"This is the Filipino maid?" asked Liu Weiming in a low voice.

Qin Sisi smiled, and then said, "Yes, but she doesn't understand Chinese, so you don't have to be so quiet." After Qin Sisi finished speaking, he spoke to the Filipino maid in English, and the two spoke back and forth, but unfortunately Liu Weiming didn't understand a word.

"What are you talking about?" Liu Weiming really couldn't listen to it anymore.

I asked her if the baby was asleep and if she was milking. Qin Sisi replied after giving Liu Weiming a blank look.

"Oh, I thought you were talking about something, hehe. Liu Weiming smiled awkwardly.

"Let's go, go see my daughter. Qin Sisi said, and then quietly pushed open the door of a room next to him, and there was a crib in the room, and Liu Weiming and Qin Sisi both leaned over quietly. The child inside slept soundly, chubby, and kept sucking with a pacifier in his mouth.

Liu Weiming looked at this child, and his heart was warm, this is a kind of telepathy. I wanted to reach out and touch my child's face, but in the end I gave up and couldn't affect my child's sleep.

"Have you chosen a name?" Liu Weiming looked at the child with his eyes, but asked Qin Sisi in a low voice.

"Not yet, I gave her a nickname, Anne. Why don't you give it a name? Qin Sisi shook his head and said.

Liu Weiming turned his head sideways and looked at Qin Sisi, but he didn't know how to answer this question, let alone how to name the child. At least the first point, he doesn't know how to choose the child's surname. I can't say whether it's with my own surname or Qin Sisi's surname. It is obviously unfair to Qin Sisi to have his own surname, because Qin Sisi has no name and no point with him, and even he will not be able to give too much care to this child in the future, and it is too selfish to let the child have his surname. But if he said that he wanted his child to follow Qin Sisi's surname, then in Qin Sisi's opinion, he was trying his best to get rid of his relationship with the child.

Qin Sisi saw that Liu Weiming didn't speak for a while, and guessed this question, and then said: "I tried to name her, and I named her Liu Xi, what do you think?"

Liu Weiming looked at Qin Sisi, and only said after half a day: "Morning is the tide, and twilight is the tide." The tidal water by the sea at night, quiet and strong, was nice. My Xiaoxi must have grown up a quiet and strong girl, just like her mother. He knew that Qin Sisi was relieving himself, and he took the initiative to let the child surnamed Liu, which was a very selfless expression.

"I don't want her to be so good and successful in the future. I only hope that she can grow up happily, grow up and be able to live the life she wants to live, marry someone she loves and loves herself, even if it is a dull life. I've never had any of these things in my life, so I hope she can have them, and I can't make her like me anymore. Qin Sisi suddenly said deeply.

Liu Weiming looked at Qin Sisi, looking at this woman who has always been strong in her heart, she has never shown her vulnerability in front of any heat, but in front of her children, she still shows her soft side.

Liu Weiming hugged Qin Sisi tightly in his arms, kissed Qin Sisi on the forehead, and then said affectionately: "I'm sorry, I ruined your happiness." There's no way I can give you and your children a perfect home. ”

"What are you sorry for, you don't owe me and the child anything, really. I don't think you will blame the child even if he grows up in the future, but I should be blamed. Because this qiē was all decided by me privately. Moreover, I believe that my child and I will be very happy in the future, because I will give her happiness, and having her is my happiness. If you have time to visit us once in a while, we'll be satisfied. Qin Sisi smiled and said, slowly leaning into Liu Weiming's arms.

"It's my eternal regret that I can't give you and your children a complete home. I'll come and see you and the kids when I have time. When the child grows up, you tell the child that I am her uncle, your friend, not her father, because I am not worthy of being her father at all. Liu Weiming hugged Qin Sisi and said heavily. He knows what kind of responsibilities a father should fulfill, and it is obvious that he will not be able to fulfill the responsibilities of a father in this life.

"Let's talk about it later, I can't tell her that she is like Sun Wukong, jumping out of the crack in the stone. Qin Sisi said with a smile, and then, suddenly the child cried, Qin Sisi hurriedly called the Filipino maid in, and the Filipino maid quickly soaked the child's milk powder with her hands and feet, and then hugged the child and began to feed. Looking at the professional appearance of this Filipino maid, Liu Weiming's heart let go a lot.

Liu Weiming and Qin Sisi chatted for a while, and then Qin Sisi asked Liu Weiming to go out to eat with her, and the two drove out in the car.

"There are a lot of delicious things in Hong Kong, but most of them taste the same as Cantonese food, and you probably won't be used to eating them. Qin Sisi said while driving.

"Cantonese cuisine is not bad, I have been in Qianzhen for so many years, even if I was not used to it before, I have long been used to it. But I haven't really eaten the Hong Kong-style one, so it's worth trying. Liu Weiming denied.

"If you want to eat authentic Hong Kong flavors, you can't go to a big meal, Hong Kong's most famous is snacks, if you don't think I'm not treating you well, I'll take you to eat the most authentic Hong Kong food, how about it?" Qin Sisi always said with a smile on his face.

