Chapter 205 The Problem Teenager of the Southern Song Dynasty (II)
When I got here, many book friends finally couldn't hold back their doubts and dissatisfaction with Yang Guo's behavior, and they burst out in an instant:
“…… This Yang Guo just came out and looked good, whether it was a flower in his mouth or a thief, at least he could see his chivalrous heart, but why was he such a bastard?!
You said that you don't know Guo Jing and Huang Rong, out of vigilance, it is normal for some conflicts and misunderstandings at the beginning, and it seems that children are full of personality and brains. But it's not right to help Ouyang Feng fight Ke Zhen evil later! Ouyang Feng is broken!"
"That's not fighting Ke Zhenxi, it's helping Ouyang Feng, who was seriously injured, not to be killed by the angry Ke Zhenevil! Yes, we now know from the perspective of God that Ouyang Feng is a western poison and the ultimate villain in "Shooting the Condor", Guo Jing and Huang Rong are very good people, but in the book, Yang Guo He knows? Such a down-and-out young man who has no relatives and is bullied by all his eyes, when he meets the crazy Ouyang Feng, he wholeheartedly treats his injuries and teaches him martial arts, not to mention, seeing him smart and clever Thinking of the late Ouyang Ke, he can even express his true feelings and burst into tears...... Naturally, he will empathize with him, and he will die like a drowning man who has grabbed a life-saving straw and will not let go! In this case, the Iron Spear Temple is not afraid to protect Ouyang Feng from being killed by Ke Zhenxi, doesn't it just show that he values love and righteousness?"
Partially agreed. I was also very depressed at first, but when I thought about it, it seemed right to stand in his position, whoever was good to him would be good to whom, it was as simple as that! And from the Iron Spear Temple, he was full of wisdom at a young age, and he stubbornly kept Ouyang Feng from saying. also forced back the revenge-hungry Ke Zhenxi, who was completely a little demon-like existence. vaguely let me see Huang Rong back then. It's just that his temperament is too extreme, just because Guo Fu said contempt and slackness. thinks his hands are dirty, and he actually has a disgust for her family!"
"It's really extreme, but also self-contained, with a strong rebellious psychology and rebellious character. It's just a troubled teenager who wanders on the fringes of society. However, we can also think about it from another angle, Yang Guo is an orphan with a disgraceful background, and even his biological mother Mu Nianci is ashamed to talk about his father, what kind of blow is this for a proud boy? Mu Nianci died of illness. Yang Guo obeyed his mother's orders to bury his mother's body outside the Jiaxing Wang Iron Gun Temple, and since then he has lived in Jiaxing, living in this broken kiln, stealing chickens and touching dogs, and being looked down upon and bullied everywhere...... After the loss of his only loved one, the life of displacement made this already extreme child even more extreme. And his strong reaction against the humiliation and contempt of others, although he can't get rid of the shadow of what he encountered before, is more from the consciousness of his own existence, his love and recognition! He has self-esteem and self-love beyond ordinary people. And since the appearance. Although his life is extremely depressed, he has always been very enthusiastic and active, he can't eat by himself, and he is still in the mood to meddle in things and save people again and again. plus the wisdom he has that even Huang Rong is afraid of. So I personally have a strong hunch: we can fully cheer up, take a shower, change clothes, and wait for it. What Mr. Jin Liang brought us at this time is likely to be a completely subversive hero Yang Guo who has never appeared......"
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When Xiao Pan was in elementary school. The father was sentenced to life, and the mother felt ashamed to commit suicide by drinking medicine.
He grew up in his uncle's house.
Because it's sensible early. So because of his father's affairs, he had an inferiority complex and sensitivity for a long time. I live in my uncle's house, at a young age, but I always remind myself to be cautious and sensible, because I am sending people under the fence. Even the very small glances of his uncle and aunt will be interpreted by him many times......
He has always had a lot of dissatisfaction with his uncle and aunt, feeling that they have always had double standards with his cousin and himself, and he doesn't treat himself as a family at all.
So after graduating and working, except for a few money honors and routine phone calls during the New Year's holidays, I don't move around much. Even during the Spring Festival last year, he didn't go back for some reason, and he still remembers his uncle's low sigh of disappointment after hearing that he didn't go back, but he automatically ignored it when he had a knot.
However, when he watched the second episode of "The Condor Heroes" today "The Son of the Old Man", he was greatly moved, and even wanted to slap his face with a big mouth for a moment!
Yang Guo has always been haunted by Guo Fu's words that he thought he was black, and even had a disgust for her whole family, so all kinds of open and secret conflicts also bred more contradictions and misunderstandings......
And think about it carefully, the root cause of my uncle and aunt not treating everyone equally is that on the first day I was taken to my uncle's house, my little cousin was chewing with a bag of twist flowers, and I subconsciously went to see it, and muttered saliva, and then my aunt snatched the little cousin's twist flowers and handed them to herself: "Don't eat it, your little brother Pan just came to our house, please eat little Brother Pan first." Be sensible. ”
He still remembers the hot little face at that time, and he can't tell whether it was the shame and embarrassment of being found out for greed, or the hesitation of the future, and he was very selfish and inferior in his heart to grasp the word "our family", and stubbornly and cowardly interpreted his aunt's kindness as "my aunt treats me as an outsider"!
In line with this preconceived psychological tone, many things have been interpreted by him very distorted since then, especially the one thing that haunted him the most from childhood to adulthood, and was the biggest example of him being disliked by him because he didn't love him.
My uncle's house is in a beautiful town, and there is a small river next to it, and the whole town loves to take a bath every summer.
But his uncle never let him take half a step near the river, and for this reason he beat him for the first and only time in front of the public!
He was puzzled, because his cousins could go down to the river with his uncles and uncles to bathe, why he couldn't, and he was therefore the only one of the children in the town who had never felt the coolness and pleasure of the summer river!
He always felt that it was because his uncle thought he was troublesome and didn't want to take care of him, and he was afraid of taking extra responsibility, but when he saw the beginning of "The Son of the Old Man" today, in the face of the pursuit and killing of the enemy Li Mochou, Lu Liding did not hand over the life-saving "red and green mandarin duck pa" to his own daughter before he died, but handed it over to Cheng Ying, who his parents entrusted him with care before he died, his face instantly turned red and suddenly brightened!
It turns out that my uncle is not afraid of taking responsibility, but afraid of being entrusted with it, and the only seedling of the late sister must be more expensive and cautious than his own children!
If you have a Buddha in your heart, you are a Buddha, and if you have in your heart, you are.
Xiao Pan's heart is now open, thinking about it from a different angle, it turns out that when he was growing up, his uncle and aunt paid hard work and love, not only no less than his cousin, but even because of his natural self-esteem and sensitivity, he needs to pay attention to ways and means everywhere, and he is much more than his cousin!
In the midst of the ups and downs of his heart, the taxi had arrived at the door of his uncle's house.
When he saw his uncle, who was full of gorgeous hair and inflexible legs, as always, he greeted him excitedly, Xiao Pan's eyes were red, and he couldn't help but be full of guilt and emotion, walked a few steps, rushed to his uncle, and knelt down:
"Uncle, I'm sorry!" (to be continued......) R1292