Evening self-study or sit behind her,At first, everyone bowed their heads to play with their mobile phones,Tired of playing in the back, the classmates are chatting with each other,After all, it's the second semester.,Everyone is no longer doing homework seriously like before.,Or restrained hand-to-ear,Afraid of the teacher to check.,Afraid of being deducted moral education points.,Afraid of this.。

Now everyone is an old fritter, and they can see that the school is just a paper tiger, which will be scary, but in fact, it is not so strict, and the teacher usually ignores everyone, turning a blind eye. It's not like the middle school teacher, it's much more amiable.

At first, she asked me about the basketball team's training in the morning, what they do, what they are like, whether they can beat other colleges in a few days, and then they went to the sports day. Some of the questions I answered seriously, but some of the questions were too straightforward and childish.

I don't know if she did it on purpose, sometimes she always asks some stupid and naïve questions like a child, which makes me speechless, but it also makes me feel that talking to her sometimes doesn't need to be so thoughtful, you can talk to her freely, anyway,, who wouldn't?

Especially when it comes to current affairs, politics, and human geography, I can always pull out a lot of big truths, which is a habit I developed when I was a representative of Chinese class in high school and often spoke. No one likes to listen to other people's reasoning, every time I listen to the teacher's chicken soup, it is just a last resort, and she is no exception, every time I start to run the train with my mouth full of she always pretends to be angry and says:

"Brother Xia, can you speak human language? I don't understand, I'll ignore you like this again!"

It seems that she is the girl who talks to me the most in the class except Luo Yixuan, and every time she praises her, she says: "Give me psychological guidance, I'm afraid that I will have psychological problems." Also, after all, they are psychological committees!

There's nothing to say to the rest of the class.,Except for the 512 gang.,Usually I rarely communicate with other people.,Although a semester has passed.,But I'm still not very familiar with some of my classmates.,Although we're classmates.,But in addition to class.,It's rare to meet in other places.,Except for the court.,Usually I'll just nest in the dormitory to play games.,Read novels.。

Even if we are always in different classrooms, it seems that everyone's usual sitting position has been fixed, and there will be no change. The first two rows are those top students, who are determined to get scholarships, Chengfeng and Li Jie are generally in the middle of the rightmost row, I am often behind them, and on the left are a few Xinjiang classmates who are often there, of course, sometimes we also exchange places. The back rows are places to play with mobile phones, talk and sleep, and enrich their fixed territory, and sometimes I will go there.

A small classroom is divided into so many ways, and all kinds of small groups are full, unlike high school and junior high school, although there is also a so-called: "good students and bad students", but there is a close connection between everyone, a strong collective cohesion. But the same thing is that I don't seem to be able to fit in well in any group, and I've been wandering around the periphery, probably because I live alone with my seniors, and I don't have a dormitory with everyone, like a wandering lone wolf without belonging.

So even though I often chat with Chengfeng and sit behind them all the time, I haven't said a few words to Li Jie until now, and I never pay attention to me, just like now, I talk to Chengfeng, she is still buried in reading novels, and she doesn't raise her head, and the same is true for other students in the class, she seems to be very withdrawn and very arrogant, so that until now she has no boyfriend, and I don't know if her hobbies are us (maybe I haven't paid attention to them), except for reading novels, of course.

Even the people around me are like this, not to mention other people, just like the last time I met Aliya (a Uyghur girl in the class) at Qing Dinner, when she saw me greeting her, she hesitated for five or six seconds before remembering my name and said to me:

"Liu Pengju, good evening!"

Looking at her abrupt pause, I thought I had said the wrong thing or said hello at the wrong time and place. It's been a semester, and people don't even remember my name, maybe I'm really bad, like Wang Quanfu, everyone remembers, and there were a few girls shouting below in the last basketball game:

"Wang Quanfu!

It's a pity that he has a girlfriend, I feel that I can't compare to him except basketball, and he's not bad in other places, he's not much more handsome than me, maybe my presence in the class is too low, and I usually only communicate with those few people. Or do they look at me like I look at Li Jie, withdrawn and unapproachable? I think I'm already very cheerful, and occasionally joke with everyone. Maybe it's because everyone has a general relationship like this, and I'm not special.

I chatted with Chengfeng and talked about the emotional aspects somehow, such as falling in love with ethnic minorities and Han people, family problems that will be encountered in the middle, faith problems, eating habits, customs and other issues, and suddenly we seemed to talk about her more sensitive things, and it was embarrassing in an instant, she lowered her head and played with her mobile phone and never spoke again, I didn't know what to say.

I realized that her boyfriend was Han Chinese, I don't know if they are still together now, it seems that there is a big problem, hey! I still didn't think too much about it, and I didn't understand the girl's mind. We didn't speak again until the next night's self-study, and we all chose to be silent.

I don't know if they have relationship problems because of the things we just mentioned, or if they are lonely and lonely when they can't hold on to a long-distance relationship, or if they meet someone who feels more suitable, or if they change their minds or something, I'm a little curious, but I'm still so afraid to know the real situation, even if she is willing to talk to me, I can't help her anything, at most just say a few words of relief. But there are other things I can do to distract her and forget about her worries.

But this incident also touched me.,Next week it's my turn to speak on the evening shift of the theme of the evening.,I haven't thought about any topic yet.,It's better to do this.,I've thought of the name and it's called "Because of falling in love.。 ", I plan to talk to the squad leader Ren Jinbao later.

When I returned to the dormitory, I didn't open the game and play lol directly as usual.,But started to do PPT.,Check information on the Internet.,Find pictures.,Organize language.,Plan to make a shining debut at the class meeting.,After all, everyone should be very interested in this topic.,It's not like those how to study hard.,The theme of going up every day.。

And I won't have stage fright on stage, I won't just read according to the PPT, after all, the representative of the two-year Chinese class in high school, every morning on the podium with everyone to read the text, so many times is not in vain.