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Thinking of the spread of the matter between him and Li Yun'er, her heart was a little sour.
At this moment, she is confused about love, what is love?
Although who can love a few times in this life, this sadness has consumed her initial feeling of love.
Hai Yao stood alone by the fence on the top floor, holding a warm water glass in her hand, looking down on the whole city, with a long sigh, enduring the glittering water in her eyes, and trying to raise the corners of her mouth.
The weather is getting colder, and the heat from the breath turns into wisps of white smoke, and the cold wind blows on the face, which seems to make people feel a lot more sober.
She knew that she was very sober, but she was a little sad to be sober.
There was a sound of footsteps behind her, and then Xu Yizhong stood beside her, looked at her sideways, and said in a low voice, "Standing here early in the morning, isn't it cold?"
There was no topic about work, she always answered in silence, and he gradually got used to it.
Xu Yizhong followed her line of sight, looked into the distance, and said to himself, "Do you know why I wanted to get rid of you in the first place?"
He seemed to be telling a past incident in a flat manner, his tone was emotional, his eyes were astringent, and he smiled gloomily, and continued, "It's not all because of concern, I admit that I am anxious to get rid of you and have something to do with work, on the other hand, it actually comes from the fear in my heart, Hai Yao, you may not believe that the time when I married you was the warmest time in my life." ”
"Since I was a child, I have lived with hatred on my back, and my grandmother is far away from me, I haven't felt the feeling of being cared for and taken care of for a long time, and someone is waiting to go home, and then I got used to that kind of life, but since I married you, your smile, your grievances, and your tolerance have all been seen in my eyes, I am always afraid that I will be influenced by you, and give up what I have been pursuing. ”
When he talks about the past, his tone is always bitter, and all kinds of pictures of the past inevitably come to mind.
Every time he came back to the door, no matter how tired or depressed she was, she would smile and ask him: Have you eaten? Is your work still going well?
Even if he didn't answer a word indifferently, she would still quietly hide her emotions and smile and hand her the Pu'er tea he liked......
People's hearts are made of flesh, how could he never know about her grievances?
It's just that I'm afraid that I'll be soft-hearted, so I turn a blind eye......
"Remember that time downstairs in the company, you were almost hit by a falling glass curtain?"
Speaking of this, Hai Yao's mind came up with the picture of the day......
At that moment, she could be described as despair from the bottom of her heart.
A bitter smile rose on her lips, she didn't want to recall the past, and said coldly, "It's all in the past, why do you say this?"
She knew that the person he reached out to save was caring......
People say that when you are in danger, the person you subconsciously want to save the most is the person you care about the most in this life.
It was she who was stupid and didn't see it at the time.
"It's getting late, I'm going down to work. ”
As she spoke, she was about to leave, but she heard him say, "You were the one I wanted to reach out for that day!!"
He didn't know why he stretched out his hand, and the person he grabbed was concerned......
They stood so close, he was too flustered, and when he stretched out his hand to pull the person over, he was concerned, looking at the horror in her eyes and the astonishment on her face, he felt uncomfortable for the first time.
Hai Yao's footsteps stopped, and a contemptuous smile rose on her lips, "It's been so long, you can say whatever you want, it doesn't matter to me anymore." ”
"You still don't believe it. ”
Even if he knew this answer, he still couldn't control the sourness in his heart.
Perhaps, God has already destined them to miss it, from the moment he reached out to pull the wrong person, he was destined to miss her for the rest of his life?
Xu Yizhong endured the frustration in his heart, stepped forward, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile, "It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, go back to work, the weather is getting colder, and ...... in the future." Wear more clothes when you go out in the morning. ”
After finishing speaking, he walked away, leaving her with a deep back.