye Xin instantly regretted, she really shouldn't have suddenly relented and let her come up!
Situ Qingqing heard Ye Xin's tone not good, and suddenly realized that she shouldn't say such words that looked down on him, she quickly explained: "I didn't mean that, don't think about it......"
"Alright, come here. Ye Xin greeted her like a pet.
Situ Qingqing followed up, and the eldest lady had no shelves.
Ye Xin opened the bare emergency light bulb at the door and opened the iron door with the key, as if the seal that had been sealed for many years had been opened, and Qingqing even saw fine dust and insects flying.
The room is a one-bedroom living room, the living room is cluttered and full of all kinds of things, Ye Xin kicked away the garbage at his feet, and walked over as if he were blind, Situ Qingqing stood in place and hesitated, this ...... Can this also live?
It's all about filth!
"What, it's dirty?" Ye Xin put down the guitar as if laughing at herself, "I'm sorry, I live in garbage every day, it's good that you can see my essence, lest you be so fanatical about me." ”
Situ Qingqing shook his head, suddenly soured his nose, and said softly: "I think you live a very hard life." ”
"Yes. Ye Xin shrugged his shoulders and didn't care, "It's even harder when I'm young, and it's also hard when I'm hiding, since my parents died, I don't have to live like a rat anymore." ”
There was not a hint of sadness in his tone, but that was the greatest sorrow.
Ye Xin took his enemy Situ Qingqing to the home he had never let people come to like this, he couldn't tell why, maybe for a moment, his heart suddenly wanted to understand alone, and wanted to walk in alone.
But this person should not be impossible to understand him, and Situ Qingqing, who lives in two worlds, lives.
"I'll go take a shower, you can find a place to stay, I only have one bed. He stepped out of the way and pointed to his fairly tidy room to show her.
"Don't you live with your grandmother or your grandmother?"
"She has Alzheimer's, and I can't take care of her, so I sent her to a nursing home a while ago. Ye Xin kicked the can under his feet and replied lightly.
Situ Qingqing suddenly felt even more sour, why could Ye Xin say these things that were obviously heart-wrenching so naturally No, she felt that he was just pretending to be strong, and once this taut string was broken, it could no longer be tied back.
A person's life is very hard, right? He has to take care of everything by himself, and he has to attend classes during the day and earn money at night, so he pays for his grandmother's expenses in the nursing home, no wonder he works so hard......
Why didn't the second brother understand him? He was so hard working and so kind......
She sniffled and suddenly asked, "Ye Xin, will I stay and take care of you?"
Ye Xin was stunned, took off his coat and said, "I don't need anyone's sympathy. ”
"I'm not sympathetic, I'm just ......"
"It's just pitiful, distressed? In my eyes, it's no different from sympathy, you imagine yourself as a savior, you think that helping me is doing a good deed, I know too well the feelings of people like you, I don't need it. ”
After saying this, he went straight into the small bathroom with a towel, not giving Situ Qingqing any chance to explain and argue at all.
Situ Qingqing stood on the edge of the bed in a daze and recalled Ye Xin's words just now, she wanted to say that she didn't think so, she wanted to say that Ye Xin protected herself in a shell like a crab, no matter whether anyone wanted to help him or hurt him, as long as he stretched out his hand, he would make the other party clamp.
The reason why the crab wants to protect itself is because its heart is too soft, presumably Ye Xin's heart is also like this, right?
There was a sound of rushing water in the bathroom, but Situ Qingqing had no thoughts at all, she frowned and stared at the messy clothes that had been washed and unwashed in the room, and looked at the pile of miscellaneous things that had been discarded at random, always feeling that she should do something.
And at this moment, Ye Xin in the bathroom was also full of contradictions, and he couldn't make up his mind what to do with Situ Qingqing.
He must admit that he seemed to have thought wrong before, in his eyes, Situ Qingqing's positioning has always been the brainless eldest lady of the Situ family who is unlearned, unskilled, arrogant and unreasonable, the sister of the enemy who forced his parents to death, and a chess piece he wants to use to take revenge.
But this chess piece seems to be ...... is very kind, her heart is good, and she is sincere to him.
No, maybe it's pity for herself, isn't it? She doesn't have anything worthy of her liking at all, she is useless, and she is completely from two worlds, and she won't have any real feelings for herself, everything is just a temporary freshness for her!
I was so distracted and uncertain that before I knew it, half an hour had passed.
Ye Xin came back to his senses, turned off the faucet, put on his clothes and went out, he stood in the living room and was stunned-
Is this your own home?
It's also too ...... Tidy up, right?
Situ Qingqing was like a hard-working little bee, sweating profusely in the house, and everything was sorted out by her, and she cleaned up three plastic bags of garbage alone.
"Have you washed it?" Situ Qingqing pointed to the fruits of his labor as if offering a treasure, "Look, how do I help you take care of it?"
Ye Xin stared at her coldly: "Who asked you to touch my things?"
Situ Qingqing was frightened by his fierce attitude, and felt aggrieved in his heart - he was obviously doing good things, why was he doing ...... So fierce, to eat people?
"If you don't like it, get out!" Ye Xin dropped a sentence viciously, slammed the bedroom door with a "bang", and left the stunned Situ Qingqing out of the door alone.
Situ Qingqing was completely stunned, she didn't understand how things could have turned out like this, yes, she moved his things, but those are all garbage, garbage can still be treasured?
Ye Xin locked herself in the bedroom, her heart was in a mess - damn it, how could she do this to herself, don't touch her own things!
He doesn't need anyone's care! He doesn't need anyone's care! He can take care of himself by himself! He can live well! It's better than anyone can imagine!
His own life does not want to be broken by anyone, anyone!
He never thought that he would have any favorite person in his life, and he didn't want to give true feelings to anyone.
Not at all.
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I'm so busy today that I'm going to die, ahhhh
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