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The tone was soft, but it was like a boulder hitting his heart, and at that moment, he was so painful that he didn't even have the strength to hold her tight......

Her heart ached, and her words were like a curse, cursing that they would never have children in their lives......

Gu Tingchuan could only let himself hug her tightly, hugging her cold body, and said in a low voice, "I don't allow you to say that, you are not allowed to say that!"

He knew that she was in pain too, and she was sad too......

She cursed them in harsh language, mocking and pretending to be lighthearted......

Gu Tingchuan held her tightly in his arms, obviously he hugged her so tightly, but he didn't feel the slightest dependence on her, if she would have leaned on his shoulder before, her body would have softened a little bit in his arms......

But today, she is like a piece of ice, sitting there stiff, not noisy, expressionless, like a soulless puppet doll.

Suddenly, she gently pushed him away and said lightly, "You go, I'm tired." ”

That tone pushed him thousands of miles away......

Gu Tingchuan watched her shrink into the quilt, closing her eyes and not wanting to look at herself, her pale face was distressing.

"Losing this child, I feel more uncomfortable than you, this matter is my fault, which caused you to be injured, Hai Yao, I don't ask you to forgive me, but you don't resent it with yourself. ”

She still didn't react, Gu Tingchuan sighed, he knew that she could hear it, but he didn't want to deal with it.

He got up, "I'll ask Aunt Zhang to come over and take care of you." ”

After speaking, he turned and walked away.

*****

Hai Yao's injury this time required temporary hospitalization, coupled with the inconvenience of her hands, Aunt Zhang was by her side to take care of her for the past few days.

And Gu Tingchuan never appeared......

If Aunt Zhang wanted to mention him, she would stop him immediately, and Aunt Zhang had no choice but to stop mentioning Gu Tingchuan's name.

She hadn't seen him for days.

She didn't know where he had gone, and she didn't want to know, but she was still a little lost in the depths of her heart.

The nurse asked, "What about your husband, when he came to the hospital with you in his arms that day, he was so nervous, and he shouted at the doctor so loudly that the whole hospital could hear it." ”

Hai Yao smiled bitterly, "He's busy." ”

"No matter how busy you are, I should come to see you, you just lost your child, why didn't he stay with you? I think he was very nervous about you that day?"

Facing the nurse's words, the corners of Hai Yao's lips hooked up a bitter smile.

She has no weight in his heart, but she is just a flag used by him, maybe he wants a child, and it has something to do with using her......

The body is getting better day by day, but the heart seems to be empty.

Occasionally, she would think of the child in her womb, and if he was still around, would she be willing to give birth?

Hai Yao wanted to see those cute little babies, and came to the place where the baby bathed, but saw Gu Tingchuan standing at the glass window, watching the nurse inside bathing the baby and putting it in the water to let the baby swim.

A bitter smile tugged at his lips, if his baby were still ......

As if sensing her gaze, he looked at her, looking at each other, but Hai Yao immediately looked away and turned around to leave.

Watching her leave step by step, he didn't catch up in the end.

Until she disappeared around the corner, his dark eyes stained with a layer of loss, she still complained about him.

Naturally, she didn't know that he would sit downstairs in the hospital late every night, and it would be dawn when he sat and sit......

Every time I just walked to the door of her ward, I heard her muffled cough, and I heard her stop Aunt Zhang from mentioning him, his footsteps always hesitated at the door, and finally did not enter.........

On the day Hai Yao was discharged from the hospital, Aunt Zhang helped her out of the hospital when she saw Gu Tingchuan's car parked outside.

And he leaned on the side of the car, holding a cigarette in his hand, and when he saw them coming out, he immediately extinguished the cigarette in his hand, walked up and took the luggage in Aunt Zhang's hand, and wanted to take the things in her hand, "Come, I'll help you get it, you can't carry heavy things at this time." ”

He reached out to take it, but Hai Yao avoided it, and walked around him expressionlessly to leave.

She walked very fast and walked out to stop the taxi.

Aunt Zhang hurriedly took the things from Gu Tingchuan's hand and urged, "Go chase after it, what are you doing standing here stupidly." ”

When Gu Tingchuan heard this, he chased after her in two or three steps, and when he saw that she was about to get into the taxi, he hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed the door of the taxi, and then bent down and said apologetically to the driver, "Master, don't go." ”

After speaking, close the door.

