"What is there to hate, you can't live for your own sin, you can only blame yourself. Li Mengqing said lightly.

"You are hating me for Qian'er, hating me for abandoning her, hating me for marrying Yunjia. You even hate me, do you think it's because of my divorce from Qian'er that Qian'er has become what she is now, right?" Liu Weiming said lightly.

"I didn't hate you, I hated myself. If I hadn't been so shameless in the first place, Qian'er wouldn't have divorced you, and I wouldn't have become what I am now. I hate only myself. Li Mengqing suddenly said with tears in her eyes.

"So you buried yourself, didn't dare to look at Qian'er and didn't dare to face me, didn't you?" Liu Weiming said very strongly.

"Yes, I don't dare to see Qian'er's current appearance, I will hurt once I see it, and I dare not see you, because you are my curse, and my heart hurts if I can't take it off. Li Mengqing sat opposite Liu Weiming.

"Why torture yourself like this? Qian'er doesn't want you to be like this. You have to understand that Qian'er became like this is just an accident, a traffic accident. She will stand up again, you know?" Liu Weiming said, grabbing Li Mengqing's hand.

"I know, but I don't think so. Li Mengqing's body began to tremble a little, and Liu Weiming could feel how much Jin Qian's accident hurt Li Mengqing's blow.

"Then what are you going to do in the future? Are you going to torture yourself like this for the rest of your life?" asked Liu Weiming heartbrokenly.

"I don't know, I don't know. Li Mengqing kept shaking her head.

Liu Weiming felt helpless, leaned back on the sofa, smoked a cigarette, and then said: "Escape is never the solution to the problem, in my impression you are not a person who will choose to escape when you encounter a problem." Mengqing, if you have time to take Qianqing to Qianzhen, I think you won't think like that anymore when you see Qian'er. ”

accompanied Li Mengqing and her daughter to have lunch together, Liu Weiming hugged her daughter and asked Li Mengqing to go back to Qianzhen with her, but Li Mengqing still wanted it as if she had a psychological disorder. Liu Weiming knew that this kind of thing could not be forced, and she had to think about it slowly by herself, so she went to the airport by herself, and then took the return ticket she had already booked back to Shanghai. After returning to Shanghai to play for a few days, he returned to his nest in Qianzhen with Zhang Yunjia and two children. After a long time, Liu Wei called the driver to drive the car, and he and Jin Qian sat in the car and returned to Jiangnan and returned to Jin Qingping's grave, and gave incense to Jin Qingping and his wife, in front of the grave, Jin Qian shed tears, and Liu Weiming also knelt in front of the grave with tears and burned paper money, and the guilt in his heart could not be expressed in words.

"Weiming, where are we going to eat?" asked Zhang Yunjia with the two children sitting in the back of the car and asked Liu Weiming, who had occupied the role of driver.

"Let's go to a friend of mine, it tastes good. The most important thing is that on this New Year's Day, we may not have a place in other places when we come out late, and she can probably make some room for us. Liu Weiming remembered Wen Hong, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Since being reported by Hou Youwen's villain, Liu Weiming hasn't taken care of Wen Hong's life and business much, and the most important thing is that he has a little pimple in his heart. But if you think about it, it's all. In the past, it was because he didn't become the head of the district, Wen Hong, who was a little weird in his heart, and he didn't even know it, but now that he has climbed to the position of secretary general of the municipal party committee, there is nothing to complain about, not only did he not drop, but he also rose half a level higher than he originally expected.

When he arrived at Wen Hong's shop, Liu Weiming unexpectedly found that the business here was deserted, which was very different from what it looked like two years ago. Wen Hong walked over and said to Liu Weiming: "Why did Secretary-General Liu come here today, this must be Mrs. Liu." Let's sit inside. ”

Liu Weiming frowned and followed Wen Hong to a table inside and sat down.

"What do you want to eat? Wen Hong asked with a smile.

"Don't be busy yet, you sue me, why is your business so cold during the Chinese New Year. Liu Weiming asked directly.

"I can't help it, the main reason is that I don't know how to operate, and I want to transfer this place out but I haven't been successful. Wen Hong said with gloomy eyes.

Liu Weiming thought about it carefully, and it is true that a single woman with a child by her side is indeed not suitable for this kind of work of a strong woman, Liu Weiming frowned and thought, and finally said to Wen Hong: "Are you willing to come to work in the municipal party committee? Although you can't make a fortune, it should be enough to live a life." ”

Wen Hong looked at Liu Weiming carefully, and there was a little sadness in her eyes, probably remembering her husband who used to work in the municipal party committee. In the end, he said: "Then thank you, Secretary General Liu, I am grateful." ”

"Don't say that, we're all friends. Liu Weiming nodded.

