Chapter 112: Tangled
Since talking to Zhao Wei about that, Zhou Xiaolan has called Zhao Wei every day with hope and sent >, "Sister, how are you thinking about it?" Zhou Xiaolan asked.
"I haven't figured it out yet." Zhao Wei said.
"What else are you thinking about?" Zhou Xiaolan said, "The boats are like this, what are you waiting for?" Zhou Xiaolan cried as she spoke.
To be honest, although Zhou Zhou is a stepson, Zhao Wei treats it as if she were her own, and compared with Ye Hui, there is no difference between intimacy and alienation, and it may be better than Ye Hui's treatment. may be because of being a stepmother, afraid that others will poke her backbone, and subconsciously want to be good to her stepson.
Before she put it aside, she would definitely echo Zhou Xiaolan's suggestion, and she was willing to sacrifice her marriage in order to save Zhouzhou. However, now she also has a child, a child that she and Yuan Man share. This was what she had dreamed of, but now that Guanyin sent him (her), how could she bear not to let this child come to the world?
Zhouzhou is her child, and now this is also her child, how should she choose?
Zhouzhou is a stepson, and this is her own child, she has no reason to give up her biological child and save a stepson.
However, how could she watch Zhouzhou leave with such ineffective healing?
This kind of trade-off, no one can do it. But Zhou Xiaolan eagerly expects it every day, and she doesn't know how to reply.
In order to confirm again, Zhao Wei took the time to go to the hospital. The results of the examination showed that Zhao Wei was pregnant.
My son, you have come at a good time, and you have not come at a good time! Zhao Wei sighed.
When she went home in the evening, Zhao Wei threw the inspection report to Yuan Man.
"What is this?" Yuan Man asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Seeing too much of this kind of list, Yuan Man subconsciously regarded it as a diagnosis report of the disease.
"You're sick." Zhao Wei said, "Take a good look for yourself." ”
"Chorionic gonadotropin 190.70, non-pregnant 0.00~3.00, pregnant 30.00~. Progesterone 31.85, male 0.20~1.40, follicular phase 0.20~1.50, ovulation phase 0.80~3.00, luteal phase 1.70~27.00, menopause 0.10~0.80. What are the back units? Yuan Man read in rows and rows, "What kind of thing is this?" ”
"You can't see how many big red letters you have?" Zhao Wei said angrily.
Yuan Mancai looked at the red seal carefully.
"Pregnancy confirmed!" Yuan Man jumped up with joy, "Are you pregnant?" ”
Zhao Wei nodded, "That's what is written on the report sheet. ”
"Wife, are you really pregnant?" Yuan Man hugged Zhao Wei in a circle.
Zhao Wei motioned for him to stop, "Be careful, it's hard to get pregnant." ”
Yuan Manoh sighed and put Zhao Wei down gently, "How long has it been?" ”
"My aunt hasn't been here for a long time, maybe a month or two." Zhao Wei said, "Are you happy? ”
"Happy!" Yuan Man kissed Zhao Wei, "It's not in vain." Lao Tzu almost died! ”
"Say what?" Zhao Wei said, "Death and death are not lucky at all." ”
Yuan Man hurriedly spit out all the bad luck.
"Then you have to quit your job and stop doing that heavy physical work." Yuan Man said.
"If I don't work, where will I get the money?" Zhao Wei said, "I still have to go to class, but I have to change jobs." ”
"That's that," Yuan Man agreed, "it's better not to do it." Starting tomorrow, I'll go out to work, and you'll be in charge of raising the baby at home. I finally got pregnant, and Lao Tzu's gun was about to be broken! ”
The two were happy for a while, and Zhao Wei sighed again.
"Husband, do you really want this child?" Zhao Wei asked.
"What do you mean?" Yuan Man was puzzled, "What do you mean by really wanting this child?" ”
"I think he's a little out of place." Zhao Wei said.
"What do you mean?" Yuan Man asked, "What do you mean by being out of place?" Why do you always like to go around the bend when you talk now? What can't be said directly? ”
"Zhou Xiaolan came to me two days ago." Zhao Wei said.
