Each of us will always experience a lot of people and a lot of things, the more people have experienced, the more things, the stronger the precipitation of feelings, and the precipitation of this feeling, we call it experience.

The reason for having more experience is that we have experienced more things and more people, and we have experienced so many people and things, each of us will have our own ...... Secret.

Everyone has their own secrets, they don't want to say it, they don't want to say it, just know it.

And a woman like Su Mei, she is like a mystery, constantly tempting the people around her to open the secrets of her body, everyone wants to know what happened to this woman, so that a woman can have such a powerful city and iron-blooded wrist in addition to such a look at such an age.

In the past, Bai Junyi was also very curious, don't be surprised, but every creature will have curiosity, and the difference between humans and other animals is that they will restrain their curiosity, and the difference between people is also whether they can better control their curiosity.

In this regard, Bai Junyi has always been outstanding.

There is curiosity, but Su Mei doesn't say it, and he will definitely not take the initiative to explore.

Because he himself is a person full of secrets, he doesn't want to say things, and he doesn't want those who don't know to explore hard, I will naturally tell you what I can say, and if I don't tell you, there must be a reason why I don't tell you, don't care.

Su Mei has never talked about her past before, Bai Junyi has never asked, and Su Mei has never asked Bai Junyi about her past, so the two have maintained such a tacit understanding until today.

But today, now, at this moment, Su Mei seems to be planning to open her heart to Bai Junyi.

Bai Junyi has always been very curious about "that place", and has been following Su Mei and Zhang Jianguo's figures towards the deeper mountain col, passing through the dilapidated small village, through the thorny mountain road, after turning a corner, through the flashlight in Zhang Jianguo's hand compared with the surrounding darkness that seems to swallow people insignificant, Bai Junyi saw a ...... Graveyard.

The cemetery is very messy, in the middle of the col between the two mountains, here is a rare flat land, there are disorganized graves everywhere, there are new and old, some new ones still have people to pay respects, you can see the tombstones that are still very new and some white flags at the grave, and some of the old ones, the handwriting on the tombstones has been unclear, and even the descendants have forgotten the location of the ancestors' graves, no one takes care of them all the year round so that the grave looks more like a small dirt bag, the dirt bag is overgrown with weeds, swaying with the wind, looking bleak and gloomy。

In such a dark night, in such a cemetery, it seems that even the air has dropped several degrees sharply, which makes people shudder.

Walking through the narrow path, I walked deeper into what was more like a mass grave, and there was a place where there were no graves around, except for a large open space that seemed to be regularly repaired and cared for.

The grave, only fifty or sixty centimeters high, a tombstone tree in front, some rare tributes in front, and some very delicate flowers, although it still looks very desolate and dilapidated, but compared to those graves outside, it is much better.

Seeing this grave, Bai Junyi obviously felt that Su Mei's mood around him had become unstable.

Turning her head to look, Su Mei beside her didn't know what to do, and her eyes began to redden.

Su Mei cried.

This is something that Bai Junyi has never seen and never thought of before.

Zhang Jianguo stopped when he walked here, and Su Mei walked straight over, came to the tombstone, squatted down lightly and stretched out his hand to caress the tombstone, without saying a word.

Standing three or five meters behind Su Mei, Bai Junyi looked at the grave and then at Su Mei's back, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

At this time, Su Mei just looked at the tombstone intently, looking at the grave, and Bai Junyi sighed, he felt that Su Mei needed to be alone for a while now.

So he didn't ask or say anything, and turned his head to Zhang Jianguo, who was squatting on a mountain bag not far away.

Zhang Jianguo is squatting on the mountain bag, this mountain bag is not high, four or five meters away, the wind here is stronger, and the sturdy Zhang Jianguo looks like the grave keeper of this cemetery in the dark night.

Bai Junyi came to Zhang Jianguo's side and touched his pocket to find a pack of cigarettes, but suddenly remembered that the entire pack of cigarettes had been given to Zhang Jianguo before, and because he had not prepared in advance, he did not have cigarettes on his body now.

As if he knew what Bai Junyi needed, a cigarette was handed over, Bai Junyi took the cigarette and said thank you to Zhang Jianguo, who was smiling at him.

Bai Junyi lit a cigarette with the wind behind his back, took a deep breath and spit out the smoke, which made a long mist in the dark night, and carried a strong smell of wine.

