I don't know if I'm the first person to get into the second music room, judging by the somewhat awkward attitude of Fuyuma and Saa towards Kitahara-senpai, even Haruki Kitahara doesn't necessarily have the opportunity to enter the second music room.

From this point of view, I still grasped the weakness of Fuyuma and Saya very well.

Unlike the first music room, which was a little cluttered with chairs and instruments, the second music room had a feeling of only one word: empty. Huge I don't know what brand it is, but it must be a high-end piano in the middle of the second music room, the piano chair is spotless, and obviously its owner cherishes it.

"If you have something to say to me, just say it quickly!" Fuyuma and Sakusha stood next to her piano, looking at me with a wary look on their faces. That look was obviously regretting that she shouldn't have put me so easily into this private space that belonged to hers.

"That's how the owner of the second music room is hospitable?" I glanced around, and was a little embarrassed to find that there were no other chairs in the second music room, after all, this was usually only the exclusive music room of Fuyuma and Sasa, and I didn't expect outsiders to set foot in it, right?

"If you don't have anything to say, you can go out. There was a hint of anxiety in Fuyuma and Sasa's slender eyes, and it was clear that she was not at fault with the way I was now, or rather, the usual stalker with her, just like me before me, who had been taught a high leg by her and then never showed up again. And now that I said what I just said, it was obvious that she was a little curious, which was why she was so reluctant to make up her mind to drive me away.

"Well, of course I have something to say, as I said earlier, Fuyuma-senpai is a person who hates talent-"

Fuyuma and Sa's brows furrowed slightly as she said this, was it a mistake in my judgment?, however, she didn't seem to want to refute it, so I continued to say what I said.

"Of course, most people are proud of their talents, so I'm curious, why do seniors hate talents?"

"I think you're mistaken, I just don't like the piano, that's something like that, I've never had one. However, Fuyuma and Sasa, with their hands on their chests, gave me an unexpected answer.

"Senior, there's no need to joke, right? If the person who can win the first place in the national competition in the first grade has no talent, then how can you let the people who lose to you be embarrassed?"

"You can do that as long as you practice more than 12 hours a day. Fuyuma and Samuel replied expressionlessly.

It felt a little difficult to do.,Although I caught her off guard when I didn't react to using Fuyuma and Saya at first.,I managed to attract her attention.,As a fellow "person who hates his talents",I was able to enter the classroom of the second music room.。 However, it seems that the other party is hiding something.

I don't believe that Fuyuma and Yarn would deny her own talents, after all, even if she doesn't take into account her grades in the first grade, she is now leaning next to the piano, and the way she is one with the piano only makes people feel that this person should have been born to be a pianist. So, the other party must be hiding something.

If anything, it means I need to gain her trust.

I don't know why I'd be so eager to communicate with Fuyuba and Sasa - maybe the only reason was that I was looking for someone like me. No one will hate talent, no one will understand the harm that talent brings to themselves and others, and I don't want to think of myself as the only sober person in the world. So, when I meet another person who hates talent, I want to look for recognition from him.

Especially after rejecting Kogi Senpai-senpai like that, I felt that I desperately needed to find a companion to prove myself right, which is why I was so desperate to get to know Fuyuma and Sasa.

- Even though I have found that my self-righteous perception has been skewed to a certain extent.

However, I'm still going to try, and I've made myself to this extent, and I won't be reconciled if I accept Fuyuma and Sasa's explanation like this.

"Fuyuma-senpai seems to be a very vigilant person," I sighed and said, "If you don't want to speak your mind first, then I'll tell you my story first, right?

All I could answer was a cold, soft grunt. I didn't agree, but I didn't refuse, though, I'm glad that Fuyuma and Sasa at least didn't kick me away before I could speak—

Dividing Line –

It's not easy to talk to two people about my most painful memories for three days in a row. And the status of the two people I told me is completely different, Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor has always been my last support in despair, and this girl in front of me who is at the same level as my predecessor, until a day ago, we didn't know each other.

- Or rather, we still don't know each other, because, after I told my story, the first question of Fuyuma and Sasa was, "Well, your name is Kazuya, isn't it?"

