980、just one last dance
No matter how nervous Ren Tianxin is, he can't ignore the melancholy that can't be dissolved in Qinglang's eyes, he has never shown such an expression, as if he is helpless in the face of a beloved thing, he can only watch quietly, but he dare not touch it, and he can't have it.
He still loved himself, but what happened - sweetheart thought so at the time.
There is nothing more important than knowing about this, Qinglang's coldness makes her unable to give up, her only worry is that Qinglang will get tired of her one day, she is stupid, useless, can't have children, too young, she has a lot of shortcomings, she is really worried all the time that Qinglang will not love her.
But at this moment, facing Qing Lang's eyes staring at her deeply, the skylight in her heart seemed to be suddenly pushed open, and she realized more clearly than usual that they still loved each other deeply, but everything led to the only result - they were going to separate, otherwise Qing Lang would not look at him with such a sad expression.
What's wrong with Qing Lang?
She wants to know, but she won't ask, if this is a decision that Qing Lang has to make, she will accept it, she will face it calmly, but she will not keep it and will not plead, they have said that they will be together for a lifetime, and even death has not been able to separate them, so what happened to Qing Lang must be more terrible than death.
She suddenly remembered Qinglang's recent abnormality, the falling water glass, the mistaken object, and his more and more frequent panic and trance...... Time begins when Qing Lang returns from the disaster area.
"Sweetheart. The sudden voice called her back from her thoughts, and the sweetheart stared at Qing Lang, who had already raised her glass and said softly, "Cheers, happy second wedding anniversary." ”
Sweetheart settled, she knew that she was useless, and she couldn't help Qinglang anything, but at this moment, although her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, although she wanted to cry loudly, although the thing she was most afraid of in her life was about to happen, but she decided to carry on tonight, she couldn't live up to Qinglang's hard work, if it wasn't for lovelessness, Qinglang did everything for herself, there was no doubt about it.
"Hmm...... Cheers. Sweetheart struggled to pull a smile on, but her fingers trembled as she held her glass.
She tried to calm down, but she didn't dare to look into her clear eyes.
Situ Qinglang was about to crush the goblet, why didn't he sit here with tears in his eyes? The villain in front of him was so well-behaved and sensible, he could understand just by looking at her dodging eyes, she must have guessed a rough idea, but she couldn't help but ask or resist, like a poor little animal quietly waiting for the master's fall, such a sweetheart, how could he be willing to let go?
Maybe...... And miracles?
As soon as this thought came to mind, Situ Qinglang suddenly suppressed it. No, he has been tormented by this "miracle" for a long time, every day is a torture, every day before he finally makes up his mind today, he hesitates, he softens his heart when he sees his sweetheart, but he has to pave the way for his "change of heart", this process makes them both painful, but what about the ending?
The miracle he had been waiting for still hadn't arrived.
He thought, God is so unfair to him, he has no mother, no family warmth, and now even his lover is going to be lost, yes, he still has money, he still has status, and status, but what is the use of that? He is about to become a blind man, and he will never see everything again, and he will never see his favorite sweetheart again.
Thinking about it, tears almost burst out of his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled, the bitterness in his heart spread, and at this moment he wished that there would be some sharp object to rip out his heart, so that he would never have to face all this again.
Sweetheart tried to swallow the tears in her stomach, she really couldn't stand Qinglang's painful expression, if the result could only be doomed, then ...... Let her rewrite the ending.
"This wine tastes so strange. She suddenly stuck out her tongue and smiled playfully, as if she had not been blessed.
Situ Qinglang raised his head suddenly, and said with a sweet smile: "Be happy, our second anniversary, isn't it good to have a good time?"
Situ Qinglang took a deep breath, and seemed to be able to see the compulsion under the sweetheart's bright smile, and he suddenly felt that the sweetheart was right.
Since there was only this last night left, why couldn't he spend it full of memories? He didn't want any more regrets.
"How can you get up happily? He finally retracted his unrelenting look and shook his head helplessly, "This is a good wine that I specially asked someone to buy, and my heart is broken when you say that it is unpleasant." ”
"I didn't say it tasted good, but it tasted weird. Sweetheart gulped a big mouthful, and said that if she got drunk like this, maybe she woke up and everything was just a dream.
"Time flies. Qinglang said softly, "You can drink alcohol, and you were still training with me when I first met you." ”
"Phew, don't mention that time. Sweetheart looked annoyed, "You always punish me, obviously people are pacesetters." ”
"If you are guilty of the opposite sexPants headshot, you'll want to eat people too. Situ Qinglang couldn't help laughing.
