Before you know it, 2016 has passed. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

While everyone was celebrating the New Year, my heart was becoming more and more hesitant and dazed.

Facing the road in front of me, I am at a loss in my heart, I don't know the road below, whether to continue to persevere, or give up!

Give up, these two words, are always accompanied by unwillingness, and reluctance, and persistence, but it is just a meaningless persistence, all the efforts, but people can not see a little hope.

Dreams are sometimes just ridiculous foolish dreams, but dreams, I don't even have the courage to say them.

The two books add up to more than 6 million words, but the people around me have never known what I am doing, I don't know what I am doing when I hide in my room every day, the door is locked, and there is not even a person around me to share my feelings.

Sometimes, the effort is in the wrong direction, and it is all in vain.

At night, the hesitation of not knowing what to do, I will feel extremely depressed, and I want to shout out loud, but there is no way to do so.

After this book was put on the shelves, the grades were even worse than the previous book, and I thought that if I persisted, I could get a better recommendation, so that the grades would be slightly better, just to be able to support myself, for this ridiculous hope, I worked hard every day to save the manuscript, saved hundreds of thousands of words, but in the end it was in vain.

When a year has passed, when everyone is summing up what goals have been achieved in the past year, the hesitation in my heart is even heavier.

Perhaps, you should not be indecisive anymore, you should learn to give up early, this is not the right path for you after all. (To be continued.) )