"More than half a month has passed since Xiaoyi's death, and I have moved my pen several times during this period, but I have been interrupted by my own tears. It was probably the most crying time of my life, and even now, I can't completely let go of her.

"After only one night in Dragon Valley, I accompanied Elena back to Crystal City and gathered the craftsmen to use the magic crystals to create a coffin according to my vision. Xiao Yi is now lying quietly inside, and her face has not changed at all, because I have carved a magic array on the coffin, freezing Xiao Yi's body permanently. I refused to hold a funeral, and I didn't want to bury her, because I firmly believed that she would come back, and I suddenly wanted to fulfill God's mission, resurrect the so-called god, and then beg him to resurrect Xiaoyi.

"After doing all this, I met Ryan, talked with him for a long time, cleared up the misunderstanding of the year, and learned of the death of Lipsus. He felt guilty about Xiaoyi's death, but I wouldn't be angry with him, it wasn't his fault. Seeing that he had nowhere to go, I asked him to join the Magic Guild with the others, and he readily agreed.

"During this time, Sophia came to me once and recounted the situation, which made me realize that Neuer was no longer the innocent boy who loved magic madly. Of course, I'm no longer the ignorant foreigner I was at the beginning, and I don't know if this is a bad thing.

"Last night, Raymond popped up in front of me. He was missing a left arm and would never get it back, but the wings were already attached, and the dragon's body recovered amazingly. He brought the words of the dragon patriarch and still invited me to be a guest.

"Because of the last incident, I owe the Dragon Clan Patriarch a favor, so after all this is over, I decided to take Xiao Yi's coffin to Dragon Valley again. ”

Lin Qian's diary was all written in the middle of the night, at this time he could put down everything and concentrate on recording the recent events, although this habit was intermittent, but it also persisted for a year, and wrote about a hundred articles. When writing a diary before, Xiaoyi would often come to remind Lin Qian to go to bed early, but now that the beauty is gone, Lin Qian often can't sleep all night, and his spirit is very weak. Xiao Yi's death, no one will blame him, but this makes Lin Qian even more uncomfortable, his apology for Xiao Yi will not disappear for a day, I am afraid that he will not be able to sleep well for a day.

The door was gently pushed open, and Lin Qian looked up to see that it was Elena, and he couldn't help but remember the situation when Xiao Yi was there.

"Brother Lin, haven't you slept yet?" Elena walked in with a twist, not daring to look at Lin Qian.

"No, you didn't sleep either. Lin Qian put away the diary and asked Elena to sit down.

The little princess lowered her head, unable to see the expression on her face, and asked faintly after a while, "Brother Lin, are you still thinking about Sister Xiaoyi?"

Lin Qian nodded, a woman who died for him, how could he not want to?

"Brother Lin, ...... you" Elena hesitated, but finally asked, "Are you blaming me?"

"Blame you, why?" Lin Qian felt that something was wrong, and walked over to lift Elena's head, only to find that his entire face was stained with tears, mixed with snot and dust. How many days has it been since I washed my face?

"Elena, you...... What's wrong with you?" Lin Qian couldn't help but feel a little distressed when he found that he was only caring about Xiaoyi these days and ignoring her.

Elena's mouth pursed, and tears fell without money, these days, this girl must have cried a lot, and her whole eyes seemed to be swollen with crying. Lin Qian hurriedly sat beside her, ignoring her dirty face, and directly hugged her in his arms and comforted her softly.

"Woo...... Brother Lin, woo...... Are you ...... Whining...... Blame me...... Didn't save ...... Sister Xiaoyi?" Elena cried hard against Lin Qian's chest, and asked in a slurred voice while crying.

Lin Qian was in a hurry at the time, and he did yell at Elena who rescued her, but Elena couldn't save Xiao Yi, and Lin Qian never blamed her, where did this come from?

"No, how could Brother Lin blame you? Didn't Xiao Yi say it? All this is fate, it's her fate, did you hear it?" Lin Qian stroked Elena's little head, and found that he had touched a handful of hair oil on his hand, so he turned to stroke Elena's back, but her hair was already long, her body was small, and there was not much "safe" place on her back.

"Brother Lin, you ...... Woowoo...... Are you ...... these days Ignore me...... I thought it was ...... Woo woo woo ...... "Elena wiped a handful of snot and tears on Lin Qian's clothes, and Lin Qian felt the wetness in his chest through the two layers of clothes.

Lin Qian endured the discomfort in his chest and continued to comfort: "Okay, okay, it's Brother Lin who is not good, I really ignored you during this time, and I will talk to you every day in the future, okay?"

"Hmm......" Elena stopped crying and raised her head, "Brother Lin has to count when he speaks." ”

"Well, pull hook. Lin Qian stretched out his other hand and hooked it with her fingers, which was considered to have coaxed the little girl.

Ignoring the snot and tears on Lin Qian's clothes, Elena lay on Lin Qian's chest again, and murmured, "I miss Sister Xiaoyi so much, I want her to sleep with me in her arms." ”

Lin Qian's tears were about to fall in an instant, so he hurriedly raised his head and took a deep breath, only then did he stop the flooding tears, sat quietly for a long time, and asked, "Didn't Sophia sleep with you?"

"Huh?" Lin Qian saw that she hadn't moved for a long time, only to find that she had fallen asleep, and couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly.