It was the summer of two years ago, when Sweetheart was still a carefree little girl, she was alone, although her family was poor, she never showed such a dazed, sad expression, always scrappy, always smiling.
What made her change? Situ Qinglang couldn't help but ask himself.
Is it right or wrong to let her marry her and make a family? Did you ever give her happiness or drag her down?
He suddenly remembered that He Jiaming was here, at that time he thought that He Jiaming was just possessive of the sweetheart, it was not love, and he was even glad that the sweetheart chose himself firmly in the end, and he was not with He Jiaming's scum;
Unconsciously, he forgot why he was sitting here today, his mind was full of memories with his sweetheart, starting from the first time they met on a blind date, heh, that nonsensical blind date, he only cared about the unreliability of the brothers and sisters of the Ma family at that time, but later, he was repeatedly glad - fortunately he went.
He and his sweetheart are obviously very fateful, why does God impose so many joys and sorrows on them?
Later, he deliberately went to his sweetheart's school to supervise military training - heh, this was not what he should have done, but he didn't know why, he had always been serious and took the initiative to apply for it at that time, which made the team suspicious for a while.
Later, he just wanted to take care of this little sapling, so that she could grow straighter and more beautiful, but he never thought about it, but he had other feelings, he fell in love with her, fell in love with her, and for the first time against the wishes of his family, he married her regardless of the license, and until now he owes her a decent wedding...... Let her lose her two children, he owes her too much, he thought that he could make her little sapling bloom the most brilliant flowers and bear the most beautiful fruits, but he did not expect it......
It's that he's too selfish. He never regretted meeting his sweetheart, but he regretted that he had married her and given her more pain than pleasure.
Situ Qinglang couldn't help but sigh again, suddenly his eyes darkened, and he didn't know when the sweetheart was already standing in front of him, she turned on the stereo, and sad music sounded in the room, which was a song called "".
"Aren't you in the mood to eat?" Sweetheart smiled, but her eyes were already red. She bent down, stretched out her hand, and stretched out straight to him, "Mr. Qinglang, can I ask you to dance?"
Situ Qinglang was stunned.
"This is our second anniversary. Sweetheart said softly, but persistently, "I want to ask you to do a dance, do you agree?"
Situ Qinglang's chest was blocked, and a tear suddenly fell.
"Good. He said that he took his sweetheart's hand, grabbed her slender waist, kissed her hair, smooth and full forehead, small and delicate earlobes, this poor little earlobe looked like a bad luck, sure enough, such a husband and such a marriage......
"Qinglang, I love you. Sweetheart whispered, "No matter what happens, you believe I will always love you, and I know, so do you." ”
Situ Qinglang's body stiffened, the tears that he had endured for a long time could no longer be controlled, rolling out, he hugged his sweetheart tightly, crying like a child, he really couldn't leave such a kind girl, he loved his sweetheart deeply, and wanted to be with her for life, he put in so much effort and experienced so much pain in life and death, but this ending was ...... He is not reconciled to this ending!
This night, he begged for the beauty of his sweetheart like a wounded trapped beast, kissed her over and over again, loved her, possessed her, under the dim light, sweetheart's tearful eyes were misty, as delicate and weak as a blooming rose, let him remember her little by little with his cool lips and slender fingers, if one day he is really blind and can no longer see the world, the only color in his heart may be the bright little sweetheart, which may be the only motivation for him to live.
Sweetheart can't remember how long they had been entangled, but she remembered that when she was groggy, Qinglang said a lot of words in her ear, and when she opened her eyes and touched the bed, Qinglang was no longer there, but she felt a piece of paper, and her intuition told her that it was the last thing she wanted to see.
She took it and held it up in front of her, it was a divorce agreement, which Qinglang had already signed.
She didn't read the above content carefully, she lay on the bed, covered her face with the quilt, and cried into tears.
Yesterday's everything was not a dream, she and Qinglang are really going to divorce, they have experienced so many points and reunions, but this time they are really going to end the entanglement completely.
She didn't read any of the words on it, and she didn't plan to read it carefully, she just cried silently for a long time, got up strongly, packed everything in the house, and called the moving company to help her pack her luggage and send it back to her old house.
Finally......
It's all about to get back to square one.
Sweetheart stood at the door, took one last look at the home she and Qing Lang shared, signed her name on the divorce agreement, then pressed the key on it, gently closed the door, and left.
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