"Yes, Kazuya Yuhihama. ”

"Yes. Fuyuma and Sasa nodded slightly, and didn't show any reaction that might have known the name, in fact, this is not wrong, in this school, if I have a certain reputation, it will only be that ball game with Hayama. However, Fuyuma and Yarn are obviously not the ones who care about this kind of gossip.

"So, you lose and cause other people to lose confidence, so you don't like your talent, right?"

I vaguely felt that there seemed to be something wrong with this kind of talk, but Fuyuma and Sasa seemed to be talking only as objective reality. So, I could only nod somewhat depressedly and say, "Well, that's right. ”

"Oh, it seems to me that you just don't have talent. However, the girl with long black hair on the other side gave me such an answer with such an understatement.

Even the almighty genius Yukishita has never denied my talent.,In this way,It's easy to be vetoed by this girl whose personality is worse than that of Xuexia.。

"Fuyuma-senpai, I don't understand what you mean. "I know my face is getting a little unsightly. I doubted the consequences of my abilities, but I never doubted my abilities themselves.

"I don't know much about football," Fuyuma Kazusa's eyebrows moved slightly, and her indifferent expression became more human, and she pressed the keys of the piano with her slender fingers somewhat casually, playing a string of unstructured but not very unpleasant-sounding notes, "But, if you didn't let that Sato help at that time, according to you, the problem wouldn't have happened, right?"

"That's right, yes, but generally speaking, in the face of that level of pressing, the best way to deal with it is to cooperate with your teammates and then get rid of the opponent, which is also the most efficient way, Kirikawa Gakuen's Maki, is a player with strong tactical execution, in that case, I think, even if it is Endo, the first choice is to ask for help from teammates. ”

"Who's that—Endo?"

"The captain of the national team, the spiritual leader, the main midfielder – that's the player who plays the same position with me. ”

"So, he's the strongest in the country?"

"Yes, without a doubt the best player in the country in that position. ”

"So, is Endo the strongest in the world?"

"Not really," I replied after a pause, "Endo may be the best fighter in Asia, but he's still far from the best in the world." ”

"Well, it's very simple, that Endo player doesn't have any talent. Again, it was easy to deny the strength of the No. 1 Endo player in the country, just like he had just denied me, and Kazusa Fuyuma directly denied the strength of the No. 1 Endo player in the country.

I'm a little angry, if I just thought that Fuyuma and Yarn didn't want to tell me the truth for some reason, then I'm now willing to believe that what Fuyuma and Yarn said to me at the beginning that "she has no talent" may be the truth, and that she denied not only herself and me, but also my idol Endo in an almost unreasonable way.

So, in fact, I'm two very different people, Toma and Sasa.

"So, what exactly is your definition of talent?" I want to get an answer, even if I'm a little dissatisfied right now, I want to get an answer, "Really, only the best players in the world can be called 'talented'?"

"Any questions?" replied Fuyuma and Sa, as a matter of course.

"You're crazy, according to your argument, the vast majority of people in the world are people who have achieved nothing in any way, because there will always be only a few top people in every field. ”

"That's just because your definition of talent is too low. Fuyuma and Sasa glanced at me indifferently, and that kind of contempt reminded me of under the snow, but not like under the snow. Under the snow, Xue Nai will despise a person, but at the same time, she will also value everyone's shining place.

However, Fuyuma and Yarn are not the same, and Fuyuma and Yarn despise everyone and she despises herself.

"Everybody thinks I'm amazing – of course I thought you'd have something special, and I was impressed at first, but you're the same. This may be the first time that Fuyuma and Yarn have taken the initiative to speak to me at length, but I don't like this situation, "Everyone thinks that such a standard is 'amazing', and everyone can only see my achievements on the piano - that is, what you call talent, however, you think that the so-called 'great' talent is worthless in the eyes of that person." ”

"That person?" I was sensitively aware of something.

"Fuyuma Yoshiko, have you heard of it?"

I shook my head honestly. I really didn't have an interest in music.

"That's my mother. Fuyuma and Sasa continued with a look of disgust.

"Well, your mother, is she a very powerful person?"

