Chapter 30: Black Sign
The girls who were still chattering just now, when they heard the director say this, they instantly fell silent, and they all lowered their heads.
Xiang Xiaoyuan also buried his head in his chest, nervous in his heart.
At this time, I realized that I was not as strong as I imagined, and I couldn't say the bold words in the volunteer book, and I couldn't stand up and say loudly: "I'll go!" These two simple words.
Only at this time would Weishenme realize that she was so vulnerable, and at that time she also laughed at Xiao Qing, laughed at her timidity, and despised her cowardice.
I have always felt that I can not be afraid of anything, and I must be like a hero at a critical moment...... It turns out that it is nothing more than self-deception......
In fact, not only Xiang Xiaoyuan, everyone kept asking themselves the same questions, and found their most unspeakable weakness......
The director had already estimated everyone's attitude, and he came prepared.
"Let's draw lots then!"
Two black lots, a ratio of one-fiftieth.
The box with the paper sticks began to pass from the Zuihou row, and each person who drew the lot had a solemn face, his fingers trembled, and then he opened it to see, and his expression immediately relaxed, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
Zhao Jianling took a deep breath and took out a paper stick, opened it to look at it, and then smiled miserably, and said to the willingness beside him:
"I guessed that there must be one of them!"
She pretended to laugh easily, but her legs trembled involuntarily.
Zhao Jianling has always known that he is the kind of person who belongs to the extreme.
From childhood to adulthood, others have stepped on shit luck, and she can only step on shit luck.
Seeing Zhao Jianling take away a black stick, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, because as soon as the proportion dropped to one eightieth, everyone began to whisper again.
Xiang Xiaoyuan looked at the sign in her hand and breathed a sigh of relief, which made her feel embarrassed.
Thinking about the sword spirit, she felt as if she had done something wrong.
Xiao Qing opened the lottery in her hand, her face turned pale, and then she covered her mouth and was about to cry.
Xiao Yuan was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood, she hesitated, gritted her teeth and stuffed the paper stick in her hand to her, then snatched the black stick from her hand, stood up and said loudly:
"No need to smoke!
Xiao Qing was stupid, looking at her blankly, just wanted to speak, Xiang Xiaoyuan bit her lip and shook her head at her.
"That'...... Xiang Xiaoyuan and Zhao Jianling will stay for a while, and the rest of the comrades will dismiss......"
The Commissioner slowly stood up and said.
Zhao Jianling had already walked to Xiao Yuan's side and held her hand tightly, and they looked at each other and smiled, although their hands were still shaking.
Everyone left silently, all bowing their heads, and they all had a strange feeling, as if they had pushed these two men out to die, or they had become deserters.
Feeling guilty, ashamed, feeling uneasy, without the slightest sense of joy when you just knew that you didn't draw a black lot, people are really contradictory animals.
Leyi ran to Xiao Yuan's side and just said the word "I", and asked Xiao Yuan to push her out.
She dragged Xiao Qing, who had been bowing her head and was silent, looking at them worriedly, they just smiled, Xiao Qing turned her head and her eyes were full of tears, and then she bit her lower lip and left silently.
What did the director say to them, Xiang Xiaoyuan didn't hear a word, and she didn't know where she got the courage to snatch the black slip from Xiao Qing's hand just now.
She didn't think too much, she didn't go through a fierce ideological struggle and contradiction struggle as described in the elementary school student's essay, she just didn't want to see Xiao Qing cry, it was as simple as that.
Fortunately, Xiao Yuan smiled at himself in his heart, it turned out that he was neither as brave as he thought, nor as cowardly as he estimated......
I heard that the two of them were going to the front line, Zhong Yuan quit, she just had that temper, she didn't say a word, and she didn't discuss it with anyone, so she went directly to the director.
Pushing open the door of the director's office, she was startled, it turned out that Su Ping was also there.
She glanced at Su Ping and said straight to the point:
"Director, the two of them brush down one of them, I'll go!"
The commissioner pushed his glasses: "Don't make trouble!
Zhong Yuan's fire was bigger: "Why don't the backbone of Jishu have to go? I'm more stable than them, I want to go voluntarily, I want to go to the front line!"
Before the director could speak, Su Ping was anxious: "What are you mixing in? Go first, I haven't finished talking yet!"
Then he said to the director: "There are so many people, let the two little girls go? We are all dead? I don't care about others, I'll go for the sword spirit!"
They were shouting here, Xiang Xiaoyuan and Zhao Jianling heard that they were coming to make trouble, so they hurriedly ran over, and they heard Su Ping's words clearly, and Jian Ling's face turned red.
Xiang Xiaoyuan was so angry that he burst into the office and dragged Su Ping's ears out of the director's office.
"You bastard! What do you mean you don't care about others? You dead man! Lingling is your own sister! Eccentricity is on the back of the back, right?"
Xiao Yuan scolded and kicked Su Ping: "I'm still your fellow countryman!"
Su Ping was kicked by her and screamed, holding his head and running away, where is there still the momentum of going to the director just now.
Zhao Jianling was distressed and wanted to protect it, but he couldn't stand Xiaoyuan's violent state, so he could only look at Su Ping and let him run quickly.
As soon as Zhong Yuan was about to speak, she was scolded back by Xiang Xiaoyuan, who was so frightened that she didn't dare to come out.
Xiang Xiaoyuan rarely gets angry, and the fire is terrifying.
"Whew...... It's comfortable......" Looking at the two people who were scolded away, Xiao Yuan suddenly laughed so hard that she couldn't straighten her waist, she laughed enough, and stabbed Zhao Jianling with her elbow.
"How is it? Happy this time, right? Now you can see how much Su Ping cares about you, right?"
Then imitated Su Ping's voice and said, "I don't care about others, I'll go for the sword spirit!"
She laughed as she winked at the sword spirit.
Zhao Jianling's face turned red.
Seeing Xiaoyuan angry just now, she was so frightened that she didn't even dare to come out, and suddenly understood, it turned out that this girl was making a bad move!
Xiang Xiaoyuan nodded: "Otherwise, they should be endless again......"
I don't want anyone to replace me, especially those people who are my most beloved and most cared about.
She looked at the sword spirit and knew that her heart was the same as herself......
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"So...... We are the safest!" Xiao Yuan said slowly, chewing on the vegetables.
Leyi just wanted to speak, but she squirted back.
"Fortunately, it's not you!
Everyone swallowed their anger, and they all felt that Xiaoyuan was because of injustice in their hearts, and when they saw anyone scolding whom, they all avoided them, and no one dared to replace them.
Only the Sword Spirit knew the reason why Xiao Yuan did this.
That's what she is, she always finds a way to calm things down.
Although her methods are always bizarre and sometimes a little unacceptable, they always work surprisingly.