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Perhaps, he should learn to love her the way she needs to be, instead of blindly taking and possessing.
Seeing that the corners of Xiao Ling's mouth were stained with orange juice, he reached out, gently wiped the things from the corners of his mouth with his fingertips, bent the corners of his mouth dotingly, and asked, "Xiao Ling, ...... Do you like your uncle?"
Xiao Liang looked at him, blinked, tilted his head and looked at him for a long time before saying, "En...... If you let me come to your house every day and give me delicious food every day, I will gradually like you. ”
When Gu Tingchuan heard this, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, "Oh? Then as long as you play with it, you will like it?"
Xiao obediently shook his head, "It's not a grin." ”
"So, I'm special?"
was listed as special by his own son, although he knew that this little guy was fooling him, he also felt that his heart was as sweet as honey.
He smiled happily, looking at the cute expression on the little guy's face with great interest, every expression and every look of his was so cute, people couldn't help but want to be close to him, this little guy now has this kind of affinity, the elders' hearts are as sweet as honey, it is really his biological son, hereditary......
When he was a child, he was also the favorite child of his elders......
It's just that later......
He has seen too many sad things, too many realistic things, and lived in such a loveless family, his innocence and happiness no longer exist.
Now, is he going to let his children follow that path again?
He thought that he might really not understand love, because he had not experienced how to love for the sake of others, and on the road of love, he was a primary school student and needed to learn......
He was accustomed to his own way, thinking that to love someone was to break her wings and let her stay by his side, and to be good to her wholeheartedly was love, but he was negligent, even if he gave her the best thing in the world, he deprived her of the smile on her face.
He didn't want to be uncomfortable, he didn't want to endure the pain of losing her, but he wanted to watch her unhappiness.
Gu Tingchuan suddenly sighed, and his eyes softened a lot when he looked at the little girl, mixed with a strong doting, and chatted with the little girl for a while, and the little guy yawned and complained: "Why hasn't Mommy come back yet?"
Pursed his lips, rested his elbows on his legs, supported his cheeks, and frowned, "Uncle, I miss Mommy." ”
Seeing that he was not in good spirits, he asked, "Do you want to sleep for a while?" Maybe when you wake up, Mommy will be back?"
The little one looked at him, "Will you?"
"Hmm. ”
"Then Uncle must tell me to get up. ”
"Good. ”
Gu Tingchuan got up and hugged the little girl, he was too small, too small, he only needed a little force to pick him up, so small, the moment he hugged the little girl, the moment the little boy put his hands around his neck, he really felt a strong feeling of being a father, and wanted to protect them for the rest of his life......
Accompanied by the little girl, his fingertips gently slid over the little guy's face, rubbing with affection.
He once thought that he would have a child with her, so that she would have a concern, a bond, and never leave him again.
Later, he cut off their children with his own hands, and became a thorn in each other's hearts, although on the surface neither of them mentioned it, but they both knew in their hearts that once they touched it, it would hurt.
That's an indelible damage......
It takes courage and love to counteract.
Gu Tingchuan was watching the little guy sleeping soundly, and suddenly heard the movement outside the door, he thought that she should be back, so he took the door lightly and walked out of the door.
As soon as the door opened, it was really her.
I saw her with her back to her, holding the key to open the door.
Sensing him open the door, looking back at him, their eyes colliding with each other, no one spoke, the corridor was so quiet that they could hear each other's breathing, and the faint light stretched her figure long, so thin......
Hai Yao looked away and continued the movements of her hand silently, she didn't receive a call from Ou Junyan, so she didn't know that Xiao Yan was there with Gu Tingchuan, she only knew that he would take Xiao Yan to eat first and then come back.
For some reason, something is wrong with the key.
She writhed a few times, but couldn't open it.
In particular, under his scorching gaze, the strong sense of presence made her unable to calm down, no matter how calm her face was, the impatient movements in her hands still revealed her mood.
She writhed hard, as if the door was against her, and there was no movement at all.
Suddenly......
She vaguely felt him coming, and before she could react to what he wanted to do, he reached out and took her hand holding the key.
