Chapter 114: A Headache (2)
Yuan was full of worries, and Zhao Wei was also uncomfortable.
Ever since I met Yuan Man, I have been attracted to him. She didn't know what was so good about Yuan Man, so she attracted her. He's just a big spoon cook, and his appearance is not a handsome guy or a small fresh meat type, just an ordinary, honest man. Maybe it's because he's upset about himself. was betrayed by Jiang Yaning, and he was not happy after marrying Ye Jun, and his love with Kang Shuncheng did not end well. These three relationships made Zhao Wei very hurt in her heart, and once suspected that God was here to trick her and punish her, although she didn't know where she had violated the rules of heaven.
She had thought about what she liked about men. After thinking about it, I still feel that I very much want to have a home, an ordinary but warm home.
Jiang Yaning forget it, it's just the throbbing of first love.
Ye Jun was the first person to give her family. However, such a family life is not happy at all and is full of pain. She once wanted to swallow her anger for the sake of her son, after a long time, running in and running-in, for the sake of her son Ye Hui, Ye Jun may slowly change, and life may be able to go on. However, such forbearance did not end well. Ye Jun still betrayed his marriage, and after hooking up with a little widow, he chose to divorce. This period of time was Zhao Wei's most gloomy day. Zhao Wei once lost the least trust in marriage and developed a sense of fear. In those days, when he saw other people in pairs and pairs, he would doubt the authenticity of this love or marriage, and he also had the urge to go up and ask others if they were happy or not. She really wanted to know, if others were happy, why was she unhappy again? In those days, Zhao Wei was tortured enough that she almost went crazy. That was Zhao Wei's loss of confidence in life again after her brother drowned and her parents died.
After a period of confusion like this, when she began to accept her fate, Kang Shuncheng appeared.
Kang Shuncheng, a rich second generation, a college student, has never suffered from life, has not seen the hideous face of life, so he is fearless and fearless about everything, and so is love.
Although Zhao Wei is a few years older than him, he still loves so passionately and purely.
Zhao Wei's motives for knowing Kang Shuncheng were originally impure, so at the beginning, she had no love for Kang Shuncheng at all. What she wanted was to use this as bait to trick this fool into going to Guilin to do pyramid schemes.
Such a despicable purpose naturally will not become the seed of love.
But Kang Shuncheng is no, he is a good college student, and he is a rich second generation, and he let a lot of school girls not chase him, but fell in love with a divorced woman who was a few years older than him in Guilin, and he was also deeply in love and couldn't extricate himself, and finally ran to Guilin to be obsessed with Zhao Wei.
Zhao Wei does not believe in such a so-called "love", nor is she optimistic. A rich second generation, a college student, a young man, can take a fancy to her, a divorced woman, the most important thing is that he is a few years older than him.
But Kang Shuncheng loves so sincerely, which makes Zhao Wei quite excited. When Kang Shuncheng returned to Wenzhou, Zhao Wei once thought that she was pregnant with his child, so she came all the way to Wenzhou and found Kang Shuncheng. Just when the relationship between the two was strong, when they talked about marriage, they found that they were not pregnant at all. Kang's mother Tang Xiulan certainly couldn't get used to Zhao Wei, a "liar", so she desperately opposed the love and marriage of the two.
This love is like this. When she met Yuan Man, Zhao Wei's lonely heart throbbed again, and a pool of spring water was wrinkled by the wind.
She knew that Yuan Man had a family, and if she was deeply involved in this disgraceful love, she would undoubtedly be bruised all over her body. Because she knew that Yuan Man loved his wife very much, loved his son very much, and loved his family very much. So, despite the extreme pain, she buried this emotion deep in her heart. It wasn't until Yuan Man and Zhou Xiaolan divorced that she knew that her love could finally break through the ground and blossom.
Yuan Man was reluctant to associate with her at first, because he still thought that Zhao Wei was just a lowly foot-washing girl, and the purpose of coming to him was not simple, and he was very responsive in his heart.
Although Yuan Man was not so cold to himself, Zhao Wei still decided to seize this opportunity. After all, she and Yuan Man are both bachelors, and there is no family involvement. Therefore, when Yuan Man's life was at its lowest, she sincerely cared for and took care of her, and finally won Yuan Man's heart and finally became husband and wife.
After getting married, Zhao Wei thought about everything for the sake of this family, even if Zhouzhou was not her biological son, she took care of it wholeheartedly. Yuan Man's mother was half paralyzed, and she took care of it without complaint. For Qin Guizhi's side, she also followed Yuan Man and called them "Mom and Dad" without any worries, clearing all obstacles for Yuan Man and the Zhou family to get along.
Later, when she saw Zhou Xiaolan, the unique jealousy of women still made her a little unhappy.
Yes, Zhou Xiaolan is so glamorous, but she is so dark. At that time, I was still a little envious of her, envying Zhu Chaoyang for giving Zhou Xiaolan such a life, but Yuan Man was so mediocre, and he would eventually be tied to him like a yellow-faced woman.
She was secretly unhappy in her heart. But she still thought about it carefully, after all, Zhou Xiaolan eats the bowl of art, and she is nothing, she can only use brute force. Yuan Man is mediocre, but true. Only this kind of mediocre life can Zhao Wei feel at ease and down-to-earth. So like Ah Q, he came to a spiritual victory method, and even despised Zhou Xiaolan in order to achieve his own psychological balance.
Of course, Zhou Xiaolan's pregnancy with twins is definitely the biggest blow to Zhao Wei.
Originally, Zhou Xiaolan was pregnant with Zhu Chaoyang's child, and she had nothing to do with Yuan Man or Zhao Wei, but she was just unhappy. Her unhappiness is because she can't get pregnant, and Zhou Xiaolan is not only pregnant, but also twins! Such unhappiness is jealousy and a woman's unwillingness. Such unhappiness made her faintly feel that she couldn't tie Yuan Man, although Yuan Man said that it didn't matter if she didn't have children. But how can a woman not have children? What if one day Yuan Man suddenly wants to have children again? If he contradicts himself or something on the grounds that he can't have children, he really has nothing to do.
Why are you afraid of losing Yuan Man? Do you really love him? Is it love to the bone marrow?
Zhao Wei introspected herself, love? maybe. But the sense of tranquility that Yuan Man brought her was the reason why she was reluctant to give up. Therefore, she tried her best to give him a child as well.
Now I have my wish, but for the sake of the boat, I have to face the end of separation.
Once, for the sake of Zhouzhou, she was willing to give up everything, including marriage, including Yuan Man, and even her life.
Maybe she shouted slogans, but who wouldn't shout slogans? But when the time comes, she changes her original intention, and there are many people who pay lip service but don't get it. Maybe she, Zhao Wei, is like this.
Now, that's really the case. Heaven gave her a multiple-choice question, which was very simple, it was one of two choices. Either give up Yuan Man, let go and give up Zhouzhou!
The question is simple, but to answer, it is too difficult and difficult.
My mood is extremely complicated, and I can't concentrate at work.
Zhou Xiaolan called every day to ask questions, but she couldn't ask Yuan Man's thoughts anymore.
If Yuan Manzhen agrees to divorce and remarry Zhou Xiaolan, then how should she deal with herself? If Yuan Manzhen does not divorce, how will she face Zhouzhou's warm eyes looking forward to life and a cordial "mother"?