I didn't want to go to the cafeteria at noon, and it wouldn't be leftovers after a while, so I walked straight to Minghu after class. Today the sun is shining, but the temperature is not high, the wind blowing slowly is a little biting, at the moment wearing a black windbreaker, leaning alone on the fence of the stands Yes, I look a little lonely, lonely.

Time is passing day by day, the weather is getting colder and colder, the ice of Ming Lake is also increasing little by little, the lake surface is invaded by ice little by little, there are no black swans in sight, even the goldfish have disappeared, and the ice is mixed with falling rotten willow leaves and a lot of man-made unsightly garbage.

Maybe they usually sink to the bottom of the lake or are salvaged by school workers, but now they are exposed in front of our eyes, maybe this is the real Ermin Courtyard, which is a real reflection of everyone's quality, it is magnified on the cold reflective ice surface, and it is displayed in front of everyone's eyes.

Looking at the wicker scattered all over the place, the quiet lake, I found that my utopia could not get in, maybe my heart did not calm down, or it could be too cold, and the cold wind stirred my nerves from time to time.

"Lan, where are you now? I can't seem to find you lately, and we seem to be gradually distancing ourselves. ”

I'm still waiting, confused, looking, and my gaze may have been a little glazed. I lowered my head and took out my mobile phone and sent a message:

"The bright lake in the sunshine quietly freezes,

There is also the cold heart. ”

With a photo of the current Ming Lake.

"Hey, are you waiting for someone? I see you've been here in a daze, beware of catching a cold. ”

"Well, why are you here?"

I think I've waited.

"Because you've been looking for me! What's the matter, you're troubled again? ”

"There's so much love to say, it's just that I miss you again. ”

"It's not like we've just met, there's no need to be so numb!"

I walked around Lan twice, looking around.

"You've lost weight!"

"No, it's just that you've gained weight, see if your proud abs are still there?"

I subconsciously touched it, and it was still there! But it was obviously blessed.

"Guess?

It seems to be getting harder and harder for me to find you lately, are you going to leave me, think about you are still so beautiful, but I am no longer the same person I used to be. ”

"The world is changing, and so are you, as you always say: only change is constant in the world.

You yourself should know that I am unlikely to be with you for the rest of your life. ”

"You know, I'm used to living with you, I can't live without you, and I'm really afraid that you'll leave me. ”

"I've always been, you know, it's just that you're going to slowly forget about me, and if one day you really forget about me, I think I'll be relieved and really happy for you. You don't have to think about it that much, just do what you want. ”

I walked around Lan again.

"Do you know my aspirations and ideals?"

"Always wanted to travel the world, didn't you?"

"I feel like I'm content now. ”

"I think you're also slowly feeling that I'm not your world anymore, if you're not afraid, why walk twice, it wasn't like this before. ”

"I just wanted to look at it twice, maybe I was scared. By the way, you like the sea, and in two days I want to take you to see the "sea". ”

You told me before that the definition of Qinghai Lake in the Tang Dynasty was the sea, and in your eyes, the Pacific Ocean was just a larger lake. ”

"It's not the right time to go to Qinghai Lake at this time, and you know I'm shy. I'm just a poor dick, let's wait until next spring, and see if I can go when the time comes, I'll definitely find a chance to take you there. This time I want to take you to see Hanhai, not far away, just behind Helan Mountain. For so many years, I am also accustomed to seeing the beautiful mountains and rivers in the south, and we should also look at the vast desert and the Gobi, see its emptiness, its desolation, and feel: the desert is lonely and the sun sets over the long river, how we yearn for and reverie. Maybe you're not that interested in it anymore, but it's definitely something else, isn't it? The sea doesn't have to be water, the sea is also the sea, it's just a sea of sand. ”

"Well, it's time to take a look, maybe you can call someone else, like a girl or something. ”

"It's enough to have you, it's an agreement between the two of us, a world for the two of us, and we don't need anyone else. ”

Every time I am with Lan, I feel that time always flies so fast, how much I wish this moment was a little longer.

"Liu Pengju, what are you doing here by yourself, I have seen you here from afar, as if you are talking to yourself, it's okay"

The senior sister passed by, still wearing a lab coat and a white coat, she should have just returned to the dormitory from the laboratory building next to her, and their dormitory was on the south side of Minghu Lake. It should be a regular walk on this path.

"Dialogue with the wind, love alone! she's over there!"

I deliberately shook my phone, thinking that it was the same thing.

"Interesting?"

"Interesting, it's my own story. ”

"When you go back, remember to send me the last watch, by the way, wear more clothes next time you run in the morning, after all, this morning is not like your south, pay attention." ”

"Okay, senior sister, do you also run in the morning, why haven't I seen you. ”

"You probably didn't expect to see me, once you passed by me, you didn't say hello to me, I don't know if you really didn't see it, maybe it's because you're short-sighted!"

"Yes, myopia, next time I'll pay attention to this situation, not again. ”

I do get more and more myopia, and I don't know when it started: the world in my eyes, the moon is no longer full, just hazy.

I still remember what the girl said to me in my junior year of high school:

"Liu Pengju, are you short-sighted?"

"Is there one?"

"Then why can't I see that I like you?"

Okay, I'm thinking too much about it again, and my senior sister is still there.

"Goodbye then, senior sister, you go back first, I'll stay for a while. You should also be careful not to catch a cold. ”

"Is this going to drive me away? ”

"I just want to be quiet, don't ask me who Jingjing is. ”

Senior sister walked gently, just as she came gently, she also often went alone, I think maybe we are the same kind of people. I remember once when the dicks from the sports department asked why the senior sister didn't have a boyfriend, she replied like this:

"It's so weird, I don't know why. ”

Why? Maybe she just didn't want to say, maybe she didn't know why, like me. I have my own story, everybody has their own story, sometimes I want to know her story, but more often I am afraid to know her story, I don't dare to approach, and I don't want others to know my story. Now that you know something, it's different.