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She hugged him tightly and said the words that had been pent up in her heart for a long time, she didn't know if if she didn't say it again, would she still have a chance for Li Yuna to speak?
"I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be like this, make you hate me, deliberately avoid me, Tingchuan, do you know? I watched you wait for her for more than three years, and I feel so sad in my heart, you can no longer see my existence, even if I am right in front of you. ”
"You have been so good to me, you have helped me so much, and I have said that I should give up in the past, but I really can't do it. ”
"Let's get back together, okay? I can love you more than her, I can give you happiness that she can't give, Ting Chuan, weren't we happy together before? Didn't you say that you would not change your heart for the rest of your life?"
Hearing this, a helpless and bitter smile appeared in Gu Tingchuan's eyes, "Who is the person who changed his mind first?"
"Li Yun'er, have you ever really liked me? Or do you use me as a spare tire?"
He said indifferently, obviously feeling her body stunned, he took her hand and turned to look at her, "There is no need to mention the past, maybe I was too young at the time, I don't know what love is and what I like, and you have never used your heart, so don't mention the things of the year, I only feel guilty about the fire for you." ”
Her eyes suddenly filled with tears, and her voice choked, "You mean, your feelings for me are just like and feel guilty?"
"Yes. ”
"No!!" she rejected uncontrollably and loudly, tears sliding down, tears sparkling in her eyes, full of sadness and unwillingness.
"If you just like it, why have you been waiting for me for so many years! If it weren't for her, you wouldn't have forgotten me, wouldn't you?"
She didn't believe in how she felt, she just liked it.
Like, what a hurtful word......
It's not love, it's not love her!
Gu Tingchuan looked at the tears on her face and couldn't help frowning, "There are some things that I don't want to say too clearly." ”
Over the years, he knew that the original feeling was not deep love, but just the love for a younger sister who grew up together, liking her to be pure, excellent, and even have a sense of superiority in the heart of a boy when he takes her around......
She is like a beautiful porcelain doll that many people will love.
But what is love?
Love is that he doesn't want to let go in this life, love is that he will involuntarily put her in all his plans, if she is not in the plan, all his plans will be messed up, love is invisible, he will involuntarily miss her, and he can't help but see her......
Before, he thought that he wanted to see her because she looked like Yuna.
But thinking about it so far, Yun'er is by his side, but he still doubles his desire to see that woman......
His love, very selfish, is not great at all.
So he couldn't let go, he just wanted to lock her up.
Li Yuna shook her head, "I don't believe ......"
Tears fell uncontrollably, and she fell back with rain, shaking her head, screaming uncontrollably, "I don't believe it!!"
"In the past three years, you have tried your best to meet my requests, is this normal?Gu Tingchuan, do you really treat me as a friend?"
He was so kind to her and gave her thoughts, is it all fake?
She stepped forward and grabbed his hand, clutching it tightly, "You're lying to me, aren't you?"
The tears on his face made it difficult for him to speak, he had scruples, and his tone was helpless, "Yun'er, if I do something to misunderstand you, it's my fault! But I have only her in my heart, and I have never hidden this from you, and she is still the only one in the future! Do you understand?"
"I don't understand!"
She shook her head and muttered, "I don't understand, I won't believe anything you say!"
She looked at him, her tearful eyes pouting with determination, "I'll let you see what you want!"
Leaving the words, she turned around and walked away quickly, unwilling to stay and listen to one more word, those so-called 'truths' were like a sharp knife, cutting open her heart, stabbing into it fiercely, and the blood flowed for a long time......
******
A moonlit hazy night.
Li Yun'er sat in front of the dresser, picked up the lipstick and applied it to her lips, and painted it over and over again, the bright red lipstick was bright and moving, like a blooming red rose, delicate......
But she was not satisfied, so she took out a tissue, wiped it off vigorously, and then drew again.
When she made a mistake, her hand shook and the drawing was crooked, she became angry and slammed her lipstick on the mirror, which immediately shattered the glass, and the cracked glass reflected her crying face......
But whenever she thinks of him saying that he only likes her feelings, her heart is like a needle prick.
"Impossible, impossible!!"
She screamed hysterically, how could he never love her, how could he only see her as a friend!
In the past three years, although she understands that he has someone in his heart, he has never refused her request, isn't this a special treatment?
Colleagues in the company said that the president treated her differently than others, and everyone thought they were a couple!
She dressed herself carefully every day, and every morning when he came to the company, he would always smile and say to her, "Very beautiful......
He was so good to her, so good that she depended on her, made her want to be exclusive, wanted to be his woman, his wife......
His kindness to her made her think that she was not completely impossible, and gave her a glimmer of hope that there would be a chance between them.
Li Bo, who was standing at the door, saw his daughter lying in front of the dresser crying, his heart was like colic, and he knocked on the door gently.
Li Bo walked in with a solemn face, came to her side, and sighed, "Yun'er, what's going on? Tell your father?"
When Li Yun'er heard her father's soft tone, she felt even more aggrieved at the moment, hugged her father's waist, and cried even more sadly, "Dad, Tingchuan said that he didn't love me, he said that he just liked me." ”
When Li's father heard this, he sighed quietly, and patted his daughter's back lightly with his big hand, like comforting a child, "Maybe he said angry words?"
"Will it?"
Li Yuna looked at her father, "I don't think he is talking angry." ”
His attitude was so indifferent, and his tone was so helpless, as if he was telling a last resort.
made her heart feel so unconfident, although he didn't say anything ruthless, but his eyes were so resolute that she felt hopeless between them at that moment......
Father Li felt sorry for his daughter and was sad, so he reluctantly squeezed out a smile and comforted, "Don't think too much, Dad will go to the Gu family another day to mention this matter and see what the reaction is over there, and let Dad handle this matter for you." ”
I always feel ashamed of this daughter and his wife, and now he wants to do all his best to strive for his daughter's happiness, looking at the ups and downs and pain in the life of his daughter who he has always regarded as a treasure, he feels more uncomfortable than anyone else, thinking that Yun'er is back, and he can also make up for it, who knows, the poor child actually left, and brought her another blow......
That time, she committed suicide, which really frightened him.
He can't lose his only family member anymore, even if he doesn't want to lose face, he has to go to Gu's house in person to mention this matter and fight for it.
When Yun'er heard this, she suddenly felt a glimmer of hope, so she smiled, "Dad, thank you." ”
"Fool, say thank you to Dad. ”
"Okay, don't think about it, rest early, Dad will help you deal with this matter. ”
To appease his daughter's mood, after he left the room, his mood became extremely solemn, and he also had a sense of dazedness, did he do it right?
He has been a doctor for so many years, he is an upright person, he has never done anything wrong, and he has never been sorry for anyone......
But he's a doctor, and he's a father.
He loves his daughter and has such a selfish heart, so Yun'er committed suicide back then, which frightened him, so he asked the psychiatrist to tell Gu Tingchuan that Yun'er has a mental illness and is easy to go to extremes, and nothing she does or says can't stimulate her.
And he, the father, also begged Gu Tingchuan to be kind to Yun'er......
So in Gu Tingchuan's heart, Li Yun'er is a mentally ill patient, he is cautious, trying to be satisfied, but he is just compensating, these are clear to Li's father, but he still sincerely hopes that his daughter can have a good result with Tingchuan.
Tingchuan grew up under his watch, he and Yun'er have had a good relationship since childhood, and they are also a pair that should be together in everyone's eyes, a pair made in heaven......
They're the best fit, aren't they?
Father Li sighed, hoping that this matter would have a happy conclusion.
He is old, and if a white-haired person sends a black-haired person, he will not be able to withstand this blow.