Cui Yimo was very sympathetic to Chen Yuan at this moment.

He can put himself in his shoes and think about what he will become if one day, he loses Su Xiaocan.

Often this kind of assumption is terrible, he doesn't dare to think about it anymore, he feels that life is gloomy, and there is no light and hope.

However, standing in a position of life without despair, he still couldn't help but comfort him: "Actually, Chen Yuan, you don't know, my master and they have been looking for you all these years, and they want to know if you are doing well."

They don't seem to know exactly what happened to you.

Is there a misunderstanding between you?"

Chen Yuanhuo sat up, as if there was some deep hatred between them, looked at Cui Yimo fiercely, and said, "Misunderstanding?

Do you think that a misunderstanding can explain a person's life and the torture I have received for so many years?

No, kid, you're still too young and have experienced too little. You and Su Xiaocan have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, and they have a deep relationship, and there are no twists and turns in their love path, and they go straight to marriage.

You won't understand the feelings of our people.

Zuo Yan and I can say that we have been selected into the army since we were teenagers, and we have been training for all kinds of since we were young.

We are all the descendants of soldiers, but we are also orphans of war and disaster.

The friendship between us is accumulated from the experience of using our lives together since childhood.

It's just that when the people are older, they are beginning to understand that this kind of brotherhood is not everything, and it does not represent everything.

We should all have our own other half, have our own little life, and the ordinary life of ordinary people is what we yearn for the most.

However, it is also the thing we are missing the most.

During a vacation, I went to play with my comrades-in-arms, and at their house, I met Yue Chenghui, who came to visit the door.

She looked so fragile, like a fragile doll, laughing, and showing two pairs of cute little tiger teeth, that shy smile, I was conquered at once.

We fell in love.

We planned a lot of bright futures together, and we agreed that after two years, when the deadline for my military service was up, we would find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and I would go to be a leisurely country man, and she would take care of the family. When you have nothing to do, invite your comrades-in-arms to come to your home.

What a good day like that!

However, we hadn't agreed on where we were going, and she hadn't waited for me to leave the army.

On that mission, we were confronted by a group of vicious bandits who took control of a ship that had crossed the sea.

I didn't expect that Huihui would be on the boat, when I watched the kidnappers holding her hostage, I felt stupid, what wit and courage on weekdays, what selflessness, at this moment, should TMD to hell!

I kept gesturing to Zuo Yan, who was in command of the battle, telling him that it was my girlfriend and begging him to save her.

But what did he do?

He only has his girlfriend in his eyes, he can go to his beloved without hesitation, but he ignores the trust and friendship of his comrades-in-arms, and in the end he has to have a good reputation for righteousness and bravery!

Why?

I'm just unwilling, I just hate them!

I watched my beloved woman die at the hands of the kidnappers, and even from that far away, I could see clearly, her twisted, painful, The helpless and dazed face could be seen clearly, the slow motion of the bullet through the head, the sudden splash of blood, as beautiful and deadly as a blooming poppy, and the clear sight that her body slipped weakly on the ground one by one, becoming an innocent victim, but the kidnappers and Zuo Yan were indifferent and indifferent.

I really hated myself for my incompetence at that time, and I hated myself for thinking about what cover I had to do for them at that time, and what tasks and discipline I was thinking about!

TMD, can they save my lover? Can they give me a happy life?

Why, everyone else can live well, to pursue what love and happiness, while I can only live forever in the boundless darkness, depraved, full of hatred?!

I'm going to ruin everything for you!

I hate myself very much now, why have I been soft on you for so many years, in order to estimate Yang Ping's status in the Yang family, I can only create some small troubles like a drizzle for you.

I should have killed you when you first started!"

Cui Yimo still felt that Chen Yuan's values were very distorted, and tried to argue with him, saying: "Why don't you hate the kidnappers who killed Yue Chenghui, but instead hate the comrades-in-arms who fought side by side with you? What is wrong with them? They are just carrying out orders, just like you." ”

"Who said I didn't hate the kidnappers, and who said I didn't think about taking revenge on the kidnappers?"

Chen Yuan stood up suddenly, slowly paced to Cui Yimo's side, leaned over, and said in his ear in a voice that only two people could hear: "Do you think I am as a waste like Zuo Yan and them? When he was discharged from the army, he didn't care about anything, and he thought he was chic and free. Actually, that's a kind of ignorance.

I spent another two years in the army, moving to another classified intelligence unit, where I finally learned the truth about the kidnapping.

In fact, the catastrophe for us ordinary people, a shipwreck that killed and injured dozens of people, was just a deal that ended in the country's high-level political circles.

Because they can't get what they want, they want to threaten each other in this brutal way.

It's a pity that the other party's fierce generals at that time, that is, the most authoritative and respectable supreme leader in your mind now, directly and selflessly rejected the kidnapper's request, so he angered the kidnappers and directly blew up the boat, causing the tragedy of countless people.

And the kidnappers who made all this are actually just dead soldiers of the Yang family.

What do you think?

Does this truth satisfy you?"

Chen Yuan slowly straightened his waist and looked down at Cui Yimo, who was stunned, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth.

After a long time, Cui Yimo came back to his senses from this secret, his face was still in disbelief, and he subconsciously asked: "You know all this, why are you still in the Yang family? Why do you still bow to them like this? Do you know what you are doing?"

Chen Yuan said triumphantly: "Of course I know what I'm doing! I've always been proud of what I've done! Otherwise, why do you think I, a person who doesn't have many top-notch skills in medicine, have been able to turn my hands into clouds and rain over the years, and live so well?"