Hearing Xiao Yuan's question, Shang Peng slowly lowered his head, buried his slender fingers in his forehead, and breathed for a long time before he said slowly:

"I don't know, my mind is so messed up. Actually, my heart has been quite chaotic all this time. I got what I had always wanted to take, and I watched their Lan family fall apart in my hands, but I wasn't as happy as I thought. The time I spent with the blue monsoon rain seemed to be the only time I could take a good rest and breathe and live like a person for so many years. How nice it would be if she kept losing her memory, how good if she didn't remember anything? If she wasn't the enemy's daughter, and I'm not her enemy, maybe a lot of things would have been different!"

This was the first time he shed tears in front of an outsider, and he suddenly understood the feeling that Lan Shaoqi had at the beginning, why he believed in Xiang Xiaoyuan unconditionally.

The girl in front of you has a kind of stable power, she is very quiet but makes you feel that you can talk and entrust.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what kind of feelings I have for her, whether it's sympathy, pity, or whether I think we're the remaining poor fellow in this world, we can keep each other warm, we can be less lonely. Still is...... I really fell in love with her. I really, don't know. ”

When these words were said in my heart, it seemed that I had moved a boulder, and it was really much more comfortable.

Xiang Xiaoyuan nodded silently: "I understand." Then you have to think about it, you must figure it out. Feel free to come to me if you need to. ”

Shang Peng nodded, yes, he really needs to think about it, he has reached that fork in the road, what to do, he must think clearly......

Xiang Xiaoyuan returned to the villa, and as soon as he turned around and closed the door, he was hugged from behind.

"Why did you come back so early?"

"I'm not a robot either, can't I rest after being busy for so long?"

Cheng Hao is coquettish like a child.

The aunt and grandmother are finally gone, he is finally relieved, and he is refreshed when he thinks about it, but this time has tortured him enough.

Lan Jiyu dangles under her nose every day, scolding herself from time to time, she has no choice but to endure obediently, the most unbearable thing is that she occupies Xiaoyuan every day, and she has no chance to get close to Xiaoyuan, listening to them laughing and laughing upstairs every day, she can only nest on the bed downstairs and hold a pillow to watch "The Story of the Mole" there, and the more she looks, the more sad she feels.

What's going on?

"Why did you come back so late?" he still carried Xiaoyuan and followed her to the living room, looking like a koala that couldn't be shaken off.

Counting the time, Lan Jiyu had already flown away, and she was indeed a little too late to come back.

"I went to meet a friend. ”

Xiao Yuan said as he tried to break his hand away.

"Friend, do I know each other?"

"You're gossiping more and more now!"

Cheng Hao hehe: "Okay, don't worry about this, let's complete the task we didn't complete last time!"

As he spoke, he picked up Xiaoyuan and walked upstairs.

"Wait...... Wait a minute!"

shouted to Xiaoyuan.

"What's wrong?" Probably sensing that Xiao Yuan's state was wrong, Cheng Hao slowly let go of his hand.

Xiang Xiaoyuan took a deep breath, and then stroked his hair: "Something...... I need to think again......"

Cheng Hao suddenly felt a scoop of cold water splashed down, maybe he should have guessed that Xiao Yuan would say this, the arrival of the blue season rain will definitely bring some impact, but he can't guess whether it is positive or negative, but no matter what kind of impact it is, it may take time to digest it.

"Is she quite against us being together?" Cheng Hao asked tentatively like a child who had made a mistake.

Thinking of the words that Lan Jiyu said yesterday when she hugged herself on the terrace, Xiang Xiaoyuan suddenly felt an inexplicable fire surging in her heart, she endured it a few times, extinguished the fire, and felt an indescribable sadness.

"Cheng Hao, why don't you understand?"

Looking at the reflection of tears in Xiao Yuan's eyes, Cheng Hao was really a little confused, he really didn't know what he said wrong, how could it make her so sad.

……

In the past few days, Cheng Hao has been resting at home, and he has not asked Xiang Xiaoyuan for anything.

Maybe it's really time for her to think about it, let herself think about it. I love her, I love her very much, but this kind of love should not be a burden and a shackle. Sometimes some things really need a little bit of opportunity, a little luck.

Xiang Xiaoyuan still has something in his heart that he can't let go, and his search for Lan Shaoqi has not stopped, but there has been no progress. So he was willing to wait a little longer, anyway, he waited so long, and he didn't care about these days, or months, or even years.

At least she's still with her.

He knew that companionship was the most affectionate confession, so he was willing to do so and take care of her like a jewel in the palm of his hand.

The Italian side called and said that the bride could try on the wedding dress, but he automatically asked for a postponement and did not tell Xiaoyuan.

Wait, at least until Xiaoyuan's emotions during this period have passed.

"It's not bad, there's absolutely no problem with going to graduate school like this!"

Cheng Hao took Xiaoyuan's roll and nodded, very satisfied.

During this time, her English has improved rapidly, and once she has crossed that hurdle, her language learning will improve by leaps and bounds.

Xiang Xiaoyuan breathed a sigh of relief and smiled sweetly.

Recently, she has to do a set of questions every night, and then show them to Cheng Hao, as long as she can pass the English level, the rest of the science and professional exams will not be a problem for her at all.

"I don't think you need to go to class in the future!" Cheng Hao said as he put the paper on the writing desk and leaned back on the swivel chair.

"Ahh

"I think it's okay and there's no need to waste any more time on it. Cheng Hao smiled: "You can practice with me in oral language or something, and I will tutor you, I think you can do something else!"

"What's the matter?" Xiao Yuan was puzzled.

Cheng Hao smiled and moved to her, holding her lovely face with both hands: "Don't you want to be a bridge engineer?

"Huh?" Xiao Yuan was stunned, and his heart beat suddenly.

"Lou has recently been working on several overpasses in the city, as well as part of the underground rail transit, and the construction of sports venues is also in full swing. Lou's is not just a simple real estate development company like Yuntong!"

After listening to his words, Xiao Yuan's eyes lit up suddenly, yes! Why did he never think about this? Lou is a big company that has always been able to compete with the State Construction Railway Construction Project!