Chapter 148: I don't want to grind
readx;? If Xu Baohan used to think like this, he wouldn't be like this today. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
However, history has no ifs......
It's already happening, and it can never be reversed.
"Brother Zihua, can you tell me about the girls you like?" Xu Baohan said, "Who are they?"
When Lin Zihua heard this, he replied with a smile: "One is my instructor, and the other is my sister who takes care of me a lot. ”
Xu Baohan's expression seemed to be a little disbelieving: "Two?"
"Of course, what man doesn't pay attention?" Lin Zihua asked with a smile, "Without ten or eight, I have already failed." ”
Xu Baohan heard Lin Zihua say this and smiled slightly.
She felt that Lin Zihua was deliberately angry with her, and she still had feelings for her in her heart.
Xu Baohan thinks: Hate is because of love.
There was some truth to her thoughts, but ......
Lin Zihua no longer had any hatred at this time, because he felt that disgusting people were not interesting.
After Lin Zihua deliberately said that, he also carefully considered the future.
To tell you the truth, what you say casually in order to disgust others sometimes thinks about it for yourself, and I think it's quite interesting.
has a little ability, and if you don't have some privileges, you always feel a little lost.
Lin Zihua knew that this idea was vulgar and cheesy, but this was actually normal.
You don't see the president of a neighboring country believing in the cult of evil gods, targeting the world's hegemon, the old beauty president, and all kinds of strange events......
They all prove one thing: in fact, the lower limit of the upper level may be lower than that of mortals.
Of course, they have no bottom line, maybe they are right, so that they can strive for more interests for the country.
However......
There has always been no bottom line, and some things may have results that no one knows.
For example, now, the performance of Lao Mei and the female presidents around her has made ordinary people all over the world lose their glasses, and it turns out that the upper world will be so casual...... When the mystery of the upper echelons was gone, their majesty fell from the clouds, and many things changed.
"Ten or eight, that's too much. Xu Baohan said to Lin Zihua, "It's easy to go wrong." ”
Lin Zihua shook his head: "No, how can there be a problem? Now many men and women, when they are thirty years old, have been in love dozens of times. ”
When Xu Baohan heard this, his expression changed slightly.
When she was in high school, she was in love more than a dozen times, and she was a bit casual when she got to college...... Is Lin Zihua talking about her?
Xu Baohan's mood suddenly became a little low: "Are you mocking me?"
"Nope. Lin Zihua replied, "With the relationship between our two families, do you think I need to mock you? Not at all." I just think that the social norm is like this, and I should adapt to it, otherwise it will be a loss. ”
"You've changed. Xu Baohan was suddenly a little lost, "You are no longer the same you, you used to be ...... to me ...... me"
Lin Zihua knew what she wanted to say, and he still couldn't let go of it in his heart, and he had a little idea of playing an emotional entanglement game with her, but now it was boring, so she also planned to say it directly.
"I used to like you very much, and I was very single-minded. Lin Zihua replied, "But you ruined my chance to be a good person, but I don't blame you, on the contrary, I am very grateful to you." You made me understand that a chaste woman can be fraternal, and a man who is not required to be chaste should go to the world of fraternity if he has the ability!"
It feels wonderful to pretend to be a man who intends to sow the world.
Lin Zihua himself didn't have the idea of doing that, but when he deliberately said that, he found that he didn't reject that kind of life......
"Zihua, I know, you said that on purpose. Xu Baohan, whose expression was a little uncomfortable, suddenly showed a smile, "You want to stimulate me and let me leave you, right?"
Lin Zihua was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "You and I are not together in the first place, so how can we say that we are leaving?"
"In the past, I was wrong, but now I understand and wake up. Xu Baohan replied, "I will let you know that I am sincere now, as long as you still have feelings for me in your heart, why don't you give each other a chance? Perhaps, we can be very happy." ”
Lin Zihua sighed slightly: "Actually, you don't have to choose me, there are many men who look a hundred times better than me, why did you choose me? I'm not a good choice, at least I know that if I can talk about a girlfriend more, I must talk about it, I won't miss the delicious food in my mouth." ”
This is a bit, Lin Zihua didn't think about it at all, but if he didn't say that, he would probably be entangled very unhappily.
In addition, after a long time, no one dares to say what kind of person he will become.
Wouldn't it be a shame to pretend to be noble and great now, and when it is exposed later?
"You don't have to irritate me. Xu Baohan tried to show a sweet smile, "I know, you have feelings for me, so you stimulate me so much, but I will prove it with facts." ”
Lin Zihua was silent for a long time, and then spoke: "It's good if you're happy......"
At lunchtime, Lin Zihua's parents obviously sensed that something was wrong.
But at the dinner table, they didn't ask much.
In the affairs of young people, the older generation is not good at participating, and blindly participating may do bad things, they are all from the past, this is still very clear.
After lunch, Xu Baohan continued to speak to Lin Zihua: "Zihua, we are like this, don't give each other another chance, your parents will ask us what's going on." ”
"What's going on? Just be as it is. Lin Zihua replied, "Isn't it a very simple matter?"
According to the actual situation?
Xu Baohan thought of the boyfriends she had had, and felt that Lin Zihua was telling the truth, and she didn't know how to face Lin Zihua's parents in the future!
For the first time, Xu Baohan regretted what he had done.
Thinking of the way she used to look down on people, now she is most afraid of being looked down upon by others.
However, at this point, it is useless to regret it!
There are some things that are not so tragic if regret can solve the problem.
"Can you not tell your uncle and aunt?" Xu Baohan said, "This is a matter for the two of us, and we don't need to let the elders worry about it." Trust me, sometimes letting go of some doesn't actually hurt you to hold on and you can get more. People's lives are very short, and I will create more happiness for you in a short time. Brother Zihua, I hope you can think about it. ”
When Lin Zihua heard this, he frowned slightly, and then asked: "Actually, I don't understand a little, with my kind of color, it's not so handsome as the sky, you have a lot of choices to make, there's no need to choose me, understand?"
When Xu Baohan heard this, he was immediately silent.
She has tasted the bitter fruits of her chaotic life in the outside world, and has lost confidence in many people, and even in her feelings, if she hadn't found out that the true feelings she once disdained were what she really needed, she wouldn't have come here.
But she was embarrassed to say this kind of thing to Lin Zihua, because she was too ashamed and embarrassed...... (To be continued.) )