After the Lantern Festival, my parents left home again to work in Guangxi, and it is not surprising that I may not return home again until the Spring Festival next year, and I am also leaving, I think I will not come back during the summer vacation, and I may not come back until the winter vacation.

There are only great-grandfathers and grandparents in the family, and my younger brother usually doesn't come home on weekends, I don't know how many years this situation will continue at home, and I don't know how many years the old people in the family can last. After graduation, I won't necessarily go back to Guizhou, and I don't have time to spend with my family.

This time did not take the train from Yuncheng to Yangcheng, but in the county directly take a bus to Yangcheng, the process takes 7 hours, you have to get on the car at half past seven in the morning, and then go to the night to package the night, but stay overnight at my uncle's house, because I am afraid that I will not get up the next day after playing too late, only nine o'clock my grandmother told me to rest, I can only go to the room to play with my mobile phone, playing and playing I don't know when to fall asleep.

When Luo Dayou's familiar singing sounded, it was already early in the morning, my grandmother was already making breakfast for me, and after washing, my cousin also got up, after all, it was the third year of high school, and he had to get up so early every day, he still had two years, and he would stay up for two more years.

"Eat more breakfast, you can't eat it when you want to eat it outside, the food and drinks have been packed for you, eat when you are hungry on the road, don't think like before, always don't eat." In the future, you have to eat on time, you are not good for your health now, and it is easy to get sick when you are old, grandma had no conditions when she was young, you all talk about it now, and you don't pay attention to it, your father had a stomach problem before, and it took so many years to be cured, you have to have a long experience, don't know the mistake later. ”

"I know, I'll pay attention, you don't need to add more eggs to me next time, one is enough. I can't eat too much, and it's easy to get motion sickness if I hold it too long. ”

In the early morning, there was still a cold wind and a light rain, just like when I went home before, as if God's mood was as heavy as mine, and there were many young students at the station who went out to school like me, all accompanied by their families, looking at the kind faces of the elders with the sadness of parting and worrying about the future of their children.

Not only us, but also the simple uncles and aunts who go out to work like us, they are dusty, but their eyes are more determined than ours, but their movements are more or less stiff, maybe it is too cold, or are they concerned about their parents and children at home?

This is the current situation in Guizhou after the 90s, at the beginning of the year, young people go out, for life, and come back at the end of the year, for the family. Repeatedly, many people never returned. I don't know if it's a blessing or a misfortune, but everyone's life is no longer as hard as it was for thousands of years, and the material things are beginning to become richer, but they have lost a lot, a lot, just like me, my brother, my parents.

Looking at the scenery outside the window with complicated feelings, in the rain, in the fog, hazy, coupled with the speed of the car, it is always difficult to see the whole picture in the field of vision, perhaps in order to leave me a trace of reverie and hazy memories, at least even if I fell asleep in the back, I didn't pick up the phone.

Time without a phone flies so slowly, and even though I've been on the road all my life, I still hope that this time will continue to be extended. Maybe it's only in dreams that time stops, it loops indefinitely, and I think I've saved it and reproduced it when I need it again.

"The Longdongbao bus station has arrived, and the passengers are ready to get off. ”

The rain stopped, but the cold wind continued,

"No matter how cold it is, it can't compare to the spatular-like west wind in the northwest, so you should adapt to it in advance. ”

I said to myself, I didn't rush to find the next bus to the train station, but went to eat a bowl of pho, with oil and spicy pho, talking about Longdong Fort except for Guizhou people, people in other places may not have heard of it, but when it comes to "Lao Gan Ma", even foreigners are familiar with it.

"Lao Gan Ma" went out from here, from a small stall to the whole country, to the world, "Lao Gan Ma" has also become an image of Guizhou, not only the oil and spicy, but also the struggle of "Lao Gan Ma", the legendary life. This is the learning goal and inspirational role model of countless Guizhou people, and so am I. Maybe I can't learn from her, but every time I eat this series of food, even if it is imaginative, I can think of Guizhou, my hometown and those people. Fortunately, it has been sold all over the world, so I can still remember my hometown wherever I go.

One bowl was really not enough, so I let another bowl be added, and the kind aunt only charged me half the price for the second bowl, which immediately made all my complaints dissipate. I thought, "Let's eat it hard, it's hard to taste this taste again." Although the noodles in the north also have a different flavor, they are somewhat not as flavorful as they once were. It hasn't given me good memories either. I'm not very demanding about food, but every food I eat regularly has a story about me and it.

It's still this train station, it's still the hard seat for more than 20 hours, and I didn't go to the Internet café again, but went to a corner to play with my mobile phone, read novels, and call my family and classmates. I already have back pain before I get on the train, so next time I'll change to a hard sleeper.

Wang Quanfu also sent me a few pictures of his home in Honghe, Yunnan, where spring is like spring all year round, every day seems to be summer, it is so sunny, he should fly from Kunming in two days.

And those classmates in the Northeast are still playing games at home, and they can't go out at all, especially Ren Jinbao from Heilongjiang, who plays games at home every day, and wants to go out to play for a while. Although I'm also an otaku, I'm not a dead house, I still yearn for nature, even if I'm alone in the wild, it's not that I'm afraid of loneliness, I just don't want to join the crowd.

Light a cigarette and refresh yourself, the train is coming, you have to concentrate, and if you miss something, the consequences will be serious.

Still driving on tunnels and bridges, the scenery along the way is just the opposite, the green trees are still green, but some of the snow has melted, and some places have added a little snow white, the Loess Plateau is still so empty, the Yellow River is still frozen, and Xi'an is still so brightly lit.

The largest city in the west has not become a little deserted because of the past Spring Festival and the still cold winter, and the prosperity has not diminished in the slightest, but what does this have to do with me, I am just a passing passerby, how can I have time to take a look at its prosperity.

This city doesn't belong to me, I don't know which place I belong to, I've been waiting, I've been walking, I've been wandering, I'm really tired now, I want to find a home, whether it's Guizhou or Northwest, or any place, I don't know how, my utopia has been shaken in the slightest, I don't know if the future can be used as my harbor, let me hide, let me confide, give me comfort.

Hopefully I'll find my way sooner.