Chapter 374: Companionship
Su Xiaocan's heart was very sad when she heard it, without Su Xiaolan's acceptance of the apprentice, she was tossed like that by her own shadow, and she and Su Jianguo didn't know what she was thinking at all.
If she had paid more attention to her at that time, wouldn't things have developed the way they are now?
She doesn't remember when Su Xiaolan started to change, at this point, she and Su Jianguo and his wife are not even as good as Zhuge Lei, an outsider.
Su Xiaocan's eyes were red, and he said guiltily: "I don't know any of this, if only I could notice Xiaolan's abnormality at that time!"
Zhuge Lei smiled and comforted: "Xiaolan is a very thoughtful girl, if she doesn't want you to know, even if you are paying attention, it is useless."
To be honest, at this point, you sisters are really, the real difference is that your control is stronger than Xiaolan's, your self-regulation ability is also very good, and most importantly, you have a Yimo by your side, if you have any hurdles that you can't think of or can't get over, Yimo will accompany you.
Xiaolan, people are still too young, they don't know much about the big truth, they don't know how to adjust themselves at all, it's easy to drill the horns, and finally go to a dead end, and they can't turn around anymore.
I saw my inferiority complex in her young body, but I was a big man and I was not good at expressing myself, so I asked her if she had any special hobbies that could develop different specialties from yours.
In this way, when others mention her again, they will not be ignored because they have no merits.
Xiaolan, at that time, her eyes were shining, and she said that she especially liked to draw.
After that, I asked her to come to me with her paintings from the past few years.
I was very impressed by the combination of colors in the painting, and the lines were also the type I liked, although these are not very compatible with my major, but there are still many things in common, and I can guide her in some basic things.
After your aunt saw my relationship with Xiaolan, she specially asked someone to bring a lot of books on painting from Kyoto, and she also learned to paint, but she has always been a hobby of business, and she has not paid too much attention to it.
Then, I taught Xiaolan to learn to draw with me, and slowly, I communicated more with your aunt and understood what kind of person she was, and we gradually established a relationship.
Then, there was the matter of us getting engaged and officially accepting Xiaolan as an apprentice.
Speaking of which, Xiaolan is also a little matchmaker between us.
As for what you said about Xiaolan's drastic change in temperament, neither I nor your aunt found out.
Every time Xiaolan comes to us to learn how to paint, she is very serious and focused.
What we see in her paintings is a little sad and decadent, but more hope and longing.
Therefore, if Xiaolan really has any psychological problems now, Xiaocan, I hope that you, who are a sister, can help her overcome this hurdle and let her learn and grow up in difficult situations, instead of being seen and evaluated by these outsiders, and finally tired and losing herself, and her young mood is lost in meaningless rumors. ”
Coming out of Zhuge Lei's house, Su Xiaocan's mood was not relieved at all, but became even heavier.
She seemed to see Su Xiaolan's struggling but desperate appearance that she couldn't find a way out, which reminded her of herself in her previous life.
In her previous life, she had always tried hard to let herself love and be happy, but watching the people around her enter the palace of marriage one by one and participate in wedding ceremonies again and again, she could only be envious in the audience every time, and she turned around and failed on blind dates again and again.
In the end, a friend jokingly asked her if she had seen all the unmarried men of school age in Yuangu City.
Even the neighbor's children said with disgust: Big sister, you are so old that you can't get married, how stupid!
Yes, she was like this at that time, trying to make her life better, trying to make her family not ridiculed like herself, but in the end, she always backfired, and kept failing and falling on the same issue.
She almost wondered if she had lost the ability to love her lover and was destined to be lonely for the rest of her life.
It wasn't until later, when she saw Cui Yimo again, that she knew where her heart knot was for so many years, and where her heart had been lost, it turned out that she had been in love with someone without knowing it, it turned out that her heart was spinning in place, and she had never walked out of that lost world.
How lucky she should be, how happy she should be, that person is also waiting for her in the same place, giving happiness to her side again.
Therefore, although love woke up a little late, she learned to cherish it, and worked hard to pursue happiness bravely and actively.
It's just that I didn't expect that this chase was chased from the past life to this life.
As Zhuge Lei said, because she has Cui Yimo, even if she has something on her mind, negative emotions, and hurdles that she can't overcome, someone pulls her on the side, so as not to let herself fall into the abyss and can't extricate herself.
Su Xiaocan held Cui Yimo's hand tightly, and the cold air of early spring rushed towards her, but because of Cui Yimo by her side, it seemed that the cold had been blown away a lot.
She can't be Su Xiaolan's savior, because she can't love someone with all her heart like Cui Yimo loves herself.
However, she is Su Xiaolan's sister, the closest person in the world, even if the whole world can abandon her, she can't give up another self.
So, Xiaolan, before you grow up, let me guard your youth!
The investigation on the security company's side was very trivial, because of Su Xiaocan's request, it was done more carefully, and by the time Su Xiaocan got the results, it was already a week later.
During this time, the atmosphere of the Su family has been very depressing, every day when everyone eats together, it is like acting in a mime, counting the rice grains in the bowl, eating the dishes at hand, and after barely filling their stomachs, they go their separate ways and go back to their rooms.
Several times, when Su Xiaocan passed by Su Jianguo's room, he could hear Su Jianguo's heavy sigh, and Zheng Shuxian also felt that he had aged a lot in the past two days, and several gray hairs began to appear in his ears.
Cui Yimo pulled Su Xiaocan to Cui's house for dinner, Su Xiaocan always looked absent-minded, knowing that she couldn't untie Su Xiaolan's knot, and the others couldn't say anything more, so they could only let her go.
Now, the best thing he can do for her is to accompany her, accompany her out of this haze, and accompany her to watch Su Xiaolan grow up well.