When he went to work after New Year's Day, Liu Weiming told Tang Weilong about this matter and asked him to deal with it, he is now the deputy director of the office, and it is not too difficult for him to get someone to work, and Wen Hong herself is also a college student, so there is not too much difficulty.

It's the end of the year in a blink of an eye, but Liu Weiming has found that their boss Wu has been in a very bad mood recently and often loses his temper, which is not a good thing. Liu Weiming asked a few times, but Wu Keliang said that it was okay, just some trivial things. Liu Weiming's protagonist sues him that things are definitely not so simple. Categorically, Liu Weiming also subtly refused, and the number of times Wu Keliang began to run to Beijing increased.

At the end of the year, Liu Weiming was going home for the New Year, but after thinking about it, he ran away to make Jin Qian feel very uncomfortable alone, but it was impossible to say that the two old men would spend the New Year alone if they didn't go home for the New Year. The only way is to bring Jin Qian home for the New Year, but if the old couple sees Jin Qian like this, can they still celebrate the New Year happily? In the end, Liu Weiming could only call his parents, saying that they had to be on duty during the Spring Festival this year, so they could not go home for the New Year. But let Zhang Yunjia take her two children back to her hometown for the New Year. And he accompanied Jin Qian at home for the New Year in Qianzhen, which may be the best way.

Before the cake year, Liu Weiming sent Zhang Yunjia and the child on the plane, and then asked Zhang Yunjia to be okay later, let the parents stay with the child for a while, and then drove home by himself, when passing by the vegetable market, he suddenly had a whim, bought a lot of vegetables at home, and then tied his apron into the kitchen. He had seen how many years he hadn't been in the kitchen. It seems that I haven't cooked since I got married. After getting married, Jin Qian and her mother cooked for themselves every day, and after the divorce, how could they still have the heart to eat the whole thing? Eat and drink outside every day, and then after marrying Zhang Yunjia, this work in the kitchen was honorably handed over to Zhang Yunjia and Li's mother. This year's Chinese New Year, Zhang Yunjia asked Li's mother to go back to her hometown for the New Year, and there were only two people in the whole house, Jin Qian and Liu Weiming, Liu Weiming went into the kitchen with great feelings, and he wanted to cook a delicious meal for Jin Qian.

When he was cooking in the kitchen, he still remembered that in Linyang, when he and Jin Qian met not long ago, Jin Qian said for the first time that he would cook a meal for himself. At that time, Jin Qian was so lively and cute, but now, she was made into what she is now by a man with no sense of responsibility, and every time she thinks of this Liu Weiming, her heart is like a knife.

Liu Weiming's cooking dishes are Jin Qian's favorite food, Liu Weiming slowly fed Jin Qian with a bowl, because Jin Qian couldn't move, so he could only swallow, Liu Weiming put the whole dish into Jin Qian's mouth, and then poured a small amount of soup into Jin Qian's mouth to help her swallow, can she ask Jin Qian if it's delicious?

On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, Liu Weiming pushed Jin Qian to walk in the garden, but before the New Year's bell came, Jin Qian had already fallen asleep in a wheelchair, and her current body was still not comparable to a normal person. Liu Weiming painfully hugged Jin Qian to the bed and fell asleep. Then he sat alone in the living room, smoked and watched the Spring Festival Gala. Gradually, it became too lonely. Before the New Year, he called Zhang Yunjia and asked if the children were okay over there, and then asked his parents to answer the phone and hung up after talking for a long time. After hanging up the phone, I heard the TV start the countdown, and the fireworks outside the window were also brilliant. Liu Weiming walked to the balcony, but he couldn't hide his loneliness. flipped through the phone book in the mobile phone, and finally could only find Qin Sisi's phone number. After thinking about it for a while, I dialed it.

"Hey, Sisi, I've got you a New Year's greeting. I'm the first of the new year. Isn't it very moving?" Liu Weiming said with a smile.

"I am very impressed, and I wish you every step up this year. What are you doing now? How did you remember to call me at this time. Qin Sisi asked strangely.

"It's nothing, sitting at home and watching TV alone. Liu Weiming shook his head and said.

"It seems that you and I are at the end of the world at the same time, and I am also watching TV at home alone. Qin Sisi said.

"Why don't we two sad people come out and have some wine together to celebrate the arrival of the New Year?" Liu Weiming said.