Hai Yao watched the taxi she had finally stopped leave like this, she was angry, but she didn't want to pay attention to him, so she stepped forward and stretched out her hand to stop the taxi again.

Gu Tingchuan came to her, "Okay, let's go home, don't make trouble, okay?"

He snatched the luggage from her hand and reached out to pull her, but Hai Yao dodged his hand away.

In the face of her silent neglect and coldness, Gu Tingchuan felt frustrated.

"Lu Haiyao, what else do you want from me?"

"I've said many times to apologize, as long as you go back, I will compensate you well, you are angry and don't want to see me, okay, I won't bother you, I'd rather be silently downstairs, you tell me, what else do you want me to do, are you willing to forgive me, can you ignore me? Can you talk to me? Is it okay to be silent like this?"

Seeing that she still ignored him, he sighed helplessly, grabbed her hand, squeezed it tightly in the palm of his hand, and said helplessly, "Wife, don't do this?"

"Talk to me?"

"Beat me and scold me, don't be like this, don't say a word to me. ”

"Hai Yao ......"

His voice was almost hoarse, how could he feel better these days?

She was uncomfortable, he knew ......

She didn't know his discomfort.

It was their common child, and he also felt that a hole had been cut out of his heart, and coupled with her resentment towards him, he couldn't calm down at all these days, thinking only that if only she could forgive him......

As long as she can ignore him, he is willing to do anything.

Lu Haiyao lowered her eyes, unwilling to look at him more, and reached out to pull his hand away, but he pulled it violently and was hugged tightly by him.

As if afraid she would disappear......

He hugged her tightly, wishing he could rub her into his body, and his low voice carried a strong sense of guilt, "You can beat me, punish me for anything, don't ignore me." ”

"I'm as heartbroken as you are about losing this child, wife, how about we go home? ”

When she heard him go home, her eyes were red and hurt by the wind, so tears appeared.

He gave her a home......

A home that warms her to rely on......

But cruelly let her know that it was not home, it was just a trap, a beautiful trap, with the name of 'home'.

She doesn't know when this man is good to her, when is he deliberate, when is he sincere?

He was good to her, and he had a purpose.

Hai Yao endured the pain in her heart, and finally said the first sentence to him for so many days, "Gu Tingchuan, let go of me, I want to be quiet alone, don't force me." ”

That sentence don't force me, it choked his heart.

She gently pushed him away, never looking at him, and turned to walk away......

Her back faded away......

Until before his eyes, it became blurry.

******

Hai Yao didn't want to return home with a large bag, which made her father worried, so she came to the studio and planned to live here for a few days first.

It just so happened that she had a separate bathroom in her office, and she was already petite, and the sofa was enough for her to sleep.

People say that when you are sad, busyness is the best paralyzing medicine.

So she didn't have a hard job, and she wanted to do a good job in the project that Ou Junyan handed over to her, so that her studio could get a certain reputation in the industry, and once a newly established studio like theirs took over a relatively large project and successfully ran it well, its reputation would gradually become louder.

When everyone had dispersed and the sky was getting dark, the light bulb in her office suddenly went out.

Suddenly, he couldn't see his five fingers......

Black, like a dense net, struck her, enveloping her whole person......

Her heart tightened, she fumbled for her phone, and looked around through the bright light on the phone screen.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps.

Then the sound of the door opening......

Hai Yao's nerves suddenly tensed, and her voice couldn't help but become weak, "Who is it!"

The man should not have carried a stool from the side, and when he stood on the stool, he touched the lamp with his hand......

Just when Hai Yao's heart was beating faster, and she was about to call the police, the light turned on.

The strong light made her have to squint, only to see that the familiar figure was reaching out to twist the lamp, seeing that the brightness of the lamp tube stabilized, he got down from the stool, looked at her puzzled and surprised gaze, Gu Tingchuan sighed and explained, "After passing here, I saw that the light inside you suddenly dimmed, so I came in to have a look." ”

ps;Good night╭╮Thank you for the red envelopes and gifts.