"The liquor at home is not low, and your alcohol consumption is very good. Zhang Jianguo scratched his head, and he said embarrassedly without knowing what to say.

"Wine, water. Bai Junyi said with a smile.

Zhang Jianguo seemed to have numb legs, he changed his posture and sat on the ground, looked up at the sky and said, "Are you from a big city like Miss Su?"

"Big city, yes, it's big, big, and it's bustling. Bai Junyi nodded and said.

Zhang Jianguo sighed, with curiosity and yearning on his face.

"Do you want to go?" Bai Junyi asked, turning his head.

"I don't want to. Zhang Jianguo shook his head, "Dad has to take care of him when he is old, my daughter-in-law can't do without me, Xiaohua is still young, I can't go." ”

"That's right. Bai Junyi nodded and said in agreement.

"Why do you call her Miss Su?" Bai Junyi asked.

"I don't know what it's called, she said let's call her Miss Su, and we followed. Miss Su is a good person, a good person, and a very good heart. Zhang Jianguo said seriously.

Good guy?

I'm afraid it will make people laugh to death if you say this kind of thing in the magic capital.

But looking at Zhang Jianguo's expression at this time, Bai Junyi knew that he was definitely not joking.

"Why?" Bai Junyi asked.

"Miss Su is our teacher here...... In the past, she came with Teacher Liu, if it weren't for her, Xiaohua and Datou would have died a long time ago, and Teacher Liu also died for our children, although Miss Su only worked as a teacher with us for a year, but after she went back, she also helped us build roads and bridges, although we don't know how much it will cost, but it must cost a lot of money, my father said that he will remember Miss Su's kindness for the rest of his life. The expression on Zhang Jianguo's face was almost reverent.

"Teacher?" Bai Junyi's face was sluggish and stunned, if it weren't for what Zhang Jianguo said, if he didn't know that Zhang Jianguo wouldn't lie to people, he must have felt that this was a big joke...... Is this possible?

"Yes, we are very poor here, there has been no teacher willing to come, there was no one to be a teacher after the old gentleman in the village died, Mr. Su and Mr. Liu came at that time, there was nothing in our village, they got their own schools and classrooms, and they persuaded us to let our children come to study and go to school one by one, where do we not want our children to study and go to school, we just have no culture in this poor village, the big guys want their children to have a chance, but what's the use of reading, the recent junior high schools are dozens of miles away…… In the past, when there were no roads, it would take hours just to climb the mountains, and everyone could not eat enough to eat, so where could they let their children go to school? It is better to learn to help the family with housework early at home. ”

"But Teacher Su and Teacher Liu have been asking us to send our children to school, and the children have changed, and one day Xiaohua told me that there are planes and trains outside, I know, but I have never seen what it looks like...... Haha, Xiaohua has more knowledge than me, a father. ”

Zhang Jianguo's words are very simple, without too many modifiers, but they reveal a real feeling that makes people tremble.

From his simple and calm narration, Bai Junyi seemed to see that Su Mei, who was still immature and young back then, spent a year in such a dilapidated village, she taught the children to read and write, and could write her own name, telling them that the outside world is very big, and it is definitely not just this dilapidated village.

Bai Junyi suddenly stood up and walked towards Su Mei.

When he came to Su Mei's side, Bai Junyi squatted down and reached out to touch Su Mei's shoulder.

Su Mei raised her head and looked at Bai Junyi.

"Is this the person in this person, Teacher Liu?" asked Bai Junyi.

"You know it all. Su Mei said.

Zhang Jianguo told me. Bai Junyi nodded.

"Why don't everyone know about it? You have also been a volunteer teacher?" Bai Junyi asked.

"Don't you know now?" Su Mei seemed to be a little tired, she sat down and rested her head on Bai Junyi's shoulder, looked at the tombstone in front of her and said: "Her surname is Liu, she is two years younger than me, when I met her, she was still a very simple little girl, with her own boyfriend, her own studies and her own dreams, she told me that she wanted to be a teacher, because her family ancestors were all teaching, she also wanted to be a teacher, she could teach and educate people, and she could do a lot of things." ”

"But she didn't get in, and then she suddenly told me that she was going to teach, I asked her where she was going, and she told me about this place, and she said that it was very poor and poor, and poor villagers might not be able to eat meat for a year, and there was no way to talk about children's education, she just wanted to come here, it didn't matter if she didn't want a salary, she could use her own money to make classrooms for the children, buy books and school bags, she wanted to come here. ”