Then he took the key from her hand, replaced it, inserted it in the keyhole, and pushed the door open with a slight twist.
She was a little embarrassed, hung her head slightly, unwilling to face him, and said politely: Thank you.
Just about to enter the house, he grabbed his wrist.
The temperature of his palms burned her skin so hot, making her feel his strength and determination.
Hai Yao thought that he was going to explain or redeem again, but she looked at his hand with tired eyes, and said coldly, "I'm tired, let me rest, okay?"
"What's ...... Later...... Let's talk about it. Her voice was tired, and she had exhausted her strength all day today.
"If you're tired, you can try to lean on me, you can try to tell me what you need and want from today on, okay?"
When Hai Yao heard this, she looked at him with some surprise, and unexpectedly saw a shallow water light flashing in his black eyes, which made his black eyes even clearer, hitting her heart.
I heard him say: "As long as you are willing to tell me, I am willing to do it, give it to ......"
His voice suddenly choked, hoarse, as if he was sad, and suddenly choked up, making him unable to speak.
Hai Yao's heart seemed to have been pricked by a needle, infected by the sad atmosphere he brought, and she felt depressed.
She didn't want to hear it anymore, for fear that she would cry out in vain.
Breaking away from his hand, as soon as he took a step, he suddenly hugged her from behind her, clasped his hands tightly on her chest, hugged tightly, he bent down slightly, a low gasp sounded in her ears, the muddy breathing implied sadness, only to hear him whisper, "Give me a chance, let me accompany you." ”
Tears, at that moment, welled up and filled his eyes.
She bit her trembling lip as hard as she could, so she couldn't hold back her crying, eased her mood and asked coldly, "Gu Tingchuan, what are you like this?"
She had never heard him speak so lowly, he had always spoken to her with a half-threat, and she had imagined that if she heard his whispered pleading, she would be happy with a vengeance, but now hearing him so pleading, she couldn't be happy, and she didn't even have the strength to raise the corners of her mouth......
"I'm sorry ......"
"I'm sorry that I didn't do well, but I cared too much about my feelings, and when I saw you again, I didn't give you enough care, and I blindly doubted you, it was my bad. ”
"Don't say it!" she bit her lip and choked up, she might not be able to control her emotions if he continued.
She didn't dare to listen to it anymore, and at this moment she probably hated herself the most.
No matter how bad he was to her, she didn't have the slightest immunity to him......
She hated her lack of interest, and deeply understood that she couldn't forget about this man in her life.
It is precisely because of love, but she can't trust him anymore, and there is no way for each other to be together again, she feels sad every time she thinks about it.
Some people may really like it, like it to death, and like it and want to go to the soup for him, but because they are sensible, they understand that they can't be together......
If she had been younger, if she hadn't been hurt, if she hadn't had children......
Perhaps, she will allow herself to be confused again and love him again.
But now, she is not only cautious, but also sensible, thinking rationally that if there is no result, no happiness, no future, there is no beginning......
Now she understands that she would rather find a mediocre man, as long as he is good to the child and good to her, which is more reliable than vigorous love......
She didn't want to hurt the children, she didn't want to stab herself in the wound again.
"Gu Tingchuan, don't say it again......"
She pulled down his hand hard, took a deep breath, suppressed the sourness in her heart, and forced herself to say calmly, "I'm tired, if you want to say this, I don't want to hear it." ”
She was determined to close the door, but he stretched out his hand to block it, "The little girl is with me." ”
Hearing this, she looked at him and couldn't help frowning, afraid that he would threaten him with a child, he seemed to understand the meaning in her eyes, and said bitterly, "Am I really so heinous to you?"
"You're so afraid of me?"
Her mind was seen through, she was a little embarrassed, but she didn't want to explain anything, so she had to lower her eyes, and listened to him continue, "When Ou Junyan brought it back, he left in a hurry, so he ......"
"Then I'll go and bring him back. ”
As she spoke, she was about to walk over, but Gu Tingchuan hurriedly grabbed her, "Tomorrow, he's asleep." ”
He wanted to see it again, he wanted to stay longer, but she wanted to take the child away immediately.