Liu Weiming looked at Qin Sisi, and then said, "You don't come to Hong Kong much, how do you feel that you are very familiar with Hong Kong?"

"Yes, maybe, maybe I'm relaxed now, so I often go out for a walk by myself. ”

Subsequently, Liu Weiming followed Qin Sisi to walk around and eat in Hong Kong. Causeway Bay, Tsim Sha Tsui, Sheung Wan, Central, etc., by the time the two went home, it was already more than 12 o'clock in the evening.

Liu Weiming, who was sitting in the car, had been dozing off, and Qin Sisi said with a smile: "What's the matter?

"I've never had a nightlife, I've always had a regular life, and I basically go to bed at 10 o'clock at night. And well, people my age can't stand the nightlife. Liu Weiming shook his head and said.

"It seems that your life in Baishan is really pure-hearted. Qin Sisi laughed when he heard this.

"A pure heart can do it, but if you talk about lack of desire, I can't control it. However, for the sake of revolutionary work, I have no choice but to endure it, you know, my self-control has always been very strong, and my standard sitting still is not chaotic. Liu Weiming began to talk nonsense.

"You're still sitting still, you didn't give Liu Xia Hui, right?" Qin Sisi laughed and began to laugh at Liu Weiming.

"Isn't it Yanagi Hui, won't you know if you try it later?" Liu Wei said with a smile on his eyebrows.

"I won't try, I'll sleep with my daughter in my arms tonight. Qin Sisi said deliberately.

"Ah, it's not so ruthless, right? You can hug your daughter every day, but I can't hug me every day, you are the main and secondary distinguisher. Liu Weiming said with a sad face.

"Who wants to hug you? Anyway, I'm going to sleep with my daughter in my arms tonight. Qin Sisi continued.

"Then I'll sleep with my daughter. "Liu Weiming began to play scoundrels.

"What do you want to do? Qin Sisi retorted.

"I'm just a hooligan. Liu Weiming said firmly.

The two talked and laughed and arrived home, except for the light in the living room, the rest of the lights were turned off, and it was obvious that the Filipino maid had slept.

After Qin Sisi went home, he pushed the door open again, and as soon as the door opened, the Filipino maid woke up, whispered a few words with Qin Sisi in English, and then Qin Sisi walked to the side of the crib and looked at her daughter and withdrew.

"How's it going, are you asleep?" asked Liu Weiming.

"She had slept, but she had to wake up many times at night, and she had a big appetite and drank much more milk than the other children. Qin Sisi said with a smile, and then pushed Liu Weiming into the bathroom and asked Liu Weiming to wash his face and brush his teeth.

After Liu Weiming came out, Qin Sisi went in, and Liu Weiming hurriedly stopped and asked, "Where do I sleep at night?"

"Whatever you want, as long as you don't sleep in the same room with me, you can sleep anywhere. Of course, as long as the Filipino maid agrees with you to sleep with her, I have no problem, but the premise is that you can't quarrel with my daughter. Qin Sisi said with a grin.

"Phew, I'm just now discovering that you're the real female scoundrel. Liu Weiming almost spurted out a mouthful of blood.

Qin Sisi laughed, and then walked into the bathroom.

Liu Weiming smiled and walked directly into the master bedroom.

The master bedroom is very warmly furnished, as soon as I enter, I feel a burst of fragrance, the furnishings are not luxurious but not simple, this is Qin Sisi's style. On top of the bedside table, there was a photo that caught Liu Weiming's attention. Liu Weiming walked over, picked up the photo and looked at it repeatedly, and then a strange feeling came to his heart.

This photo is a group photo of Liu Weiming and Qin Sisi, and the background of this group photo is indeed when Liu Weiming was the deputy secretary of the district party committee in Qianzhen, guiding the study class of the party school, and Qin Sisi at that time was a student of that study class, this photo was taken at the end of this study class, I remember that at that time, Qin Sisi specially invited himself to take a photo with her. Thinking of this, Liu Weiming couldn't help but blame himself deeply. After so many years, he and Qin Sisi have even given birth to their daughters, but there is not even a photo of the two of them in the real sense. Qin Sisi has always been sneaking around with her, and she has always had no regrets.

Liu Weiming gently stroked the photo, then sighed and put the photo down, and lit a cigarette.

"Do you remember this photo?" Qin Sisi happened to come in, and when he saw Liu Weiming put down the photo, he asked.

"To be honest, I don't really remember if I don't think about it seriously. I've even completely forgotten that I took such a picture with you. It's a shame to say that we didn't have a real photo of our faces together. Liu Weiming shook his head and said.

"Or I had the foresight, I pulled you to take a group photo in the study class, otherwise I didn't even have a photo of you, and when the child asked me what my father looked like, I didn't know whether to show her. Qin Sisi said with a smile, and then said: "Just kidding, I put this photo because I think this photo is very representative, it represents my acquaintance with you, and I can still remember how high-spirited you were when you gave us a lecture on the podium." ”