It seems that Elena has always thought that she was blaming her, and now she untied the knot in her heart and fell asleep peacefully. It's just that when will my heart knot be untied?

Lin Qian hugged her and sat for a while, originally wanting to send her back to the room and put her on the bed for a good night's sleep, but then he thought about it, didn't he promise to find her every day just now?

"Let's take her with you, I haven't been with her for this time, so it's a bit of compensation. Lin Qian made up his mind, walked out of the room with Elena in his arms, and found her maid, Koharu.

"Lin Gongzi, princess, is this?" Xiaochun got up from the bed and hurriedly asked without caring about putting on a coat.

Lin Qian wouldn't care about the other party's unintentional spring light at this time: "Oh, she's asleep, you boil some hot water, give her a bubble bath, and I'll take her to Dragon Valley tomorrow." ”

"Okay, I'll go. Koharu found a coat to put on, and hurried to the kitchen.

Lin Qian casually found a place to sit down, put Elena on his lap, supported his upper body with one arm, and took the opportunity to rest with the other arm. When he came to this world, Lin Qian really didn't exercise much, and after hugging Elena for a while, he felt his arm sore.

Elena snorted twice in her sleep, and then took a deep breath, and then resumed her normal breathing, as if the grievances just now had not been vented.

"This girl still doesn't grow up. Lin Qian suddenly thought about whether Elena was also crying and making trouble before she met her, if not, whether he spoiled her.

After a while, Xiaochun boiled the water, adjusted the water temperature in the bath bucket, sprinkled spices, and came to Lin Qian.

"Well, I'll carry her over. ”

When he arrived in the inner room, Lin Qian supported Elena with one arm, reached into the bathtub with the other hand, touched the temperature of the water, and shook his head: "It's a little hot, add some cold water." She fell asleep easily, and the temperature might wake her up. ”

Xiaochun smiled: "Lin Gongzi is so caring. ”

Lin Qian was ashamed for a while, if he was really caring, he wouldn't have noticed this girl for half a month, and suddenly thought of something, and asked, "Xiaochun, hasn't Elena been washing these days?"

"Yes," Koharu frowned, "I went to persuade the princess, but she cried and fussed and got angry with me, and I didn't dare to speak anymore." ”

"Where's the rice?"

"Every time I bring food to her room, she only eats one or two bites, but it's a pity that when she's growing up, how can she only eat so much?" said Koharu's eyes red again.

"Then why haven't you gone to look for me?" Lin Qian asked again.

"Lin Gongzi, I wanted to go over to find you, but I look at you...... I don't dare to disturb you to miss Madame. I also went to see Miss Sophia, who knew that she cried more fiercely, and I don't know why. She and Xiao Yi were both maids, but in front of Lin Qian, she didn't dare to lower Xiao Yi's identity at will.

"Blame me, blame me. The more Lin Qian thought about it, the more he regretted that he only cared about the deceased Xiaoyi, but forgot that there were people around him who should care about him.

"Lin Gongzi, help me take off my clothes. Xiaochun added some cold water and said suddenly.

"Huh?" Lin Qian came back to his senses, a little suspicious that he had misheard.

"Ahh ”

"This ...... Is it appropriate?" Although Lin Qian had helped Elena take off her clothes before, he still used to tear them, but now it is different from the past, and he still needs to pay attention to it as a big man.

"Oh, who doesn't know that your relationship with our princess is closer than that of your brother and sister, and the princess is still young, so it's not a big deal. Xiaochun didn't care about this, she was still very relieved about Lin Qian's personality.

"Well, okay. Lin Qian thought to himself that he was still dirty in his heart, he originally regarded her as a sister, and it was not a big deal to take off her clothes, and this girl was not very developed, and she didn't have the taste of a mature woman at all, so let's treat her as a child.

The two worked together to rip off Elena's coat, and in a blink of an eye, only the most intimate obscene clothes and pants remained.

"Hey...... I don't take it off when I see this, I'll put her in first, and you can help her take it off slowly. Lin Qian didn't care, but he couldn't stand that there was an old fox in his body, although the old fox said that he raised the little princess as a daughter, but who knows what he thought in his heart.

Xiaochun laughed out loud, and didn't shirk: "Okay, then go back to sleep first, I'll leave it to me here." ”

"Hmm. Lin Qian walked out a little embarrassed, remembering what Xiaochun had just said about Sophia, and he didn't know if she had slept. Even if he is grief-stricken by Xiao Yi's death, he can't ignore others because of this, there are still many people he needs to care about in this world.

The light was still on in Sophia's room, and she also slept late these days, on the one hand, she blamed herself for Xiaoyi's death, and on the other hand, she was heartbroken because of Lin Qian's state, and she hadn't had a decent life for several days.

"Sophia, are you asleep?" Lin Qian knocked on the door and asked aloud.

The door was directly opened, and Sophia rushed out directly and threw herself into Lin Qian's arms.

The two stood together for a long time, without saying a word, letting time pass slowly.

There is no need for any pale language between them, you come to me, I throw myself into my arms, this is the most direct language, instantly breaking through all the gloom during this time.

"Okay, okay, it's all my fault, from now on, let's live well. Lin Qian stroked Sophia's back and touched her smooth hair......