Chapter 56: Please Remember to Always Be Bright
Lin Shu stood at the gate of University A, waiting for a long time and not getting a taxi. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info She didn't know how Gu Xi's situation was, and she was very anxious. Shen Yufei called, and Lin Shu quickly picked it up.
"Senior Yu Fei, how is Xiaoxi?"
"Lin Shu, don't worry too much, Uncle Yu has stabilized her condition. However, Gu Xi's father suddenly returned to China, he brought experts from the UK, and Gu Xi was taken back to the UK as soon as he left the operating room. Listening to the phone, there seemed to be no movement, and Shen Yufei stopped for a while. "Lin Shu, are you listening?"
"Hmm. Listening. ”
"After all, the level of medicine in the UK is relatively high, and her father will try his best to find the best doctor for her, Gu Xi will be better over there than here. ”
"I know. ”
"I have already called Gu Chen, and he has already rushed to the UK. Lin Shu, let me tell you a word when Gu Xi leaves. ”
"What did the creek say?"
She said, "Please remember to keep it shining." ”
Lin Shu looked up at the gray sky, blinked, and the tears that were originally swirling were slowly poured back by her. "Thank you, Senior Yu Fei. ”
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shu walked back to the villa apartment. The huge house was quiet, and Lin Shu was lying on the sofa, looking at the greenhouse where Gu Xi planted the seeds. On the door of the house hung a wooden sign that read Thecityofangels, which was the name Gu Xi gave it.
Xu Xinrui didn't know when he stood at the door, he came in and stood against a white pillar, and didn't speak.
Lin Shu felt very tired, and she slept for a long time. In her dreams, she seemed to go back many years ago.
In that simple study, my father carried a pen to write down lines of calligraphy, which was beautiful and timeless. He would always hold Lin Shu's small hand with his big hand and write down those intimidating Song words with a pen. My father's handwriting is very good, and his writing is also outstanding, and every year the street neighbors will come to my father to ask for a couplet. Every time my mother would come in and call them for dinner with light steps, she was a woman who loved to laugh, and my father had painted countless kinds of my mother's laughter. She smiled when she looked at herself and her father, when she walked on the stone bridge with Lin Shu's umbrella, when she helped the neighbor's grandmother string, when she instructed the aunt next door to knit a sweater, when she gave the osmanthus cake she made to the neighbor to taste, when she was cooking in the kitchen, and when she sat at her father's desk and flipped through those scrolls. My father always said that my mother's laughter was the most beautiful thing in the world, and it could make all the gloom disappear in an instant. Lin Shu also thinks so, her mother's smile is not only gentle and moving, but also strong from the inside out. No matter what kind of predicament she was in, her mother always laughed it off. She said, Lin Shu, you have to be a girl who loves to laugh in the future, and use your smile to warm all your life.
When he woke up, it was already dark, and Xu Xinrui was still standing there.
"Rui, did you say that there will be reincarnation after death?" asked Lin Shu.
"If it's the kind that humans understand, I'm afraid it doesn't exist. ”
"And what do you understand?"
Xu Xinrui looked down at the blood on his wrist, but asked Lin Shu, "Shu'er, how important is Gu Xi to you?"
"If I could, I would rather be in the hospital. ”
"I see. ”
"Why do you ask this?"
"I'm just wondering if something is worth doing, because I don't like to do superfluous things. ”
Lin Shu sat up, Xu Xinrui lowered her head, she couldn't see his expression clearly. "Rui, who the hell are you?"
"Does it matter? You just need to know that I'm the only person in the world who won't hurt you, and that's enough. ”
"I always knew that. ”
"Shu'er, how much do you believe in me?"
"I believe in you more than I believe in myself. ”
Xu Xinrui raised his head, his eyes narrowed slightly, "It's so good, you are still you, even after so long, it hasn't changed." ”
"What do you mean?"
"It's nothing, I'll leave now that you're awake. ”
After Xu Xinrui left, Lin Shu also went out, she was very depressed and wanted to go out. I don't know why I walked to the bottom of the No. 1 building of the Polytechnic University, and I went up without thinking about it.
Looking at the city from the top floor of Polytechnic Building No. 1, it is still so beautiful. However, there is more loneliness. It turns out that even if you trample the world under your feet, it doesn't necessarily mean that you can be at ease. Lin Shu, in the end, you didn't hold on to it. Everything I cared about was lost.
"Looks like you're in a bad mood?" Ge Yi stood not far away, and Lin Shu didn't answer. "Why didn't you tell Gu Chen about your father's car accident three years ago?" Originally, I wasn't interested in Lin Shu's past, but when Lin Shu mentioned three years ago on the basketball court, Lin Shu's overexcitement made Ge Yi curious, and surprisingly, Gu Chen didn't seem to know. remembered that Yu Zimo said at the time that Lin Shu failed the high school entrance examination, even if Gu Chen left, he would not let a person like Lin Shu, who lives so seriously, give up the high school entrance examination easily. What was it that made her give up on herself at that time? He asked people to investigate, and when he got the results, Ge Yi was still quite shocked. He didn't expect Lin Shu to be a single-parent child, and her father's car accident seemed to have something to do with the Gu family, could it be because of this reason that he had a quarrel with Gu Chen like this?
Because there is no need to put him in the picture of his future, why tell him about the past that has no meaning. ”
Ge Yi looked at Lin Shu with interest, this answer was novel. "But you should know that what Gu Chen decided is probably not so easy to let go. ”
"Well, aren't you the same? But you are different in one thing. ”
"What?"
"If his persistence hurts me, he'd rather give up. ”
"Is it? because he likes you?"
"You were wrong, not because you liked it, but because you couldn't live up to that encounter. Whether it is me or Gu Chen, we both cherish that time and will not break it easily. ”
Ge Yi was noncommittal, "In this way, it sounds like I am indeed quite cruel, and I don't have Gu Chen's gentle affection." ”
"To me, you can't compare. ”
"yes? I thought you would compare the two of us once in a while, or at least that proves you care a little bit about me. ”
"Looking at it this way, even if Gu Chen leaves, you don't have any intention of letting me go. ”
"That's how you want to break up?"
Lin Shu shook her head, "It doesn't matter, if you feel that this identity is valid for Gu Chen, we can continue to date." ”
Lin Shu's obedience made Ge Yi feel bored, and he was used to her resistance. This obedience can only mean one thing, and there is no place for him in her heart at all. "Three years ago, you couldn't save your father because of lack of money, so you gave up the high school entrance examination. Three years later, you still don't have the ability to save Gu Xi, so are you going to give up on yourself again?"
"Ge Yi, what qualifications do you have to talk to me about this. Even if you still have a trace of me being your girlfriend, you won't turn me away when I beg you in the mountainous area of City B, if you really still have a trace of kindness, you shouldn't challenge Gu Chen at this time. If it weren't for you, I would have heard her tell me that herself. ”
Lin Shu endured her emotions, no matter how much she wanted to calm down, Ge Yi still easily provoked the fluctuations in her heart.
"Lin Shu, it doesn't make sense for you to blame me. You know very well that even without me, Gu Xi is hopeless. ”
Lin Shu bit her lip fiercely, and the smell of blood spread in her mouth, making her calm down again. Gu Xi, this time, will we really never see each other again? You say, you really want to see what the City of Angels looks like. If you do, also help me see if my father is there, and if so, tell him that I miss him. Gu Xi, you said that you were afraid of being alone, but now you are going to leave me alone? Gu Xi, if you want to go away, can you take me with you too? Gu Xi, Gu Xi,......。 Lin Shu shouted her name over and over again in her heart.