"You don't want to think about what day it is, how can there be wine outside?" Qin Sisi dispelled Liu Weiming's delusions, and then said: "If you are not afraid of other people's gossip, come to my house, I still have a lot of wine here, and there are also some dishes, if you come, I will cook it for you now." ”

Liu Weiming was a little moved, looked at the location of Jin Qian's room, and then said, "Okay, you tell me your address, and I'll go over now." ”

After finishing speaking, Liu Weiming began to hesitate a little again, pushed open the door of Jin Qian's room, looked at the sleeping Jin Qian, stepped forward and kissed Jin Qian's forehead, and then whispered, "I'm sorry, baby." ”

Then he turned around and went out of the door, drove out of the car, opened the CD in the car, and heard singing inside, "Loneliness is love, no matter whether love should be or not, you don't love at all, but I can't let go, it's loneliness that is making a ......." Liu Weiming smiled helplessly after hearing this, and said to himself: "Yes, why am I not lonely and making trouble?"

drove the car according to the location given by Qin Sisi, Liu Weiming came to the downstairs of Qin Sisi's house, came to this high-end community, got on the elevator, stopped at the door of Qin Sisi's house, and rang the doorbell. Not long after pressing the doorbell, I saw Qin Sisi, who was wearing an apron and holding a spatula in his hand, open the door and stand at the door.

"Well, yes, it's really a good wife and mother. Liu Weiming said to Qin Sisi as he entered the door.

"Then you're really complimenting me, sit down, there's fruit on the table. I basically eat out and rarely hang out on my own. This is not a year, I feel cold, and I am ready to cook a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. Who knew that when it was time to cook, he suddenly lost his mind, and finally ate Chinese New Year's Eve dinner alone outside. What about you, why are you celebrating the New Year alone?" Qin Sisi walked into the kitchen to continue cooking, and found that Liu Weiming also followed him into the kitchen and said.

"The first is to be on duty, and the second is that the wife and children are all in their hometown to accompany their parents for the New Year. I'm left alone at home. Liu Weiming looked at Qin Sisi's beautiful figure and said.

"You go sit down first, it'll be fine in no time. I still have some good wine in my wine cabinet. It's all brought back from some banquets that I didn't eat, and I usually don't drink a lot alone, so it happened to come in handy today. Qin Sisi said with a smile.

Liu Weiming nodded, this person is indeed very uncomfortable during the New Year, it seems that Qin Sisi is the same, otherwise, she wouldn't be so happy now, and why wouldn't she be like this?

The two of them sat on the big balcony of Qin Sisi's house with a table, wearing coats and facing the cold wind on Yantai to watch the fireworks blooming everywhere and drink foreign wine, which had a special charm.

"Come, cheers, thank you for coming with me to welcome the New Year. Qin Sisi said to Liu Weiming with a wine glass.

"I think I'm thanking you for inviting me to celebrate the New Year, otherwise I'd probably be sitting alone at home watching TV now. Liu Weiming smiled, then took a sip of his wine glass.

"You're not used to it. Like I've already become a thousand-year-old demon, it can be said that I am invincible, and a little loneliness and loneliness can't defeat me. Qin Sisi looked at it and joked, but how could Liu Weiming not hear the helplessness in his words? It is estimated that no one in this world likes to be lonely, so Qin Sisi has her helplessness and bitterness.

"Actually, you should look at it a little bit, what is the most important thing in life? is to live happily and be selfish. Liu Weiming said noncommittally.

"Aren't I being selfish now?" Qin Sisi looked at Liu Weiming, suddenly smiled charmingly, and then took a sip of wine. Liu Weiming admitted, he had to admit that Qin Sisi had already made his heart lose his heart just now, and he was fascinated by Qin Sisi's inadvertent smile just now.

"I've heard people say that making a wish on a meteor can make your dream come true, do you believe it or not?" Qin Sisi suddenly supported his chin with his hand and looked at the few stars in the sky, flashing his big eyes and asking Liu Weiming.

Liu Weiming looked up at the sky, this year's Chinese New Year's Eve night was already very good. As in previous years, it is either snowy or rainy, and it is rare to encounter a moonlit and starry night like this. Of course, this is also related to the geographical location of Qianzhen.

"I don't believe it. Liu Weiming shook his head and said, and then said: "If it was really useful, my wish would have come true, I once sat on the balcony every day for a period of time and waited for a meteor, but unfortunately, he never came true." It can be seen that this is simply a trick to deceive children. ”

"Oh, what wish did you make? Tell me about it?" Qin Sisi asked curiously, naturally with that kind of criminal smile on his face.