"In short, she thinks I'm not good, I can't live up to her standards. She didn't agree with me. "Fuyuma didn't try to explain to me how powerful her mother, named "Fuyuma Yoko", apparently felt that she had reached the level that everyone knew about her.

"Because your mother didn't approve of it, you vetoed your abilities?" I looked at Fuyuma and Sasa in disbelief.

"I've tried hard, but, that person, never really looked at me. Fuyuma and Sasa's faces drooped, revealing a depressed expression.

If in the beginning, I entered this second music room to find recognition of my philosophy in Fuyuma and Sasa, but now I have realized that the gap between me and Fuyuma and Sa's perception of the behavior patterns of both sides is too great. Finding the so-called identity in Fuyuma and Sae is probably one of the biggest mistakes I've made lately.

Fuyuma and Sa, who are completely kidnapped by other people, have lost themselves.

Whether it is a denial of talent or an affirmation of talent, this judgment is first made by the person himself. This judgment is based on a clear belief that each person has a talent for himself. However, Fuyuma and Sasa, she didn't even have the idea of the existence or non-existence of the ability to make her own decisions at the beginning.

I deny the possible consequences of talent, but I have never doubted the potential of humanity that talent can unleash. Even if Endo will never be able to become the best in the world due to the disparity in all aspects, he is still moving on that path, and if he succeeds, what will Fuyuma and Yarn say about him?

In the same way, it is only because of the words of others that one denies one's own possible progress and the miracle that one has created, which is not called self-knowledge, but rational thinking without self.

Maybe I'm in the same way as Fuyuma and Sasa, we're avoiding the use of what we're good at, but she's just a marionette who loses all motivation because of her mother's words. I, on the other hand, am a rational actor who takes the initiative to retreat after realizing the truth of everything.

It's the same thing, but the two of us are very different people.

So, I couldn't have found the identification I was expecting in her, and instead, I saw in Fuyuma a reason to further destroy some of the things I now believed.

I stood up, and in the somewhat surprised eyes of Fuyuma and Sa, I said, "I see, Fuyuma senpai, our conversation is over!

I don't know the current expression of the girl behind me, and it's impossible to know what she will be thinking, but I only know that her state makes me have a particularly depressed thing in my heart that wants to burst out-

To avoid misunderstandings, some explanations and PS of this chapter –

Routinely emphasized,The evaluation of the winter horse,The protagonist's cognition is not necessarily equal to the author's cognition - of course, in a sense, I agree with and,I've always felt that the winter horse is a little too fragile because of Yaozi's self-abandonment (if there is a problem, please point out,After all, the author is not a winter horse party.,So you can't completely bring the winter horse to think, so there may be some cognitive biases.)。 So in my opinion, Dongma still has to get rid of his dependence on Yaozi or Brother Chun to be truly mature.

Then,In fact, in the judgment of the protagonist's black history,Winter Horse's attitude is also a very interesting attitude.,This attitude can lead to two completely different results.,One is that I'm not strong enough.,So I don't have talent.,Talent innate determinism.,The other is that I'm not strong enough.,But self-struggle can replace talent.,It depends on personal character.。 Of course, the protagonist does not accept this judgment, his attitude is that talent exists objectively, and he denies that self-struggle can replace the possibility, but emphasizes the excavability of talent, the size of talent, and the existence or absence of talent. This is a subtle distinction from the second attitude above, and you can feel it for yourself.

Then,Treat Winter Horse,The protagonist is indeed a little rude.,But everyone can be relieved when you think about how he treated Koharu at the beginning.,There's this side of his character itself.,It's just that he's well hidden.。 However, Fuyuma has objectively sent a positive theory to the protagonist.,Distorted positive theory (laughs)。

The collection has been over 2800.,Theoretically, there should be a chapter to add more.,But June is too busy.,Can't even guarantee the basic update.,There's really no time to add more.,Just remember it.,Including the next June, if I owe more.,It's going to be made up in the summer vacation.。

Finally,Uh,Before writing the update, I saw that JNW's book friend was already a big reward for this book.,Thank you very much.,But I didn't sign a contract so I can't receive it.,So there's always a subtle apology.。