"Zhou Xiaolan, what is she looking for you for?" Yuan Man asked.
"She wants to remarry you." Zhao Wei said, "Remarriage." ”
"What?" Yuan Man felt incredible, "What kind of wind is she smoking, and she wants to remarry?" ”
That's what she said. Zhao Wei deliberately said lightly.
"She is just too casual, and she was very ruthless when she divorced at the beginning." Yuan Man said, "Now let's talk about remarriage." ”
"Then do you want to remarry?" Zhao Wei stared at Yuan Man's eyes and asked.
"I'll get married a few more times." Yuan Man said, "I'm not a person with her, how can I remarry?" Since I'm leaving, I'm leaving, and you don't know that I'm a good horse and doesn't eat back grass. Besides, she has Zhu Chaoyang, I have Zhao Wei, and I will get married a few more times. ”
"If there is no Zhao Wei and no Zhu Chaoyang, will you remarry?" Zhao Wei asked.
"Where did you come from?" Yuan Man said, "There is no if! ”
"If it's to save Zhouzhou, will you remarry?" Zhao Wei asked. She was very afraid that Yuan Man would say that she was willing to remarry.
"Save the boat? What do you mean? Yuan Man asked.
"If you remarry her, you can have another child, and then you can use umbilical cord blood to save the boat." Zhao Wei said, "Maybe this is the only way to save the boat." Will you ever remarry? ”
"Umbilical cord blood? The only way? Yuan Mannian muttered, "The only way?" The only way?! ”
"Yes, that's the only way." Zhao Wei said, "If you really want to save Zhouzhou, this is the only way!" ”
"A few handfuls." Yuan Man smiled, "Don't use this way to test my feelings for you." Don't think about that, Zhouzhou doesn't have a bone marrow match, so let's control it with chemotherapy and medicine until you find a suitable bone marrow match. ”
"Look at Zhouzhou like that, how long can you hold on?" Zhao Wei said sadly, "Every day is not as good as a day." The doctor said it was well controlled. Do you know that if there is too much chemotherapy and too much medicine, his liver and kidney system will be harmed. ”
"I know." Yuan Man also said bitterly, "But there is no way to do it." What can we do now but wait for the bone marrow? ”
"As I said, you have the only way." Zhao Wei said.
Yuan Man was silent.
Zhao Wei didn't force him anymore, so she had to cry alone.
Yuan Man saw that Zhao Wei was crying, so he quickly hugged her in his arms and comforted her softly, "Don't think too much, I won't leave you and my children behind, and I won't remarry." ”
"But can you watch Zhouzhou go on like this?" Zhao Wei asked, "There was a glimmer of hope, but you didn't give it to him?" ”
"And what do you do?" Yuan Man was a little desperate.
Sure enough, for the sake of Zhouzhou, Yuan Man could give up everything, including Zhao Wei, including the child in Zhao Wei's belly. Although Zhao Wei also loves Zhouzhou and hopes that Zhouzhou can be cured, Yuan Man's question shows his attitude. As a wife, as a mother, she still feels cold in her heart, and she feels cold to the bone!
But she did not refute Yuan Man, nor did she persecute Yuan Man. She also knew that Yuan Man was very conflicted, very entangled, and very painful at this time. But she didn't know where her future was.
To be honest, she can fly away and fly away with the child in her belly, even if she never sees Yuan Man. But after more than two years of getting along, the feelings have been deeply planted in her heart.
But most crucially, she has always longed for a home. Although Ye Jun was also a scumbag at the beginning, he gave her a home after all. Later, he met Kang Shuncheng and also hoped to have a home, but he was not able to give it to her. She was homeless for a few years. The feeling of homelessness made her panic. It wasn't until the end that she met Yuan Man, who gave her a home. Although life is full of bitterness, it is a stable home after all. Yuan Man was also very good to her, and he was also very good to Ye Hui. If she abandons this home for the sake of Zhouzhou, she will become a homeless person again, and she will have a hard time with Ye Hui and the child in her belly now.
Life is long, always full of all kinds of tests, all kinds of choices. But there are options, which is really tangled.